I would relocate. Anyplace can be a happy one with the right someone and carrying with it your happiness and strength to begin with.

well, I have not found anyone who shares my beliefs and have a marriage proposal from a man I do care about alot and who makes me smile. I think that will have to be enough just to love him anyway and it is up to him if he wants to keep a good wife like me as he has said he is not a christian but acted better than my ex who says he was and hurt us

yes it is very lonesome on the Big island

God bless and praying for you all

praying for you all to find the best of what makes your life complete and for all to know how valuable you are just the way you are

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I know how it feels . Loneliness eats little holes in the soul. My ex would like to get back with me but was cruel to me and my kids and they do not like him. Sometimes it is tempting as it is so lonely and scary too dating. God bless you and hope you find the bst that makes your life complete.

A SMILE
a hug
a bit of love
lets in light and feels good
makes the soul
whole
that was full of holes
lets the light of God in!
life is a smorgasboard of thought and feeling

I used to hear and want to jump in
let them pull me down
until the water sunk about my head and I tasted the bile sour of my almost death
drowning in their troubles or unhappiness and hope of having LOVE
going up and down with their uPS and DOWNS
but inside I move on until I
move on
miles away
to see the light of a new day and new hope
and I know that I have done all I can
throwing them a lifeline
but not throwing away my life
not living all my days as someone who is unstable's wife
to say goodbye may hurt but the hurt will pass
and life goes on with me not on a merrigo round yo-yo ride
but there with LIFE to enjoy the hope and see my kids laughter
and smile and know each day is a gift
and we can make a difference but first must be happya nd who we are
true to that first and not living a plastic lie
caught in the dream of whatifs and might have beens
no, we do not sink, we choose to SWIM!
so that new life can begin!

even when my cat wakes me up to get fed when I would rather go back to sleep
he is still my big baby and sweetheart

keep looking, be open, keep believing and be the best you you can be. I also pray to Jesus. Even if the person does not believe the same way that they will be caring about me and my children

I gave my ex and would to be husband again a gift
a little black stone lava rock
he said it shows something about me then
yes, it shows he is my EX husband
the lOVE we shared has burnt and shrivelled and GONE
and all that is left is a ghost to carry on
a few kind words and pats on the back do not erase the pain
or dry the tears again
and even though he wants me to, I do not really want to be his friend
no, my heart is not small and hard as a stone
i know i do not want to be alone
and have love in my heart for good friends who care
perhaps it is only that love and God who keeps my heart
open to share and only the remnant of the love i had
once grieving is done
and past
I pray to find a love that will last!

It depends I guess on what a guy is looking for. I got dumped due to the fact I wear glasses and am thrifty. The fellow said he liked my looks otherwise and my bra size! he said he wanted a REAL lady who would shop only the BEST shoppes and eat at the bEST most EXPENSIVE restaurants and NEVER shop at thrift stores. Hope he has lots of moolah in his wallet to support her. Or a few years from now, HE may just end up shopping the thrift stores. I know how to dress well for less, why waste money?

caring, being there for someone, listening, kindness, sometimes passion, always respect, and moast of all FUN!

tenderness, someone to be there for you, care about you, someone to make love with, share life with, not strife with

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my cats give me kisses too, love the cute photo!

sometimes they can be like that. My cats all gave the new kitty I rescued stinkeye and hisses until I reassured them with love and words and prayers and now they have accepted MOMMMY loves them just as much! Good luck with your new pup! Great it has you to love it, they are good for the soul.

saw THE CALL
really good one!

happy b day!