WooHoo!Thank God!

Yes Mam!!!

Sending Love,Light & Strength for this fight



Hi Pyxxie.... I'm Lisa

Update 2

As far as I know and hopefully understand... Ghost had some major surgery today. We had no contact due to this as you all know we live quiet a distance from one another. His family kept me up on most of the details.
As soon as I know more I will let you all know as well. Keep praying for him please. Thank you all for being such great family.

Cyberly, we are holding your hands.

I will continue to pray for him!

Prayers...

I'm hopeful since reading his change of heart.. I survived after a 20 year battle and it takes a special mindset to make it through.. a lot of change came from the encouragement and support of friends and family.. he's very lucky to have you in his life Pyxxie.. cuz it takes a special person to effect positive change.. your strength will help him through this oh soo difficult time! I've not had the pleasure to know either of you on a more personal note other than on the forums.. but your courage and tenacity in all this are strengths I can totally respect! keep up the good fight.. where there is hope.. there are possibilities!!
sending positive thoughts and prayers your way!

Sending good thoughts and prayers his way. I hope that each day brings him less pain... Keep up the good fight my friend many of us here are thinking about you...

Here this one is for you ~~~~~

Thanks everyone.

Update 3

He is well enough to text me this morning. Seems to be well on his way to recovery now. Keep up the prayers.

Will do!

Prayers are coming your way sweetie .....

You can't stop a dedicated texter

That's awesome Pyxxie

Dude, just saw this thread. I have to say I'm stopped in my tracks. I can feel everyone here taking a deep breath like I am. As my friend said, hard to do this with the tears. Some have gotten to know you more, but what I have known is treasured.

my prayers
my hopes
my love
my tears

are with you

with a very heavy heart, your friend

michael

Gentle Father,
We raise our hands and heart to you to lift up our Dear Mingle Brother and his Dear Ones. Help sooth his pains, calm his fears, as he heals and lives the life you have a purpose for him to live.

Give us wisdom to not always understand but accept that it is merciful as only you understand. That we can be brave and true friends with kind and supportive efforts to comfort. Remind us how we can be your hands and feet in this world with out excuses.

Guide his medical ministers to ease his pains and nourish his needs for restoreing rest. Giving him the control to live as the man we respect.

In your name we accept your comfort as you teach us through shareing what seems so much to understand. Let us share our smiles and tears as that wonderful gift to feel as only we can when someone precious to us lets us see the value of your gift of life. Amen

Amen!!

Ghostrider, I am truly sorry to hear of this. You are in my prayers!

My prayers for ghost and all others that are suffering from this horrible disease!!

I am truly Blessed to have so many caring friends.
Some, I didn't even realize I had.
Thank You All sooo Much!!

They took my phone away from me the other night when they caught me texting.
My laptop was brought to me this morning.
I am finally allowed to communicate with the outside world.

I am doing well but have a long road to travel.
You dont reailze what you have till its gone and the breathing and respritory therapy are the hardest part. Although it is a little easier this morning since they took out my drain tube. Talking is impossible without deep breaths.

It is difficult to watch the ones who love you go tru this.
It is more difficult to know how to help them, when you dont know how to help yourself.
How, when you know all the odds....
Do you tell someone that you have decided to try something....
unimaginable?
I had 3 choices. Lay down n die. Fight with treatment n die anyway.
Or let them go in and see if there was anything they could do.
God chose to Bless me...the tumor was external and they were able to remove it. They took the bottom 1/3 of my right lung
as well. I knew exactly what my odds of surviving it were. They were no better or worse than the others.
My odds still are not good. But they are soo much better than they were. I have a chance to LIVE!!

To the one I hurt with my decision....I can only say
I had a difficult choice. I made it myself. I made it for....ME!
I did exactly what you encouraged me to do.
"Do what is best for you and let noone influence you"

Why it is sooo hard to understand...I dont know.
I never lied. I did not intentionally decieve.
I just couldnt find it in me to tell you.
For that....I will be forever sorry.

Thank You all again for your Prayers and Kindness.

You don't have to apologize. I completely understand. You are ill, give yourself a break. lol :) Unfortunately, even if you are the nicest person on earth, cancer can still come at you out of nowhere. Can't deny it's a huge thing to deal with. I know what severe pain feels like. Even though I've never had cancer. Never apologize for being unwell. Goodness. Glad you're on the way to recovery. And one more time, DON'T APOLOGIZE FOR BEING ILL. heh. You stay positive and the rest will fall into place. A heads up from me to you. I'll keep my fingers crossed :)