aww well thank u no

Gentle whispering in the dark
Erases all else
Her mother has no room for her
This man does
He healed her heart
Filled the huge crater left by her ex
And now as his lips search for hers
In the serene heavenly darkness of their bedroom
Family lives and troubled times drown
Two bodies intertwined
Hearts beating in unison
All the answers have been found in his eyes
A safe haven I so badly needed
With a sigh it becomes clear
I have been rescued
From this horrid sea of despair

The top unscrewed
Cinnimon wafts from the bottle
Ahh the sweet scent of fading troubles
Painless temporary bliss
Nothing matters
No war
Death
Sickness
Poverty
Sadness
Only happiness
Floating on a big puffy cloud
With every tingly drink I wonder
At the bottom of this bottle
Is there an answer?
Something to cure all I feel?
Gulp after gulp my spirit soars
But as the sweet liquid stops flowing
At the bottom of the bottle
Is nothing
No glowing cure-all
Nor rosy happy dreams
Only emptiness

hehe thanks guys

my sis and i got bored lol so those of u who've been buggin me..i got new pics lol

A whirlwind of emotion
Swirls violently inside
An overwhelming mixture of
Relief
Sadness
Joy
And longing
So many could-have-beens
Swarmed this heart
Intense fear
Stopped me in my tracks
The supportive words from friends did little good
But the effort meant the world to me
Now in a panicked frenzy
I struggle to hear your voice
Words that were once comforting and clear
Have been lost to the static of anxiety
I need to feel your arms tightly around me
To hear the steady beat of your heart
My hair cascading over your chest
As you smile down at me
The rest of the world
Lost in your soft touch
Oh this will be
The sweetest day...

howdy nate welcome to the insanity of jsh

Anger burning deep inside
Hatred has blackened my soul
Look into these eyes
Just for a moment
You'll see the volcano
The lava destroying all else
And why?
YOU Mr Bush
Your mindless actions
Have ripped our friends and family
From our lives
We do our best to carry on
Through a forced smile or two
A half-hearted laugh
Our minds and souls have fled our bodies
They have clung on to those we love
Longing to be reunited
With the reassurance
That all is as it should be once again
Mr Bush you are not a fearless leader
But a murderous power-hungry pig
Hide behind your desk
And cheesy million dollar smile
Feed us more useless lies
But somewhere there is a distraught mother
An angry brother
Fed up father
And a frightened sister who cry
Unsure if their soldier will come home
If your mission was to blow apart our great nation
BRAVO Mr Bush
You have succeeded
The prize for your actions will be
A special place in hell
Just for you

things are super here

You weren't there to hear my first words
Or everytime I was sick
You weren't there when I fell down
When I came home with tear-filled eyes
Because children are cruel and cannot accept
What they cannot understand
But you have been there
When the world no longer made sense to me
His blows would be endless
Sometimes I would want to give up
Feeling so small and hopeless
Your voice so often rang in my ears
A soothing sound that always dried my tears
And eased the sting that was so often on my cheek
It was just seven years ago you walked into my life
Daddy is the title I gave you not long after
You always asked about my grades
Even scolded me for misbehaving
And I knew with every birthday
Came the promise of a card
That meant more to me than any stupid gift
It is your words I cherish
Last June the time finally came
You hugged me tight and suddenly
My step fathers villian-like actions
No longer mattered
You weren't there when I graduated
Or turned twenty-one
But you were there
To teach me lifes most important lesson
A fathers love should never hurt


To bryan, a friend of my momthers who walked into her life and accepted me as his own when my own father refused he forever changed my life and gave me a reason to keep going

I love you Daddy

after the news i got i most certainly will

goin good here too...fixin to go to bed soon though

hey sincere hows it goin tonight

howdy viva hows it goin?

type fast

keith urban!!!

howdy carlos welcome to jsh

Crumbled heart
A lost broken soul
That's all that remains
Of this once vibrant girl
Lost love
Death
Lies
And betrayl
Have taken their toll
If you look deep enough
You can see the dark void
Slowly consuming all that once was
Laughter
Happiness
Pride
Have all been washed away
As easily as seashells are carried out to sea
Dark sullen eyes show no sign of hope
Just let me sleep
In every dream
He is not halfway around the world
But right here next to me

things will get better

i think so too