we were damaged already
divoriced parents
ADHD
Drugs
monkeys
The 80's

ya Bert and Ernie didnt do squat

happy thanksgiving everyone

just wanted to thank all of you for your support. im still alittle depressed but im hoping for the best and have stuff to fall back on.

i am praying for everyone

its the new version of microsoft frontpage (for designing websites)

YA but i just wish something exiteing would happen once. sorry to use such a nerd reference but i feel like luke skywalker.. some punk farmkid in the middle of nowhere

Anyone use this program?

todays my bday and im alittle down.. i wish i could just have a adventure or something for once. i went to get cloths at walmart for the new job then went to hardee's (carl jr.'s) for diner.....
just want something intreating to happen for once

talked to my new boss. kinda took it wrong.. i was half away and she said it in a inproper way. from the sounds of it she knows shes losing something good

well it just feels to me that the last 2 months of me pulling 10-12 hr days and stuff doesnt matter and that makes me upset.

im kinda mad this morning.. i went up to my gas station where ive worked and loved and the new manager made me feel like crap. we are havinga meeting so the people get to know her tonight and cause im and her quote quitting.. i have to sit and run the register. excsue me. i was the person who didnt have a life for the past 2 months cause i was always up at the store helping out and it feels like it just didn't freaking matter cause i happened to find a different job. i didn't have to take 2 weeks notice i could of just started my new job right away and knew wether or not it was right for me...

always good advice hill

well then i guess it is how cut thorat your company is

well it doesn't pay my bills
i could app for assistant manager and maybe squeege by but ya..
i don't know
i just wish i knew what to do

no its working at a gas station, not glamorous but i love the work and am well liked...

And im leaving a job that i do like and they like me but the thing is it pays not much.

im curious cause i am starting a new job and it seams that they are using me and well once the main part of the job is done they could get rid of me if they wanted to.

thought i would give ya a update. im still nervous and having minor attacks i think.. ive told a few friends about the job and they believe i might be getting screwed.. which scares me cause, though i direly need the experience.. i cant afford to be someones pawn for to long with how the gas is right now. waiting for my other book to come so i can really get into studying (the book i got right now is kinda basic and isnt much of a help cause its stuff that i know how to do or u can wing easily). plus i work the rest of the week til my bday on sunday

Is there such a thing anymore with how the economy currently is?

thanks for the support.
I just don't know though. I am scared theyll let me go once i get what they need me to do do done.. or ill just not do well. and gas jumped up to 3.12 a gal here.. i just dont wanna fail.. id rather be at my gas station where everyone is nice to me and i know im doing well. but it doenst pay my bills

I just am really scared. For so long ive been wanting a break and now i gotta it and gotta put up or shut up. and if i fail it means that several years of college and a lot of money was wasted..