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Tue 05/06/08 11:21 AM
Good choices so far!


My picks are


Freddie Mercury (Rock)

Eric Adams (metal)

Sarah Brightman (opera)

Amy Lee (Pop,goth industrial)

Collin Raye (country)

George Benson (jazz)

Buddy guy (blues)

Linda Eder (theater)

James LaBrie (progressive rock)

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Tue 05/06/08 11:09 AM
In your opinion who do you think is the best vocalist.(singer)

Country,Rap,Rock,Metal,Reggae,Blues,Soul,Opera,Theater..whatever you prefer

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Tue 05/06/08 08:35 AM
Thank you blue eyes

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Tue 05/06/08 08:23 AM
Thank you oceansoflove

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Mon 05/05/08 05:54 PM
How's life in tardville

How's the tardmobile


still working a job at tard-mart


is your girl Tardtitties doing alright



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Mon 05/05/08 05:47 PM

awww.. what a tardtastic poem :heart:



lol,the almighty Malsakatard

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Mon 05/05/08 05:44 PM
Edited by nightruler on Mon 05/05/08 05:45 PM
Such precious eyes,
I almost believe they're looking at me
and I love your smile,
it's the reason why I fall to my knees
In such a crazy world,
you are why I still know how to dream
I hope someday to hold you,forever close to me


I am holding my heart in my hands
my thoughts surround you
I wish that I could pull down every star
and watch them fall all around you
If these empty hands could build a dream'
I would only work for you
but a silent photograph could never know
what I could do




I know the beauty that you possess
and don't think I don't ask if I measure up
I think of the things I don't have
but then again,my greatest value is always love
I wish I could stand in your dreams
just to know what to always want for you
to look in your eyes and somehow see me
thats all I want to do




I am holding my heart in my hands
my thoughts surround you
I wish that I could pull down every star
and watch them fall all around you
If these empty hands could build a dream'
I would only work for you
but a silent photograph could never know
what I could do




I'd take you right into my arms
so you would always be safe with me
I'd never miss one beat of your heart
because I could love you so faithfully





I am holding my heart in my hands
my thoughts surround you
I wish that I could pull down every star
and watch them fall all around you
If these empty hands could build a dream'
I would only work for you
but a silent photograph could never know
what I could do

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Mon 05/05/08 04:25 PM
Duran Duran Hungry like a wolf

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Mon 05/05/08 04:24 PM
So I guess a homosexual with a missing eye and a weak bladder that uses a feather duster for a dildo and lives in government subsidized housing has the worse luck afterall

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Mon 05/05/08 07:12 AM
As long as your feet are not repulsive,you could go all summer barefoot for all I care

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Sat 05/03/08 11:12 PM
Nothing but the sound of broken hearts
filled the space between you and I
I couldn't escape the emotion that night
so heavily spoken through your eyes
No words could justify,but silence was nothing new
Everytime I peered into my heart,
I always hoped to find someone like you.
Someone who could make me believe in love,
the kind I have dreamed of for so long
I'll miss those walks in the rain,my dear
but the passion won't be as strong


I never dreamed I'd want to tell you goodbye
thought I'd keep you in my life,and never let you go
I wish that I could look into your eyes,
and still feel like I belong there by your side
I miss that feeling,more than you could ever know



I'll take your pictures off the wall,
don't want anything to remind me of you
All the letters we wrote,saying how far in love we'd fall
before saying I belong to you
It's not because we took our time,that changed my mind
it's because you always left me alone
when I begged you not to leave my side

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Sat 05/03/08 10:42 PM

WHAT DO U MEAN A SECOND CHANCE?....U HAVE OVER 40 FRIENDS...WHAT MORE DO U WANT?laugh :smile: flowerforyou


Damn,lol..you got a point there

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Sat 05/03/08 10:39 PM
I have noticed a lot of profile views,but very few friends requests.


I hope somebody out there's willing to take a second look.Even though its often said..you don't get a second chance to make a first impression..lol

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Thu 05/01/08 12:57 PM
Wow you're observant
thought you'd never notice
At night I'm a servant
by day I'm a hostess
just like you
only so much sexier
They all like to drool
over my skimpy underwear
My styles kind of wild
tight and revealing
I can send even the modest
right up through the ceiling
Its just a god given luck
day by day I'm abusing
but I dont always know
what foundation I should be using
and thats where I need ya lurch
thats why I come atcha love
even though you apply your make up
with a spatula
I still think you're sexy
but what I find so much sexier
You can't hold a candle next to me
or my skimpy underwear
Ask anyone at the bus stop
or any welfare office in town
Im worth 5 dollars in food stamps
the sexiest sluttiest slut around




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Wed 04/30/08 05:15 PM
I wore a handcuff on my finger for 6 precious years..Im divorced now..so I dont wear any rings.If I'm ever dumb enough to get married again..I'll wear my wedding band always

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Wed 04/30/08 01:30 AM
Thank youflowerforyou

thats funny,I was hoping somebody would like midnight conversationdrinker

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Tue 04/29/08 01:44 AM
Heavenly Peace

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Tue 04/29/08 01:33 AM




Without Emotion
_________________

Another thought unspoken,in silence I now wait
These wings are still unbroken,
but if I could just fly away.
I feel myself just waiting here,as the darkness
sets in again.
Beyond any dream I've been reaching for,
I can feel the changes begin.

It takes me to the places I never knew,
a world of sadness and love combined
I feel tonight,I will know the truth
with or without you,this will is mine



I will conquer this broken heart,
no longer will your doubt tear me apart
Though we are worlds from where we used to be,
and I just can't be where you are.
I feel myself surrounded by these walls,
I'm breaking them down,tonight they'll fall



The nights I spent in wonder,couldn't find you anywhere.
You were counting your blessings,because I was gone
but I was in despair.
I tried to reach out for your hand,I just wanted to make
you mine.
In a dream I reached out for your body,to only feel the night.





I will conquer...etc



Unreleased
___________


I feel like I'm in heaven
but I feel I don't belong
I'm counting my sins again
knowing all that Ive done wrong
they wash their hands of me
time and time again
If your heart is gonna set me free
then I'm no longer listening

If you can't forgive the things I've done
and you wish my life away
I will forgive myself,before I fall
but somewhere in your heart,I will remain.
Thoughts can never die
no matter what you come to think of me
Some things are still locked inside,
I am unreleased.



I lie awake just thinking
does she ever think of me
I can feel the breaking beginning,
and it brings down to my knees.
It's sad you find such amusement
in watching me suffer over you
I laugh because you'll never be loved
the way that I once fell so hard for you



Praying I die won't kill me
you're wasting your time on things you'll never change
the sleepless nights,you think about me
You are someone else,and I will never change




If you can't..etc.





Midnight Conversation
___________________



Out of all the friends I know
you're the only place I like to go
because of the way you make me feel
something inside says this is real
I will repay everything you do,
everything I owe is due to you
Hold on close to my side,my love
love is within a perfect view.
and there will be changes for us in time
many awesome things before your eyes
Keep the faith in all you do
theres a new world in store for you


I'll bring you back to life
I will make you feel renewed
all those midnight conversations
made me fall in love with you.




When the rain fell so hard into your life,
you could always count on me
because I'd die before I ever left your side
I'll even walk you through your dreams.
I know that hearts will keep on breaking
and you can't help but fall again
though the scars collect upon your heart
a new chance will always begin




I'll bring you back...etc







Silent Tears
____________




Tonight,I swear upon my life
that I won't dream of you
All these thoughts will pass me by
and I'll come shining through
Chasing down a starlit trail,
I'll regain my conscience
And I will breathe again
I dont need you to stand on my own
though unloved,my heart still lives

Silent tears no longer fall
I am strong now,because of them all
I can face myself,and not be afraid
beneath your rain of eternal flames
I will stand through it all



Does he know conviction,
do you feel it in his eyes
When he holds you close at night,
do you believe in paradise
because I wish you a love so strong
may you live to see the dawn
through every awakening you face
I hope he's with you all along


but silent tears no longer fall..etc





Memories come storming through my mind
like a wave of ones misfortune,that leaves a man to die
Broken hearts will make me stronger,beyond any strength I've known
and you will remember me,one day when you're alone



The Prayer
___________


I surrender everything
this broken heart,these broken wings
All the tears that I have cried
and the nights I wanted to die
I surrender my life of shame,
the time that I spent feeling this way
Surrender all the memories,
if you will only comfort me.

For every candle thats burned for me,
and every dream my heart can release
I will surrender everything you need
I'll send it on a prayer,just wait for me



Words sometimes won't come
even when I've so much to say to you
I know how it feels to come undone
and what lonliness can do.
I've nothing but this life to place in your hands
Maybe someday I'll understand
Even when I felt so lost in this world
I was in the palm of you



For every..etc




I surrender my heart,my dreams,my life,my world,my thoughts,
my needs,my rights,my mind,my wings,my tears,my love,my fears
My best if just to have you here.
No longer will I turn my back on you.
You will be thought of in all that I do.
I will send it on a prayer,in the hopes it reaches you




Nikki's Song
____________




I have loved you silently
since heaven brought you to me
and I miss you so much tonight
I don't know how to be.
I've always wanted to lift your eyes
to the changes I have made
but it tears me up inside,
because I am still the same
and Nikki,I remember every fight
All I can say is you were right
and sometimes its hard to face this world
without you by my side.
Nikki,I wish you still were mine

I'm thrown into a jealous rage
oh how I hate it ,your mind won't change
and that there will be other men
who will burn my chances again
I know that you'll never think of me,
in the way you once believed in me
but for all the hell I gave to you
you were this lost mans view of heaven
Nikki,I want to feel it again



And I know forgiveness won't justify
You know in your heart,the man inside
and I could do nothing but drive you insane
I guess it has always been my way
but Nikki,if you could only feel the same.





I'm thrown..etc etc




Unbroken
_________


Tracy had a wish just before she died
she couldnt put into words,
but it was spoken through her eyes.
With all the hate in this world,
it seems my passion was the crime
I only wanted to wait one more moment,
for the madness to subside.
She painted this perfect picture
of the way she thought things should be
Planet earth could go on spinning,
even without the agony.
but upon her palat of blue and white
the one thing she couldn't keep in mind
that its hard to build a fantasy
without knowing the perfect design
Tracy took her last breath in the spring last april
as she did,I held her hand
Saying Tracy I always thought you were just a dreamer
but now I understand
You just wanted to live in this perfect world
and so you just made a world of your own
Blinding yourself to the disappointment that life can be
but you didnt have to face it alone
Tracy,you're the most unbroken soul I have ever known.
and I'm sure theres a place that holds you now
as close to the pictures you'd always paint
A place where endless light is surrounding you
beneath the heavens rain
Feel the caress of the hands of angels,
no longer in desperation will you silently sleep.
Though you had never lived to tell,
I'll carry on your legasy
Tracy,you're still the artist of unbroken dreams


Make it Rain
____________



I'm just passing time away,
and I'm trying to find what to say
but these words they are broken
I'm no good at this
Everytime I look at you,
theres a feeling I can't resist.
By your hand I was led to places
that only a dream could take me.
You were there to lift me up from this life,
'just in time for love to awake me



I can't make it rain,
though it always rains where I stand
Everytime I call your name
Everytime I try to make my way
back home to you



I stood in silence,
and I looked at you and sighed
I've kept my distance
but you were always on my mind
Somewhere inside a broken heart,
the memories still carve your name
You were etched upon a memory,
that time will never change




I can't make it rain..etc etc




Lost for words as I look into your eyes
because its hard to live without the love
that made me feel so alive
You come to me like an angel,
but the words rescue me won't come
and from my hands you vanish without a trace
as disappearing as the sun




The Elephant Song
__________________



She will find whats in your head
She will always cry
You never thought about what you said
Never thought to apologize.


You're running like an elephant
laughing like a child
Nothing seems irrelavant,speak out loud
We're running through the fields,
as a rainbow crosses the sky
the sun shines to reveal
she can fly


She can look inside of your mind
She can see your fears
She's a goddess,I don't belong here



You're running like an elephant....etc




Darkened Apocolypse
__________________


I'm sorry for changing my mind
I'm sorry for everything
but I've been burning alive
in the memories of my suffering
I didn't mean to take you down
why did you follow me
Here we stand on broken ground
trying to relive a faded memory

but like a darkened apocolypse
that you'll never expect or see
a shadow will cover undying thoughts
and leave the ashes of you and me


Oh sure it was hard to leave
you're all that I had
and maybe it was just hard to see
that love can feel so bad
I'd sit with a gun to my head,
just to feel your sympathy
forget about every word I have said
you don't have to give a damn about me



I'm gonna set you free,though in disbelief
I have always wanted more than this
I always thought you were so perfect for me
never a darkened apocolypse
because in my head,our world has burned
it can't rebuild itself again
We have left behind a trail of tears
made of shameful love,passion and sin



















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Sun 04/27/08 02:42 PM
Thank youdrinker



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Sun 04/27/08 01:15 PM
at the price of gas..Id make do with a half of a tank..pay the bill and leave.

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