white wascally wabbits winced while wanking!

I should go to the tanning bed place before work today......how many more sleeps before I go to Mexico???

some days I get so frustrated thinking about ...stuff.... every now an then I e-mail my friend at the MLA office (member of legislative assembly)and state my frustrated point , I'm going to vent it here ...... maybe I can stop cryin about it an get on with my day ....... my difficult day..... some days it just seems to really suck.......... an I think its a bit unfair




Hi Patti , I hope all is well with you , you know I dont have any one else to bug on this matter and hopefully I never give up , some days I sure feel like it ,but I dont know how to give up . the fybromyalgia thing seems to have gotten worse in the past year or so , and I have something else going on right now an the doctor sure doesnt try to hard to figure it out , a new constant pain on top of the other , its very frustrating, life is hard , I still have no income AT ALL bank account shrinking rapidly , I cannot express enough how much it bothers me that my EX probebly gets an income for being a drug addict , not a penney EVER goes to his kids , I KNOW THAT DRUG ADDICTS ARE GETTING HELP , yet a single mother with extrememe difficultys cant get a penney ... I know you cant do anything BUT its sooo wrong , does the subject EVER come up ?, I think this is a very problematic social issue there are lots of children out there that have a chance for a future and should be assisted , and really the drug addicts have created their problems and the money they recieve is NOT put to good use..... I REALLY want to live an ok life but even more I want to help my kids toward a productive future .
Is there ANY hope for me an my kids? I am getting farther along with my art endevors , not long ago some one said maybe there are grants for some one such as myself , I certainly have some marketable stuff , I dont have much strength but I am certainly stubborn, and I recognize that my talents have grown and there MUST be away I can make it in this world ... I dont know where to turn for help and its eating away at me as I sit here and watch my body get worse .... my lil one has started school now , if he wants to take the bus I have to pay , and it only takes him to school , I have to pick him up , what if my car breaks down? I'm terrified of driving in the snow so I'm worried about winter , and gas is expensive ... I'm very frustrated , I think I have reached my peak in trying to express myself here , I just dont know what to do and I really wish I knew...

Everywhere is freaks and hairies
Dykes and fairies, tell me where is sanity
Tax the rich, feed the poor
Till there are no rich no more?

I'd love to change the world
But I don't know what to do
So I'll leave it up to you

Population keeps on breeding
Nation bleeding, still more feeding economy
Life is funny, skies are sunny
Bees make honey, who needs money, Monopoly

I'd love to change the world
But I don't know what to do
So I'll leave it up to you

World pollution, there's no solution
Institution, electrocution
Just black and white, rich or poor
Them and us, stop the war

I'd love to change the world
But I don't know what to do
So I'll leave it up to you

((((((((((PURPLE)))))))))))

Remembering the frustration, rage, anggggggggerrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! Its not fair now and not then!!!

Release that anger.....it manifests itself onto the body and makes it worse!

Forget about the ex!!! Just a waste of time and skin!!!

The fibromyalgia.....I dont know what else you can do besides medication, and meditation???? Mind over matter??? Heal the body with the mind?

Your art....should be SEEN!!!! They dont call them starving artists for "nothing"....Put it OUT THERE.....EVERYWHERE YOU CAN THINK OF!!

My uncle is an artist......one of those brooding serious dark artists.........freaky pictures of people with eyes following you stuff!!!

He ended up working for Alpo commercials!!! Made some good $$$ though!!

Have you thought of selling our toilet paper people???? Yours was FABULOUS!!!

Hey {{{{{{{{Purple}}}}}}} , god I wish I could help, man this is so not fair, huggin you from afar, praying for something to change...


Hello {{{{{Gypsy}}}}} yes these are hugs for you as well nice pics, hope things went great, you's two look terribly good together, and he's more handsome standing beside you!!

Anyhow, drop a line you know how to reach me...purple ask Gypsy for the messenger...if anything I love to chat..don't know if it will help but I laugh a lot...

Lv ya's

hEYYYYYYYYYY Noden!!! Long time no see!!! How is life for you????

Sorry......havent been on yahoo in ages!!

it helps to vent .. seems to set it aside in a sense ......I would love to change the world though ....theres a bunch of stuff thats not right


jeeez its busy in my lil world today I gotta go git the lil monster pdq

oh an

Hi (((((((((Noden))))))))

Venting is good.......get it all out!!! I find that my cats make good kleenex!! and they dont mind if I get big boogers in their fur!!

somebody.....dress me........put me in the car and take me to the tanning place. I need to get black before I get black!!!

Oh now that funny I've got ideas but ...I'll just be hush about them...Hiya Purple
now, as far a where I've been while it's been one heck of a personal journey for me...

Gosh, I feel so strong now, able to leap mountians, I am good these days, got control back and looking forward to having some fun, hey Gypsy send me an offline tell me some good stuff woman I into hearing a good story, before bed...hahaha

(((((( purple ))))) we all care about you and how you feel, and the SHIZ you have to deal with , so hang in there , VENT to us , we gots large shoulders and big ears AND you know how I mean by being good listeners

It's FRIIIIIIIIIIIIDAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

WWWHOOP IT UP!!

3 CHEERS FOR ME!!

ATTITUDE CONQUERS EVERYTHING!!

(I would hug and kiss each lady here, but maybe they ain't no ladies. Besides...it would ruin a good start to a good friendship...because I can't stop with just a hug and a kiss.)

AND AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYY WE GO!!! FRIDAY BECONS!!!

LATER, ALL YOU WONDERFUL
INSPIRING
KIND
HURTING
ANGRY
TESTY
SPARKY
FEISTY
BRAVE
TOUGH
INCREDIBLE
MAGNIFICENT
LOVING
people...
people who love people...
are the happiest people...
in the world...

i have an axe !

scoundrel.... right on with the FRIDAY thing guy