Simply because since I have been looking (around age 16) nothing has come my way and things (IMO) are just going to get worse or harder the older I get. It has been over 11 years and I am tired and fed up of waiting. I have got to the point where I can sit and watch porn for 2-3 hours and still fail to jerk off because it doesn't stimulate me anymore. I am fed up of waiting for that person who is "just around the corner". It is one giant corner. Besides if I lose my virginity I won't have all the psychological bullcrap going on in my head anymore which might allow me to think straight for the first time in 11 years and might actually help me find someone as opposed to me thinking that relationships are all about sex.

I like this idea. My Hubby used to say he would meet our daughter's first date with a very long and very shiny hunting knife and tell the boy "I don't mind going back to prison if my little girl doesn't get home by 10 pm and with all her parts intact."