In the wind shot through with sighs, I saw it
I didn't know the reason for your tears
Even now, the pain that stops up my heart
Perhaps someone will break it down

With held breath, don't hang your head and cry
Someday...
Yes, we'll meet again
Even if no one else in the world understands...

If you'll be waiting
I see you unchanged even now
Just like then...
The scars of the past that remain on your open arms

Are the proof of the crimes you innocently bear
Your mouth curving into a faint smile, it's lovely and brief
I won't hand that over to anyone
If perhaps someday you are reborn again

Just like that day...
We'll surely meet again
Even if I'm trembling all alone in the night...

I'll be waiting
Now I can't see you like you were that day

I closed my eyes and touched that smile

No matter how far apart we may become...
I'll be waiting
I'll believe that you're always by my side
Just you...

Even if no one else in the world understands...
If you'll be waiting
I see you unchanged even now
Just like then...

i was looking at the walmart ones
i dont know though cause i worry
the best buy ones look nice and are a little more pricey
just wish i had the money to invest in what i want

i dont have time nor know anyone that will put one together for me . so i was looking for a dependable company

i play mostly pokerstars and wow

i don't like laptops cause i cant fix or upgrade them myself

im shopping for a new computer but im hoping to find a new computer but i want to get the most for my money any suggestions

because my disability is ranged in under minimal (cause i can find ways to work around it) i only got help from vocational rehab becuase i was also overweight

im living with my mom under section 8 so not really they dont help us out cuase combined we make to much

I totally agree

sorry to bother you this late and i know im kinda of a repeating record. I am having a panic attack about my job situation. its not that i am worried that i will be fired but that i wont find anything before my loans start to hammer down on me then i really don't know what i am going to do ya know. I did go to vocational rehab because of my hands but they were no help (their only idea was to have me move far away which i can't really afford). The economy is just so shaky right know, i am glad that i am working where im (becuase a lot of people don't have jobs) at but it wont ever be enough. I know i need shirnk help but ya i cant affrod it and make to much to get on the system to get free help. I just need to know what to do or that things will be better

I don't know what i want
i just want to feel safe and be able to support myself and it feels like im never gonna be able to od it. plus my boss is being more of a pain lately and it looks like she is trying to get rid of anyone including me...

i just wish i knew what to do with my life

ok

im getting so tired of my job. my boss doesnt trust us and i know i work my keister off.. i just dont know about life right now

thanks karen for listening earlier
don't let new teachers get ya down

balloons are fun

well i think they believe that if they cant stick ya somewhere like walmart that they should try and push ya onto someone else

i cant sleep either
but oh well
pass the java

Vocational Rehab called today, while i was at work. the guy from there wanted to try and find out if i was at the other place still.. Not cause he cares, but becuase it has been 3 months and if i was still there, he could write up a little piece of paper that says he is done with me and never have to talk to me again. I haven't told him what happened yet. Why should i bother, once he realized that i have skills that can overcome my disability (ie he couldn't just throw me at a job at wally world). It pisses me off that he couldn't help, but all the help he ever had to offer was to go and move into a ghetto in the city and hope someone hires me. He never tryed to gain any assitance from iowa workforce until i had to complain about it 3 times. He kept saying oh we have someone who goes down there once a week, They are 2 blocks away, thats not even counting phone/email. But no the place didn't work out and i don't know what i am going to do and i have a ton of student loans that sooner or later will want to be payed and my future is scary as ****.

I am also feeling the alone's again. I don't think most people realize how it is to be me lately. I am not looking for pity or anything. But it is hard to be in my situation. Even when i am around people (maybe its my job stuff seeping in or i am just thinking about other things.) i feel alone. It is scary. I am trying to strive on jesus but i am afraid that i am walking up a icy path and going to slip and fall into despair again.

happy bday rainbow
hopefully its a good cake

got my new schedule. lost some hours. not many but it worrys me that my boss doesnt like me anymore.. <i tend to over analyze everything). i try to work very hard.

plus (yes i know this is a dating site at heart) but i am pretty lonely and wanna meet someone

karen

ya its hard i know.. hopefully you will keep on your path.

Alan.. I understand how you feel. I haven't had a date3 in 7 years and covet a job that really doesn't respect me cause i don't have a socal life.. things will get better trust me

me to rainbow
but for right now im kinda suck where im at

thanks for the interest everyone