"A dark road to happiness" it seems you make reference to night time in nearly every stanza. It's obvious you're looking for happiness. The finality of it all is that you should name it what you feel, in your heart, as appropriate - not what others suggest you should. give it some thought... ![]() I appreciate your input. I do. But there comes times when your brain is fried from work, stress, life ... and you need some help. Or there comes times when you are not as creative as you once were ... I'm tired of thinking. I think I'll go home now. |
|
|
|
Topic:
Criminal Minds Rant
|
|
I don't think Reid will go anywhere. Without him, the show is nothing in a sense. He is the genius who has an awesome talent of analyzing people's behavior and predicting their actions. I agree. I just hope they bring JJ back. me too, but I have a feeling that isn't happening. |
|
|
|
Thanks Guys
![]() I hate just naming stuff ... it has to take thought and have meaning. You should hear the names of pets I have/had. |
|
|
|
every look into a wolf's eyes? Amazing ...
|
|
|
|
Topic:
Friday night vegetation
|
|
yep ... It's friday
|
|
|
|
Topic:
Kahle's Song (2005)
|
|
You sang for me in the morning at the break of dawn;
Poured out your heart in some crazy mixed up songs. Loved to be held you'd fall asleep in my arms. I'm sorry, Kahle, that I couldn't protect you from harm. Sick for a while but you masked it well; Until your breathing became fast as hell. The vet was worried and so was I -- I'm sorry, Kahle, I really tried. You made it through that very night. And I really thought you would win this fight. Yet when morning came I suppose it was too late. There simply was no second to wait. Helpless you laid distressed in my lap As I rushed you to the vet. We didn't get far; Not even a mile. You had been dying all the while. With a flutter of those angelic wings You sang your lost song; Danced your last dance And lost to what was wrong. (I had wanted a cockatiel so badly that when I bought one, she only survived two months. The vet thought I bought her with a cold and i didn't know birds masked their illnesses. Yes, an animal lover I am.) |
|
|
|
(Did not feel like posting another "Untitled.")
En ebony blanket engulfs thee. Thus there is nothing to fear. Night's protective wings will hold you For an eternity, my dear. The moonlight shall guide you Wherever you may go; Casting shadows to comfort Those heavy woes. The celestial sphere will shine. Darkness will sing To a beautiful song Only you could ring. Light on those paws There is not a sound While you prowl through the night Along familiar ground. A burst of moonlight; Your image revealed For a few moments While you ponder a meal. Silver tipped ears; A muzzle like snow; You're a dangerous beauty As most already know. |
|
|
|
Topic:
What do you want from santa?
|
|
A miracle.
A change of pace ... a good one though. And ... Vin diesal as my pet |
|
|
|
Topic:
WHAT ARE YOU READING NOW
|
|
Saving Max
|
|
|
|
I dated this guy two years who was insanely active with working out and being healthy. At any given time he'd drop and do 20. He'd lecture me if I was about to eat something fried and lectured me when I chose to have a drink or two. He was way too hyperactive.
Unfortunately, although he messed up terribly and I refused to ever give him a second chance, he has now become my stalker. He disappears for months at a time and resurfaces ... like recently. Some day I'll find a way to dispose of him. I don't think the cops will ever do anything since he's not considered a threat. It's more harassment than anything. Thank god he doesn't just show up. |
|
|
|
^^ I prefer something more positive, lol. Really, I'm just a dreamer tired of being hurt, adjusting to being the black sheep in my circle of friends, and waiting for the real thing.
|
|
|
|
Look I wont go into my entire life story but lets just say this. EVERY single person who ever claimed to love me or care for me left me, hell even those who didn't care left too. EVERYONE. I have been emotionally alone my entire life. Due to this I have always yearned to be loved and to show the love that I was denied. I really have tried and I have had some really good relationships. I have not been screwed over by every guy or anything like that. What I have found to be true though, Is that life is VERY long and things change. I would like to see some stats on how many marriages or people stay together till death till they part. I feel that we are attempting to live out a standard that is impossible for 90% of humanity. The answer is no I don't want to be alone but I also am really tired of being hurt and left alone because the dream failed again. I just want to be happy in life and enjoy being here and I have found that if I rely on myself for my own happiness than I wont get hurt anymore. I have a great dog and a wonderful daughter and I don't have the time to be crying myself to sleep anymore. I don't see how a relationships can offer anything that you cant already get from a good friend of a good *uck buddy that you trust. ![]() Imma join ya girls |
|
|
|
Topic:
first one
|
|
sign me up! I'm there already and you don't even have more up yet. Can I follow ya on twitter?
![]() |
|
|
|
Topic:
first one
|
|
^^ That's better .. keep writing.
|
|
|
|
Topic:
first one
|
|
will you marry me? ![]() best offer i've had all year! ![]() ![]() oh wait, only offer i've had... ![]() Aw, there, there. One offer is better than none! waaaaaay better than none! see .. time to smile! |
|
|
|
Topic:
first one
|
|
will you marry me? ![]() best offer i've had all year! ![]() ![]() oh wait, only offer i've had... ![]() Aw, there, there. One offer is better than none! |
|
|
|
Topic:
first one
|
|
will you marry me?
![]() |
|
|
|
Topic:
Goths?
|
|
I used to be a goth. Not anything freaky looking though. Just all black attire, chains, black make up and combat boots. Oh and the leather collar with spikes/ metal rings. Miss those days sometimes. Still have the collar though.
|
|
|
|
Topic:
Jerseyyyy SHHHOOOREEE
|
|
Nothing is wrong with drama, but there's a limit. There's a difference between drama, and a debate. You started a controversial thread without actually intending it. I'm not being negative. These are my opinions with some facts thrown in. It's my point of view. I'm not looking for drama. I just like debates and it is clear there are different points of views on this thread which is fine by me. You like the show ... more power to you. I just believe there's a fine line between what is real and just a dream. You might be wasting your breath Don't bother me none. The truth is hard to handle let alone a debate. I don't think he can handle either Half the world lives in a state of denial thanks to media. That's the reason i don't watch TV I might get just like that Writing the whole alphabet ... ![]() lol .. that will be the day heck freezes over. |
|
|
|
Topic:
Jerseyyyy SHHHOOOREEE
|
|
LOL im not here to to debate im here to creep sorry Creep away then .. ha ha |
|
|