welcome evad

hey to all

That's what i have too sluggo

wow a bunch of night owls tonight

An idiot here I sit
here I cry
here I wonder why

An idiot that gave her heart
gave her all and
in the end just gave in.

An idiot to have
allowed another to
hold my precious heart

An idiot to have
not seen how too
wonderful it all was.

Just a girl
who thought she found
what she never knew
she wanted.

But turned out to
be tricked by the one
she thought she LOVED.

might as well let that bomb explode on me, dont think anything
could be worse than what I found out tonight...oh well, life is supposed
to be hard...right?

Its not a bad pic...but i am a sucker for smiles.

Well i am ruled by Jupitar and Neptune and can be called a fish which
would make me a pisces. What they say about me is mostly true but I know
it is not like that for everyone.

I know I have not created you
But someday I will, you see
And you will mean the world to me.
I will hold each one of you
So tight you can not breathe
And tell the world of my joy
And how lucky I must be.
You are all my pride and joy
My most beautiful masterpiece.
I could never forget the first time
You smiled at me.
I can’t wait to send you to school
And watch you grow and learn
To hear of how you lost your tooth
And had so much fun at Prom.
I will cry the day we send you
To some school miles away
And will be there on the day
We give you away.
Then it will be your turn
To create a family of your own
To hold your children with love and care
And sing them to sleep with my lullabies
With which I sang to you
For so long.
You then will realize what
You all mean to me.
All my love that I have shown
I have passed it on to you.
And when I am no longer here
To hold you as before
My love will rain from heaven
And will be knocking at your hearts door.

Krystle McGee

Where are you my love
Where can you be
Why haven’t you found me

Do I already know you
Or are you on your way
I can’t wait to hear you say
“I love you in every way”

I will forever hold you
In my loving caring arms
Never will I let go
And will always protect you from harm

I can feel your love for me
Even now while I wait
And only hope that this love
Is not too late.

Krystle McGee

Sunflower fields blooming this summer
radiating their sent and seeds
The yellow glows just like the Sun
and their stalks grow stronger still.
I watch as creatures come to taste
their sweet tasteful nectar
and steel a seed or two
and watch as some take shelter
under the big protective leaves
Now summer has faded and
so have the fields that were once
a sea of yellow
I guess it's time to wait till next years
wonderful Sunflowers

Krystle McGee

man that made me cry...you know i love your stuff Will

Just remember the saying "I'd rather be hated for who I am then Loved
for who Im not" dont go changing yourself to find love cause eventually
your true self will venture out again and so the love that you had for
eachother will diminish as well.

Yeah wow...some freaky stuff...everytime I look at the clock it says
something 11...kinda freaks me out

lovely....just want we all need to start the day

Wow what a great prayer. I have worked in the NICU and know all about
what yall must be going through...it is so hard to watch someone who was
just brought into this life and watch as they are pricked and probed,
but I also know as well that I have sent home more babies than lost
them. My prayers are with you as well. May God watch and protect you
all.

I may not be a mother but I am a nanny and I know what you’re going
through. The best thing to do is to let her cry, as gut wrenching and
annoying as it can be, it is best. She doesn’t have to be out of sight
or forgotten but put her in a rocking seat while you do the dishes and
talk to her and rock her with your foot, that way she knows she’s being
heard and not ignored but will also learn that attention doesn’t have to
come with being held. It’s very easy for children to get spoiled even if
it just holding them too much. When relatives come over even don’t allow
her to be held too much or she will forget everything you have been
working so hard to fix. I know shes young but you could also turn the tv
on to a kids show...they like the moving images and colors as well as
you could play soothing music. Just be patient and eventually everything
will be fine. Best of luck.

Autumn trees going bare
As the cold nights set in
Each leaf is of its own beauty
As it gracefully falls to earth
The sun shines so beautifully through
Any open space
and lights the way through the autumn maze
To some other amazing place

I wish I could take credit for this painting...I cant remeber the name
of the artist but I fell in love with it when I first saw it.

Colorful willow…..
Standing there what secrets can you tell
Your many colors exaggerate the feelings of what you hold
I have many times sat beneath your arms
Telling you my deepest dreams wishes and desires
Which branches are mine?
Which colors did you choose to keep my secrets safe?
I’ve never felt such comfort than when sitting on that hill with you
My many memories run through your roots
And I will not soon forget them
I only hope that one day you can tell me what you desire
You carry a burden or do you think it a gift
I guess only time will tell my beautiful
Colorful Willow