I think I am quite lonely now. gotta be strong but it is kiliing me sometimes

lonely meance you are leaving a great life that you dont want to expect from others and you dont want to give them

Sorry you are feeling so lonely.
You have a nice enough profile;modest and attractive. You want to perk up your text with a few specific interests. Something a polite gentleman could start a conversation about. Clearly you are well educated perhaps a favorite field of study or travel. The photo of the tree perhaps is someplace you could share why it I'd meaningful?
Joined a couple of groups over the years mention them?

Here in Mingleland post in some of the forums; you will make friends.

Welcome.

You are a very attractive gal and you have a nice profile. Everyone is lonely from time to time, but join in the forums.. make some new friends.

you will enjoy the talks, smile a bit and sometimes laugh out loud :)

I wish you the best

It can be hard at times.

same here my dear

same reason i came here

cheer up

When I DO, I really do. Then when I'm not, it's like I never was. If you understand, you're my kind of person.
My first time on Forum - the question is posed and people reply?
Thanks, Judy