awww bless her heart...i soooo love that girl, she rocks, i think she is cute as a button!!!

aight this is my last song,, for the night here anyway,, i aint in such a good mood anymore.
Artist: Staind Lyrics
Song: So Far Away Lyrics

This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings I’ve shared
And these are my dreams
That I’d never lived before
Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

(chorus)
Now that we're here,
It's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today

These are my words
That I’ve never said before
I think I’m doing ok
And this is the smile
That I’ve never shown before

Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

(chorus)

I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me

(chorus)

mmmm monster java is so good!!!!!!!!!!

aight i decided one more,,,


I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Being an insomniac, to be honest is a complete *****. You cant sleep but whats so hard about it is, that you feel you are wrecked the whole time. I do suffer sporadic bouts of it from time to time. Its such a pain

Well I did manage to get about 2 hrs of sleep for this day.

Good morning people

awww shucks!

See Told ya I was an insomniac.. hope you enjoyed my sleep deprived posts. I looked back and was like Wow i said that.

haha, you didnt know what you said?

im back to start the insomnia fun,,,,oooooooooooooooooooooooommm

omgggg how did I miss this
THIS IS SOO FOR ME
i post nightly on my sleeplessness
i love all of you guys for entertaining me at 4 in the mornin

well,, im always around,,lurking in the shadows

I wanna join

just stay up all night your a memeber

ahem.... ok im back.. chocolate covered coffee beans in hand.....

how is it possible that im alone in the insominiacs thread???




thats ok... someone left buck cherry playing... and i hav etons of caffene....




ill find somthing to do...





hellooooo.....
hellllllooooooo....


hehehe

oooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

stop meditating in the corner!!!!!!!!!!





its ruining my thought process to create teh ultimate game...


kinda a mix between vollyball and jumprope....
what do you think??

nah im good,, im jammin right now,,,,,, and thats my dyslexic cows,, dont diss em,, they get mean