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| Topic: Moment of Truth: What do you feel right now | |
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OK, right now, I'm feeling a little confused, lonely, and frustrated. Today is my birthday, and, frankly, it would be nice not to have to spend it alone. But I really don't have any other options, so alone I spend it. Generally, the whole "being alone" thing doesn't bother me all that much -- I'm getting used to it, and, if it starts to bother me, I just think back about how truly horrendous all of my past relationships were. The "don't want to relive THAT mess" philosophy keeps me going some days. But on a day like this, I can't help but think it would be nice to have someone in my life. I was in a pretty serious car accident in Feb. of 2009, after which all of my real life "friends" just vanished, leaving me to put the pieces of myself back together. I have no family, so there was no one to turn to. And there still isn't. And there are times it gets discouraging. I know how you feel about the alone on your B'day thingy Lexy  You should do something good for yourself buy a B'day gift for yourself etc...My B'day was at the beginning of Aug. I made myself a wonderful lemon chiffon cake. Its not that we are alone...its that we are traveling separately
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Im baking you a B'day cake in my heart Lexy
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Some of us hide their true feelings or frustration behind their smile, their sense of humor or just fading in the background. have you ever thought how it would feel to just let it off your chest ? Just say it out loud and make others know that their not alone ? Lets get some honesty syrup going around and we'll see how better we get...dont lie and say your happy, there's a perfectly good reason why your online and not with your friends, why your looking for a date online rather than in RL... Lets get healthy 
But what if I am honestly happy right now? 
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I'm peaceful, content, happy.....
grateful for what i have with a desire and openness for more good things, and some horny-ness also. : )~ |
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Lonely...I am afraid I will never meet anyone and die alone.
Yes that sounds pessimistic but I have been alone most of my life and noone ever gets use to it. In fact the lonliness gets worse as time marches forward. I thought I met someone a couple of months ago. We had an incredible time together. She is from another country and was here for holiday. I thought we found each other as we both have had some very hard times in our lives. We just clicked so well but she basically said goodbye to me a little while ago. I wish she would reconsider...I miss her. But I have no such luck in my life. It is very hard to get use to the idea of never really being loved. To those who have had real love in their lives before...consider yourself very fortunate. |
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Happy Birthday Lex, I wish you well! I am feeling pretty good right now, rested, that's a good thing. I am lonely, but I am making friends and that's about to change.
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not looking for a date, just looking to have conversation with adults as most of my time is with my three year old
the flip side is alot of adults apparently are still emotionally children as well,,,but most folks are decent in my opinion |
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Im baking you a B'day cake in my heart Lexy
Thank you, cake is always good! 
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haha. i'm kinda horny too. but i'm not just feeling horny! lol. im....actually just...okay...? i guess...lol
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a kind of cyber apathy that relates to bordom
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Lonely...I am afraid I will never meet anyone and die alone. Yes that sounds pessimistic but I have been alone most of my life and noone ever gets use to it. In fact the lonliness gets worse as time marches forward. I thought I met someone a couple of months ago. We had an incredible time together. She is from another country and was here for holiday. I thought we found each other as we both have had some very hard times in our lives. We just clicked so well but she basically said goodbye to me a little while ago. I wish she would reconsider...I miss her. But I have no such luck in my life. It is very hard to get use to the idea of never really being loved. To those who have had real love in their lives before...consider yourself very fortunate. (((mb)))
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disenfranchised... I think that pretty much sums it up
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supercalifragilisticexpealidocious.
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supercalifragilisticexpealidocious. According to Celtic translation, supercalifragilisticexpealidocious means that you are ready to bone. |
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supercalifragilisticexpealidocious. According to Celtic translation, supercalifragilisticexpealidocious means that you are ready to bone. Maybe....maybe not. 
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Edited by
Rondoobie
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Tue 08/24/10 03:08 AM
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OK, right now, I'm feeling a little confused, lonely, and frustrated. Today is my birthday, and, frankly, it would be nice not to have to spend it alone. But I really don't have any other options, so alone I spend it. Generally, the whole "being alone" thing doesn't bother me all that much -- I'm getting used to it, and, if it starts to bother me, I just think back about how truly horrendous all of my past relationships were. The "don't want to relive THAT mess" philosophy keeps me going some days. But on a day like this, I can't help but think it would be nice to have someone in my life. I was in a pretty serious car accident in Feb. of 2009, after which all of my real life "friends" just vanished, leaving me to put the pieces of myself back together. I have no family, so there was no one to turn to. And there still isn't. And there are times it gets discouraging. |
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Truthfully I feel stupid. Recently realized I'm so afraid of hurting anyone else's feelings that I don't make wise choices for myself and also depressed to realize that I lack the social skills dating requires and I wonder why I don't laugh as easily as so many others, I just don't get the humor in the rudeness, stupidity and vulgarity that permeates our society and entertainment options today. Remember when the audience was given enough credit for our mental capacity that every joke wasn't followed up by an explanation?
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i feel a warmth in my loins.....
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i feel a warmth in my loins..... Bedwetting...still? |
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Some of us hide their true feelings or frustration behind their smile, their sense of humor or just fading in the background. have you ever thought how it would feel to just let it off your chest ? Just say it out loud and make others know that their not alone ? Lets get some honesty syrup going around and we'll see how better we get...dont lie and say your happy, there's a perfectly good reason why your online and not with your friends, why your looking for a date online rather than in RL... Lets get healthy
Am happy how I am..........all u have to do is find your beauty everyday and nothing can affect you.........besides no day is a bad day at the beach |
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