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Tue 05/08/07 12:02 PM
woops! sorry, forgot to add this one, lol.

http://docs.gimp.org/en/

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Tue 05/08/07 12:01 PM
Noone should be charging you for the help.

http://gimp-win.sourceforge.net/

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Tue 05/08/07 11:44 AM
Until evolution catches up to man,the violence factor, and ego driven
gotta-haves to be someone, will never stop.

People live to deceive themselves into a lull, then have hysterical fits
and finger point to every direction of the globe...

Of course we could do it. But, could isn't anywhere in the near future.

Progress is one thing. Progress at the expense of this planet we call
home for now is just plain stupidity.

Man is given a chance, once again, to get it right. And, once again,
power feels too damned good.

Thing is, with all natural laws, the highest pedestal falls the hardest,
and with that comes the immediate result, and the shockwaves.

As long as man think they can claim anything on this planet, it will
never end. And, as long as they pray to the invisible magic guy instead
of getting off thier asses and creating goodness...

yuh, I think we know.

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Tue 05/08/07 11:31 AM
While I understand wanting to fight the officials and such... and, have
done it myself...
Are you willing to risk losing your home, or have you begun to make any
plans regarding your kids?

While it's all fine a well to be furious at those whom drop the ball
(and, btw, it's is a website, and most agencies have not only cut funds,
but staff as well-many to the bare bones), I have to worry about your
kids, and if you are preparing them for eventual upheaval?

From the impression I've gotten in your posts... you are in a tough
spot, and am seeing little in the way of what you are actually doing vs,
complaining in forums?

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Tue 05/08/07 11:26 AM
lookie!

brain farts really ARE catchy!laugh laugh laugh :tongue:

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Tue 05/08/07 11:18 AM
The local corner store has awesome owners, and the family daughter is
due in around 4 weeks to give birth...

In other news...

Chesterfield, a nearby township... is suffering brushfires on the
mountainsides.

And, an idiot policeman shot a mother bear protecting her cubs. All due
to mistaken claims.
(big officerman was too damned scared, and wanted to shoot something)

Annd, we have the treasurer of the Babe Ruth children's baseball league
whom stole money from the funding...

oh, and Windham officials want to ban smoking on at the public beach.
LMFAO!

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Tue 05/08/07 10:54 AM
I'm not familiar with the rental laws in Michigan.

Do you have assistance now? For rent, like current?
You could bring these proofs to the hearing. And, you may be able to
work out a payment arrangement?

luck to ya

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Tue 05/08/07 10:39 AM
I see.

From what I learned over the past few years, the programs are still
there, but no the money isn't there.

It isn't just wiith aid such as rental, it all over.

Our school funds have come up short, and still an ongoing court hassle
as to where the money went.

Aid for heating oil is capped, and folks get it when the agencies get
it.

As far as I know, there is no agency willing to help pay rent on a lot,
or mobile, or modular home.
I could be wrong about the modular.

My own situation wasa bit different. The town did try to help, and Igot
info from women's crisis... but, the landlord just didn't want to deal
with it. And, his family had just suffered financial hardships due to
the flods we had at the time... And, well, although we had been there,
and good tenents for 7-8 yrs, it was still a business, and disability
was a ways away...(it still wouldn't cover the rent there, though) he
raised the rent so I couldn't afford it, lol. And, NH renters laws are
almost non-existant.

My daughter and I were forced to walk away, and we were homeless for a
good while..
and, because of the violence my ex was creating... landlords shied away.

First priority was our safety, and a place to go.

I had ZERO luck getting help from churches, or any other charity. United
Way is crap.

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Tue 05/08/07 10:30 AM
As bad as it seems, this can be a god thing!

I have found with my own stuff going on, I can filter through the
Bullsh*t much better.

Be up front, and tell it like it is.
Anyone whom cannot deal with it can step aside, yes?

There are really very few who will even think about the less than Ideal
for themselves...and, we wish them luck in thier lifelong quest for
happiness...lol.

So, we are lucky. VERY!

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Tue 05/08/07 10:21 AM
Some form or other runs through the genes in my family.

I have PTSD, and have been up and down my whole life.lol

My son is emotionally handicapped, and bi-polar. As well as what they
feel might have been undiagnosed Apergers? sp
They are trying to find what works for him, and of course he has to
actually take the meds on a regular basis, which is classically not done
for severe sufferers. They feel good for awhile, and in thier minds
think "better" and either forget, ot stop taking them. Like with
schizophrenia (which they are not entirely sure he doesn't have a form
of...)
It is not controlled, yet. So, anytime he calls, we never know how he
will be. One day he can be coherant, we will debate, laugh...(he is
super intelligent)... the next he is not my son. He is gone in his head
somewhere, ranting, abusive, severe anxiety...

Folks are never as alone as they are within themselves. And, the cycle
can go on forever...

Regular counsiling (even touch based), and meds, and alternative
behavioral therapies help tremendously.

Each person is different, and will not react the same to all meds. Make
sure your doctor listens to you, and write things down ahead of time.

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Tue 05/08/07 10:05 AM
Not sure what your question is?

I know here in NH, alot of the towns... are college town, and there is a
lack of affordable family housing due to the fact landlords are buying
them all and making a mint of having students parents pay the rent...

Also, in this country, as far as I know, there never has been an agency
that keeps you at your current residence for long, and if it does not
meet safety standards...most won't even consider it.

So,you'd go on a waiting list.

When myself, and kids had to leave everything behind it was for that
reason. Rentals are anywhere from 800.00- 2000.00 a month, without
utilities included.

It took awhile (but not compared to some, I learned) to get
disability... even so, that's not enough to pay rent.


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Sun 05/06/07 06:07 PM
ok, pass the popcorn... this went from school time to school yard in no
time flat.

tomorrow is another school day for my daughter... I can listen to this
then.
luck to you!

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Sun 05/06/07 06:01 PM
excuse me?

this is a singles site.

with all repect given, we are adults here, and having a disability
doesn't make anyone exempt from reality.

Didn't you leave today?

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Sun 05/06/07 05:55 PM
omg LMAO!!!

no severance pay? no retirement? WTF!?

heh... got my van... sorta doubled as a house oncelaugh

besides, we would be toasted before we even got startedlaugh

BEEP!
oh crap, sensors...laugh laugh laugh

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Sun 05/06/07 05:48 PM
laugh

I'd have to think about the laid part...

and, I actually did have someone tell me to shut the hell up during
postpartum, and hormonal stuff...

SUCKED!

gawd forbid anyone is human, eh?

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Sun 05/06/07 05:44 PM
laugh

I think I actually can hear her badness all the way here!noway laugh

And, Allen?

hehehe, yeah, that would be sooo different, huh?laugh

CUDDLES!

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Sun 05/06/07 05:37 PM
yuh 'cause tv folks aren't real or anything...

and, if everyone was fired for stupid, off the cuff remarks or opinions,
the job market would be wide open.

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Sun 05/06/07 05:34 PM
allen.

chatchatlaugh

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Sun 05/06/07 05:34 PM
just live. don't search, ti's a waste of time and energy.

I was thinking the 25 yrs I had with my ex, and looking at your 18
yrs...hehehehe

that out a minus on it alllaugh

negative, zip, nil...

enjoy your life and all that come into it.

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Sun 05/06/07 05:28 PM
roasting? pearls?

are we speaking PIG latin, here?

OMGlaugh laugh laugh

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