"I was having a sweet fix
of a day-dream of a boy
whose reality, I knew,
was hopeless to be had.

But then the dove of hope
began its downward slope...
and I believed for a moment that
my chances were
pushing to be grand.

But as it came down near
so did a weary tear...
I thought it was a bird...
but it was just a paper bag.

Hunger hurts.
And I want him so bad that it kills.
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't want to clean up.
I've got to fold
because the hands are just too shaky to hold.
Hunger hurts
but starving works
when it comes too much to love..."

- Fiona Apple

I'm Still Here (Jim's Theme)

I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway…
You don't know me,
And I’ll never be what you want me to be.

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man..
You can take me and throw me away.
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own.
They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
They don’t know me,
'Cause I’m not here.

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted, I could be
Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
They can’t see me,
But I’m still here.

They can’t tell me who to be,
‘Cause I’m not what they see.
And the world is still sleepin’,
While I keep on dreamin’ for me.
And their words are just whispers
And lies that I’ll never believe.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can they say I never change
They’re the ones that stay the same.
I’m the one now,
‘Cause I’m still here.

I’m the one,
‘Cause I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.

*Hoterasu netsutaiya
Anata nara Ah watashi nara Woo
Moeagaru ai no Fire
Omaera nara Oh orera nara yeah(2x)

Koyoi mo acchiichii no chii na machi
Bachibachi ni hibana chirasu ha chi koto
P.e.s.s.y. no ai no vibes
Tappuri to sounyuu kono mic wo for you
Kurayami no ondo wa joushou chuu heya ni uzumaku kemuri to Co2
Fukaku fukaku sutte netsu ga utsutteku nettaiya rai kazase fire light

kimi to itai ya
shigot no jikan ya ikanakya ikenai party mo retire
kimi to itai ya
nanika iretai ya karamaru ashi fukidasu ase wa daiya
komaru itsu made mo tachikirenai ya
kikkake kureru kimi koso ga daiya
baka kamo ne iro boke no play
atatakai ya kimi no mune de nemuru heei

hoterasu netsutaiya
anata nara Ah watashi nara Woo
moeagaru ai no Fire
omaera nara Oh orera nara yeah(2x)

kanari kanbi na mood ni yume utsutsu sude ni yotta mitai midare tsutsu
lesson de erabu tejun nante mushi shite muchuu de I want you
mou moto ni modorenai ze futari nomare machi juu atsuku somaru
fanfare hibiku ze hidoku heat suru bijo
patto hajiketara sude ni toriko

hoteru karada no oku e to rizumu torikonde
bakuhatsu shisou sa Pump it up
hora tobikonde koi semai furoa de
muse kaeru hodo ikizuku
arara orikou san tachi mo hassuru nasatteru
yonaka nari yamanai siren
treatment mitaku namameku ano ko mo
konya ore ga itomeru

achachaa torokeru kurai ni Hot na moonlight
aggaru ze! manmaru na mangetsu ni hoero!
ato no koto nado ki ni shinaide Tonight
mou nano mo kiterannai kurai odori korogero
eroku moero moechimai na! kogero! saa tokero!
sonde mou motto motomero

hoterasu netsutaiya
anata nara Ah watashi nara Woo
moeagaru ai no Fire
omaera nara Oh orera nara yeah(2x)

doa haitara yami ga hisomu ze
kuu nemuru asonderu insomuniazu
dou kanarisou na yoru sasou nettaiya nettaiya
doa haitara yami ga hisomu ze
kuu nemuru asonderu insomuniazu
dou kanarisou na yoru sasou nettaiya nettaiya

-Rip Slyme

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rQJ6KQjDG0




Lovers Cross- Lyrics- Jim Croce


Guess that it was bound to happen
Was just a matter of time
But now I've come to my decision
And it's one of the painful kind


'Cause now it seems that you wanted a martyr
Just a regular guy wouldn't do
But baby I can't hang upon no lover's cross for you


Yes, I really got to hand it to you
'Cause girl, you really tried
But for every time that we spent laughing
There were two times that I cried

And you were tryin' to make me your martyr
And that's the one thing I just couldn't do
'Cause baby, I can't hang upon no lover's cross for you

'Cause tables are meant for turnin'
And people are bound to change
And bridges are meant for burnin'
When the people and mem'ries they join aren't the same

So I'll hope that you can find another
Who can take what I could not
He'll have to be a super guy
Or maybe a super god

'Cause I never was much of a martyr before
And I ain't bout to start nothin' new
And baby, I can't hang upon no lover's cross for you

She don't know she's beautiful


We go out to a party somewhere
The moment we walk in the door
People stop and everybody stares
She don't know what they're staring for

She don't know she's beautiful
(never crossed her mind)
She don't know she's beautiful
(no shes not that kind)
She dont know shes beautiful
Though time and time i've told her so

There she goes just walking down the street
And someone lets a whistle out
A girl like her she just can't see
What the fuss is all about

And she don't know she's beautiful
(never crossed her mind)
She don't know she's beautiful
(no shes not that kind)
She dont know shes beautiful
Though time and time i've told her so

Mornin' comes and her hairs all a mess
That's when she thinks she looks her worst
It's times like this she dont know why
I can't take my eyes off her

And she don't know she's beautiful
(never crossed her mind)
She don't know she's beautiful
(no shes not that kind)
She dont know shes beautiful
Though time and time i've told her

She don't know she's beautiful
(never crossed her mind)
She don't know she's beautiful
(no shes not that kind)
She dont know shes beautiful
Though time and time i've told her

She don't know she's beautiful
(never crossed her mind)
She don't know she's beautiful
(no shes not that kind)
She dont know shes beautiful
Though time and time i've told her

I got my toes in the water, *** in the sand
Not a worry in the world, a cold beer in my hand
Life is good today. Life is good today.
Well, the plane touched down just about 3 o’clock
And the city’s still on my mind
Bikinis and palm trees danced in my head
I was still in the baggage line
Concrete and cars are their own prison bars like this life I’m living in
But the plane brought me farther.
I’m surrounded by water
And I’m not going back again

I got my toes in the water, *** in the sand
Not a worry in the world, a cold beer in my hand
Life is good today. Life is good today.

Adios en vaya con dios
Yeah I’m leaving GA
And if it weren’t for tequila and pretty senoritas
I’d have no reason to stay
Adios en vaya con dios
Yeah I’m leaving GA
Gonna lay in the hot sun and roll a big fat one
And grab my guitar and play

Four days flew by like a drunk Friday night as the summer drew to an
end
They can’t believe that I just couldn’t leave
And I bid a due to my friends
Because my bartender she’s from the islands
Her body’s been kissed by the sun
And coconut replaces the smell of the bar and I don’t know if its her or
the rum

I got my toes in the water, *** in the sand
Not a worry in the world, a cold beer in my hand
Life is good today. Life is good today.

Adios en vaya con dios
A long way from GA
Ay, and all the muchachas they call me “big poppa” when I throw
pesos their way
Adios en vaya con dios
A long way from GA
Hey boss dome a favor and pass me the Jaeger
And I’ll grab my guitar and play

Adios en vaya con dios
Going home now to stay
The senoritas don’t care-o when there’s no dinero
You got no money to stay
Adios en vaya con dios
Going home now to stay

Just gonna kick it by the lake
Put my *** in a lawn chair
Toes in the clay
Not a worry in the world a PBR on the way
Life is good today. Life is good today.

The Longest Line

In the darkest tunnel
It's nice to see a light
Not just a headlight
Like the one that's heading right for me.

It would be nice if things could turn out right
Turn out right yeah,
Don't think I'll ever see the day.

I must have done something wrong
Or maybe pissed off God.

I think of Chinese food when I think of life,
That's sweet and sour,
My life is sweet as saccharine.

You know 3 week old milk and grapes are not
Not the same , No
I am the one Johnny Carcinogen.

I must have fµcked with some witch
In turn she cursed me, cursed my life.

At the end of the longest line
That's where I will always be
If you need to find me, just go to
The end of the longest line.

"But officer that was a yellow light
The light was red, son"
Insubordination, reckless driving
I must be wrong, this can't be right
I don't belong , this world is much too dangerous
For someone lacking luck ... like me.

At the end of the longest line,
That's where I will always be,
If you need to find me, just go to
The end of the longest line.

At the end of the longest line
That's where I will always be
At the end of the longest line.

Rock minuet.....lou reed




Paralyzed by hatred and a piss ugly soul
if he murdered his father, he thought he'd become whole
While listening at night to an old radio
where they danced to the rock minuet

In the gay bars in the back of the bar
he consummated hatred on a cold sawdust floor
While the jukebox played backbeats, he sniffed coke off a jar
while they danced to a rock minuet

School was a waste, he was meant for the street
but school was the only way, the army could be beat
The two whores sucked his nipples 'til he came on their feet
as they danced to the rock minuet

He dreamt that his father was sunk to his knees
his leather belt tied so tight that it was hard to breathe
And the studs from his jacket were as cold as a breeze
as he danced to a rock minuet

He pictured the bedroom where he heard the first cry
his mother on all fours, ah, with his father behind
And her yell hurt so much, he had wished he'd gone blind
and rocked to a rock minuet

In the back of the warehouse were a couple of guys
they had tied someone up and sewn up their eyes
And he got so excited he came on his thighs
when they danced to the rock minuet

On Avenue B, someone cruised him one night
he took him in an alley and then pulled a knife
And thought of his father, as he cut his windpipe
and finally danced to the rock minuet

In the curse of the alley, the thrill of the street
on the bitter cold docks where the outlaws all meet
In euphoria drug in euphoria heat
you could dance to the rock minuet

In the thrill of the needle and anonymous sex
you could dance to the rock minuet

So when you dance hard, slow dancing
when you dance hard, slow dancing
When you dance hard, slow dancing
when you dance to the rock minuet

Immortal Technique

"I calculate planet alignment like Mayan astronomy.
Discovering atrocities
worse than Aristotle subjecting children to sodomy.
Your theory of the galaxy is primitive like Ptolemy.
The truth about the universe
dug up like Aztec pottery.
I stomp the streets with emcees
beneath my feet in colonies.
But presentation and spirit revolve around autonomy.
Searching for monogamy
and cutting fake ******* out of my mind like a lobotomy.
So obviously
I'm not gonna be here to play games.
Walked the top of the world
and left the Arctic Circle in flames.
Battle the beast and false prophet
depicted in the King James.
I give a asterisk about your emcee name
I don't admire you.
Only by dental records will you be identifiable.

Cause the future is not reliable.
Remember when rap
was not economically viable?

Comparable to what motherasterisks think of me -
I might be nobody -
but wait till I'm together like a symphony.
Resounding sound that will continue infinitely.
Angel of death punishing all those
who live in infamy.
And shine so far away form you
You'll never get a glimpse of me."

John Mayer

Edge of Desire

Young and full of running
Tell me where's that taking me?
Just a great figure 8 or a tiny infinity

Love is really nothing
But a dream that keeps waking me
For all of my trying
You still end up dying
How can it be?

Don't say a word, just come over and lie here with me
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me

So young and full of running, all the way to the edge of desire
Steady my breathing, silently screaming,
"I have to have you now"
Wired and I'm tired
Think I'll sleep in my clothes on the floor
Maybe this mattress will spin on its axis and find me on yours

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me

Sólo Niebla Sobre El Agua

La veo antes de darme vuelta
Sumergido en mí recuerdo
Parada sobre el agua
Una alfombra mágica a sus pies

Tiro una moneda al aire
Busqué en la arena qué hay de cierto
Magnética imagen
En las visiones de sus ojos encontré

Un reloco , un recuerdo , perdido

La veo antes de dar la vuelta
Entre la arena seca y cara va a caer
La luna tan plateada
Vidrios rotos hay bajo mis pies

Un recuerdo, un reloco, perdido

Sólo niebla, sobre el agua
Sólo niebla, sobre el agua

Un recuerdo, un reloco, perdido

Sólo niebla, sobre el agua
Sólo niebla, sobre el agua
Sólo niebla, sobre el agua
Sólo niebla, sobre el agua
Sólo niebla, sobre el agua ...

Mensajes En La Radio

(Radio , Radio)

Soy un chico vulgar
Que se puso a jugar
Frente a una fabrica tomada
Iré a la facultad
Le pregunto a mamá
De que lado estaré de la alambrada

Y los muchachos cantan
Una cancion que no es de amor
Esperan la revolucion

Mensajes, mensajes en la radio (Radio)
Mensajes, mensajes en la radio (Radio)

Estoy loco por vos
No lo puedo negar
Pero estas tan mal acostumbrada
Te la podes pasar
Tirada en un sofá
Con la cabeza en el walkman pegada

Mientras la madres marchan
Haciendo un paso militar
Todo sigue igual

Mensajes, mensajes en la radio
Mensajes, mensajes en la radio

Si te pudiera amar
Sin culpas en libertad
Como romperle la cara a la vida
Los cielos se abrirán
Los pueblos quemarán
Todas sus banderas ese día

Mientras los chicos cantan
Una canción de fe y de amor
Esperan la revolución

En la radio
En la radio
En la radio
En la radio
En la radio

Mensajes, mensajes en la radio
Mensajes, mensajes en la radio

Mensajes, mensajes en la radio
Mensajes, mensajes en la radio
Mensajes, mensajes en la radio

Radio
Radio
Radio ...

Fatal Shore:

So we reached the fatal shore
Some had gained, while some had suffered,
Though our quest was for always more we only took from those we conouered

Back to ground
These genes of mine, the wheels or time
Will always go round and round
Back to ground,
The soul we sell, this living tells
The story well round and round.

So we made a battle field
We mixed our blood as perfect strangers.
This was life and death so very real
The winners needs were the losers dangers.

Back to ground...

Round and round
Round and round
As we skittle across the gene pool
And the chromosomes come
Raining down
Raining down
When the water starts to rise
Then we'll realize.

So we reached the city walls
Where the "last poor soul" spluttered
He said, though hls children never knew
They served a purpose like the others.

Back to ground...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLwjHx8_3Wk


Watch this video, it's very cool!

I Mother Earth- So Gently We GO

Fill my head with
Your nonsense
You can breathe my breath
Till I turn red
Close your eyes
Try to follow me
If you close your eyes
You can become me
You can park your shoes
On my front step
Then gently walk barefoot
Through my sunken chest
I'll shade my eyes from
The burning sun
But feel confident
'Cause we're as bold
As love... and laughter

Wake me up when
The day is late
so I can watch the sunset
and go back to bed
And dream so real
A fantastic stage
Psychodramatic means to
Uncertain ends
I'll scare you blind with
My confidence
As cool as Jesus
And his twelve best friends
The reason we can
Do these things is that
The Earth has told
Of an outrageous spring...
Remembered

We'll meet for breakfast
In the sun room
The feeling in my soul
As sweet as good perfume
Leave your sex
At the door... come in
There's ecstasy for all
No need to leave your name
Pirouettes
We will make in game
On the ceiling
Movies of our lives will play
The reason we can
Do these things is that
Our minds are clouded
And we can't see
Straight

Maybe I've played
My part
But it's a players
Art
Me and my friends
We were just living... playing
I've heard the sound
That silence makes
And I realize the world
Can break
From the inside out
Or outside in
On a breath of wind

Me & Bobby McGee
Janis Joplin

Busted flat in Baton Rouge, waitin' fer a train
When I's feeling nearly faded as my jeans
Bobby thumbed a diesel down, just before it rained
And rode us all the way to New Orleans
I pulled my harpoon out of my dirty red bandana
I's playing soft while Bobby sung the blues, n-yeah
Windshield wipers slapping time I's, holding Bobby's hand in mine
We sang every song that driver knew

Freedom's just another word for nothing left to loose
Nothing, I mean nothing honey if it ain't free, no no
Yeah feeling good was easy Lord when he sang the blues
You know feeling good was good enough for me
Good enough for me and my Bobby McGee.

From Kentucky coal mine to the California sun
Yeah Bobby shared the secrets of my soul
Through all kinds of weather, through everything we done
Yeah Bobby baby kept me from the cold world
One day a near Selina Lord, I let him slip away
He's lookin' for that home, and I hope he finds it
But I'd trade all of my tomorrows for one single yesterday
To be holdin' Bobby's body next to mine

Freedom's just another word for nothing left to loose
Nothing, and that's all that Bobby left me, yeah
But feeling good was easy Lord when he sang the blues
Hey feeling good was good enough for me, hmm-mm
Good enough for me and Bobby McGee.

La da la la la, la da la la la da la
La da da la la la Bobby McGee yeah
La da la la la, la da la la la da la
La da da la la la Bobby McGee yeah
La da la la la, la da la la la da la
La da da la la la Bobby McGee yeah
Lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo
Lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo
Lo lo lo lo lo lo Bobby McGee
Lo lo lo lo lo lo Bobby McGee

Lord I called him my lover, I called him my man
I said called him my lover just the best I can and c'mon
And and a Bobby oh, and a Bobby McGee yeah
Lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo
Hey hey hey Bobby McGee, lord.

La da la la la, la da la la la la la
Hey hey hey Bobby McGee yeah

Otra Dimensión

No podré volverte a ver nunca más
Sabes que lo siento de verdad,
Nunca debí haber cogido ese avión
Ahora estoy en otra dimensión.

Aquí perdido sin tu amor
Entre humanoides de color.

Cuando sobrevolábamos Key Biscaine
Sentí un mareo, una náusea, un no sé qué,
Las azafatas corrían sin cesar,
El piloto lloraba en el bar.

Aquí perdido sin tu amor
Entre humanoides de color.

Desde lejos me vienen a buscar
No sé a dónde me querrán llevar,
Ya despega la nave a propulsión,
Te espero a las ocho en Plutón.

Aquí perdido sin tu amor
Entre humanoides de color.

Winter Sleep

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now...? Hold me now, My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now...? Hold me now, My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me?

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now...? Hold me now, My frozen heart
Kiss my lips and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now...? Hold me now, My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

Will you hold me now...? Hold me now, My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now...? Hold me now, My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me?

LIT- im not sick but im not well



I had visions, I was in them
I was looking into the mirror
To see a little bit clearer
The rottenness and evil in me

Fingertips have memories
Mine can't forget the curves of your body
And when I feel a bit naughty
I run it up the flagpole and see who salutes
(but no one ever does)

I'm not sick but I'm not well
And I'm so hot cause I'm in hell

Been around the world and found
That only stupid people are breeding
The cretins cloning and feeding
And I don't even own a tv

Put me in the hospital for nerves
And then they had to commit me
You told them all I was crazy
They cut off my legs now I'm an amputee, goddamn you

I'm not sick but I'm not well
And I'm so hot cause i'm in hell
I'm not sick but I'm not well
And it's a sin to live so well

I wanna publish zines
And rage against machines
I wanna pierce my tongue
It doesn't hurt, it feels fine
The trivial sublime
I'd like to turn off time
And kill my mind
You kill my mind

Paranoia paranoia
Everybody's coming to get me
Just say you never met me
Im running under ground with the moles
(Diggin big holes)

Hear the voices in my head
I swear to god it sounds like they're snoring
But if you're bored then you're boring
The agony and the irony, they're killing me

I'm not sick but I'm not well
And I'm so hot cause I'm in hell
I'm not sick but I'm not well
And it's a sin to live so well

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say...

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
"Sorry" like the angel, heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeahah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeahah

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ePyRrb2-fzs

Meet Virginia..Train

She doesn't own a dress
Hair is always a mess
You catch her stealin',
she won't confess,
she's beautiful.
Smokes a pack a day
Wait, that's me, but anyway,
She doesn't care a thing about that, hey,
She thinks I'm beautiful
Meet Virginia.

Chorus:
Well she wants to be the Queen
Then she thinks about her scene
Pulls her hair back as she screams
I don't really wanna be the queen

Her daddy wrestles alligators,
Mama works on carburetors
Her brother is a fine mediator for the President
Well here she is again on the phone
Just like me hates to be alone
We just like to sit at home,
and rip on the President
Meet Virginia.

Repeat Chorus:

She only drinks coffee at Midnight,
when the moment is not right,
her timing is quite unusual
you see her confidence is tragic,
but her intuition magic
and the shape of her body, unusual
Meet Virginia I can't wait to
Meet Virginia Yea

Repeat Chorus:
I don't really wanna be the queen (repeat until fade)