even
after ALL this time
the sun
NEVER
says to the earth
"you owe me"

LOOK ! what happens with a love like that!!!!!

it lights the whole world!!!!!!!

Quietly
her fame spread
that courtesean that few had heard of
a year ago


shy men could do with her
what they could with no one else
and women too
sought her heart
and came to know how wonderful
touch
could be




and she wrote poems
and left her eyes there
for they were
what loved
the most

you just wanna make me cry? lol

===============

and during all pauses
briefly shaded
or, long, and long
each quest seem longer still
yet, miles be seconds
in technological networks

remember the walk?
when we looked down upon here
and saw it, ALL
tendrils of connections
super-soul highway

then instant infinitely small
swimming in a dew drop
on a blade of grass
which became a spring board
send us among life

while you were there... away
and, I was here... away
and the night was vast
and the peace was you
and the AHHA moment, One

nene
=0)

i am sitting in a little afrikan villiage after a day from hell.
i have treated 250+ women and girls and have just finished eating our
evening meal the sky is the most gorgeous twilight i have ever seen i am
exhausted and i am sitting here with many of the women and showing them
this bizarre market place .... we are laughing harder and harder the
stress of the day and the struggle of this life has finally broken us
all apart and this is the first time they have ever seen such a thing i
am showing them a world many worlds

it has been a rich day living in the bleakest poverty and treating these
magnificent people now the old one OYA will read the bones for me.


wish you were here?!

alexandra

and...

once was a woman
sitting on concrete
snow falling, hushed
filtering
blanket wrapped around her legs
coffee mug at had
her thoughts were sent
to meet the souls
wanting, needing
while her daughter slept
disrupted dreams
lives torn apart
strangers in the next rooms
yet, refuge, and homeless
she sat, and sent
thoughts, shouts, light, dark

I AM HERE!

Hear me... feel me...

the world felt small then...

don't rescue me
don't offer me your words
or religion
follow me or
walk benext to me and look
feel the burned skin
the fever of lost children somewhere out there
stolen and beaten and raped
i don't want any prayers
and i don't welcome words of consolation
these moments in the heat
these weeks in the tents filled
with the stench of frightened sweat
these odors of burned bodies
that will never leave
no matter how many springs turn
or summers bloom
i will keep this in my heart and soul
and i will celebrate each moment i am given
simply because

don't ever take away my pain or suffering
my memories or nightmares
they are what enables me
to constantly enjoy
my relationship with humanity!!!

fevered mind, burned deep
ever keep the coals burning
yet, fear not
forgetting isn't the option
beating heart still pumps the blood
even as it cools
and freezes the mind and soul
acceptance of light, not guilty
acceptance of love, NOT GUILTY
Offer of you, and do, you have
DO
Comes around to you
while the terrorized being
rebels, and bites
I cover you anyway
take nothing
Acceptance of grace
on kindness reminds the soul
and, assures the spirits
self aside, inside-out
to live, love, shine
and cry blood rivers
yet, tear not
pain be, and reminds us
always
yet, push away humanity
that mere slit of openness
keeps some true souls out

i can't keep anyone out.....


we are not seperate

i know=0)

-------------

and...

to this very day
a struggle of powers
inside human minds
egos
and what they will do
to themselves
projecting fear
anger
onto those nearest
I slam the door
quiet
silence
for a moment, moments
this learned thing!
this damned thing!
constantly knocking
wanting in, and have is say
having its way
and my instincts say nay
push it away
and, now to looking
through the peep hole

"who comes knocking!?"

and, I see my fear...

i love life and the web that it weaves you and yours are part of that
web so peace love n good vibes to ya.alex and nene XX hugg hugg.

so why do dogs have to piss everywhere to mark their territory......


geeezzzzzzzzzzzeeeeeee Paul

LOL!

he put hugs in, lmfao!

Territorial tasks
and, secrets shared
not secrets
but, opened for truth
How we share a common being
world apart
and not, so...

Gonna break his heart, alex

i need more emoticons its to hard to articulate with out dropjaw
,kisses, danceing banana,huggs etc,etc... to be able to box on
reguardless. unenlightenment can be a hanicap and i always wear mi cap
these days , thinking about getting a 2pay a wigg mite do though
cant have everything can we

eyes watering, cheeks froze
laughter and giggles galore!
menopause mind
lost itself once more

when a curly haired woman
lost her noggin rocks
and, called it ap--pauled
with an Alice brain of clocks

just humour, and mirth
and, a little touched in the head
while she squeezed out smiles ever so wide
she said, oh hell, it's Fred!



LMAO!!!

damn good save neeeeeneeeeeeeee............

LOLOLOLOL!

I am still grinning, and applying for the proper dunce cap for the
site

Nene=Dork

LOL

Nene............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




happy mothers day xxxxxx

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alex you write with passion, fire, and truth.

bump...i have some words to spill ...took forever to find this thread

why isn't there a search option anyway??