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| Topic: What are you doing? - part 14 | |
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Getting ready to put 1 of the 2 new rose arches together in the garden :D
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Alone in my home in Modesto and extremely lonely and feeling empty. Grieving my fiancee who recently died in her sleep from a diabetic coma. Wish I had a woman to keep me company and to talk to.
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Alone in my home in Modesto and extremely lonely and feeling empty. Grieving my fiancee who recently died in her sleep from a diabetic coma.
That's awful! Was she living with you or just staying the night? My gf has untreated diabetes (type 2). I have type 2 also. I've been hypoglycemic a few times. Normally mine runs high but I was reading 50-40 blood sugar and had to eat some candy and drink OJ to get my levels back up quickly. I adjusted my meds and haven't had an episode in awhile. I worry about my gf and use my tester sometimes to check her. Wish I had a woman to keep me company and to talk to.
You should talk with someone. Death is part of life and we all have a fatal future. Loneliness is worse having such bad feelings to deal with. You may want to talk to your doctor about it. If not, perhaps a loss group or hotline. I'm sure California has services which you could reach out to. As for finding someone new...Keywords 'recently died' indicate you may want to deal with the loss before substituting her with a new woman. Not only would it not be fair to the new woman it wouldn't be fair to you or your memory of your gf. Seeking someone else to be the substitute for someone will cause turmoil in any new relationship. You are better off waiting until you have come to terms with the loss and then seek someone new that offers something new to the relationship. Each person is unique. Try not to apply one person's uniqueness to another. Allow each to have their own. |
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waiting for those beautiful lurkers to come out and actually ... play !!!!
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Going out to get the garden tiller running.
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Any taime
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Going to go curl up and watch a little tv, if I can stay awake. I wanna see your culr. I love curl |
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Planning out my route,
to commit Random acts of Vandalism next week. |
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Wishing I was still asleep...
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Babysitting whilst doing household chores
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Sweating --> moving the lawn. It's 23C but with strong N wind that's cold so I do need a jacket.
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Just added more movies to screenhead
Gotta go out and work on my truck (108 deg heat index!) |
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Had to stop...heat index now at 111f
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Fleeting visit to mingleland . Wondering who has been naughty in my absence
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Ignoring work...
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Edited by
Merry
on
Fri 05/19/23 01:49 PM
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Trying to annoy you...
By nudging you 
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Crying
 because I wasn't nudged...
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I was going to make shrimp etouffee for a friend and decided I was in the mood for seafood salad hoggies
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I was going to make shrimp etouffee for a friend and decided I was in the mood for seafood salad hoggies
Ham & Bean would go nicely right about now! |
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Relaxing after another busy day of hard work at my mum's new place. She moved house yesterday and everything needs unpacking. Since she can't do much, I'm helping out as best as I can but due to my own physical ailments I have to be very careful too.
My entire body is aching and tomorrow I have to go over again as the movers are coming in the afternoon with the 2nd batch. They came with a lorry yesterday that was way too small to fit everything in so they got to come again with the remaining stuff. |
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