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Topic: Inner drawings of the soul ..
Fade2Black Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 50752	Fri 07/11/08 11:50 AM
Yes, true. It could always be worse. I also long for those moments just after my son was born and I loved him like I thought my heart would explode. I had never felt that way before. Combined with this tremendous humbled feeling (as I was so ignorant) I was like a child and finally a woman all at once and those first few months were so joyful. Not that they still aren't with him, but the first two to three months as a first time parent were without measure.... I totally AGREE!!!! I nursed 4 of my 5 babies and those moments were precious. OMG. I miss that and would have had 100 babies if I didn't have to raise them all ...

lilith401 Joined Wed 10/31/07 Posts: 19593	Fri 07/11/08 12:06 PM
Nothing deeper than the love of a child, for or from.

Fade2Black Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 50752	Fri 07/11/08 12:10 PM
Nothing deeper than the love of a child, for or from. I can not fathom when a parent loses a child .. nor do I ever want to. It's so unnatural for the child to go first. My mommy died at 54 and my grandma outlived her for like 20 years. It was so painful and lonely for her with out my mom because it was her only child.

lilith401 Joined Wed 10/31/07 Posts: 19593	Fri 07/11/08 12:14 PM
Aww that breaks my heart just thinking about. I am not ready for my mom to go anywhere anytime soon... Okay I need to go sing happy songs now....

Jess642 Joined Sat 03/31/07 Posts: 22732	Fri 07/11/08 02:34 PM
I was born/raised in Los Angeles and the beach/ocean was my second home. I moved back east and also saw the ocean (more rugged coast) regularly. Now I live in landlocked Colorado. I miss the ocean terribly. The haunting pics of lighthouses beconing light to the open sea .. the sounds of waves crashing on the rocks .. seagulls circling .. taste of salty air .. I MISS THE OCEAN If I don't get there soon I think I shall die .. ok not die .. but I WANNA hear, see, taste the depth of the ocean sooooooooon. What do you hunger in the depth of your soul for and can't embrace from where you are in life right now? ...A few more years.........just to get my babies grown.

Fade2Black Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 50752	Fri 07/11/08 04:39 PM
Yes getting ahead of ourselves with our longings is no good .. timing is everything. We live in seasons .. one has to be content in the season they live in while letting the hope of the next season begin to stir in their hearts.

Unknow Joined Wed 10/24/07 Posts: 7373	Fri 07/11/08 04:48 PM
Remote Wilderness - Lakes surrounded by forests

Takineko Joined Tue 07/01/08 Posts: 13	Fri 07/11/08 05:07 PM
Thank you!

Fade2Black Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 50752	Fri 07/11/08 05:30 PM
Thank you! YW. For?

missy51970 Joined Fri 11/02/07 Posts: 12712	Fri 07/11/08 05:40 PM
I was born/raised in Los Angeles and the beach/ocean was my second home. I moved back east and also saw the ocean (more rugged coast) regularly. Now I live in landlocked Colorado. I miss the ocean terribly. The haunting pics of lighthouses beconing light to the open sea .. the sounds of waves crashing on the rocks .. seagulls circling .. taste of salty air .. I MISS THE OCEAN If I don't get there soon I think I shall die .. ok not die .. but I WANNA hear, see, taste the depth of the ocean sooooooooon. What do you hunger in the depth of your soul for and can't embrace from where you are in life right now? I miss Colorado..the mountains. Waking up everyday and seeing the beauty of what makes Colorado so wonderful...I miss it BAD

Fade2Black Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 50752	Fri 07/11/08 05:41 PM
I was born/raised in Los Angeles and the beach/ocean was my second home. I moved back east and also saw the ocean (more rugged coast) regularly. Now I live in landlocked Colorado. I miss the ocean terribly. The haunting pics of lighthouses beconing light to the open sea .. the sounds of waves crashing on the rocks .. seagulls circling .. taste of salty air .. I MISS THE OCEAN If I don't get there soon I think I shall die .. ok not die .. but I WANNA hear, see, taste the depth of the ocean sooooooooon. What do you hunger in the depth of your soul for and can't embrace from where you are in life right now? I miss Colorado..the mountains. Waking up everyday and seeing the beauty of what makes Colorado so wonderful...I miss it BAD come visit my sweet ..

Peekinin Joined Mon 03/17/08 Posts: 4970	Fri 07/11/08 05:44 PM
I was born/raised in Los Angeles and the beach/ocean was my second home. I moved back east and also saw the ocean (more rugged coast) regularly. Now I live in landlocked Colorado. I miss the ocean terribly. The haunting pics of lighthouses beconing light to the open sea .. the sounds of waves crashing on the rocks .. seagulls circling .. taste of salty air .. I MISS THE OCEAN If I don't get there soon I think I shall die .. ok not die .. but I WANNA hear, see, taste the depth of the ocean sooooooooon. What do you hunger in the depth of your soul for and can't embrace from where you are in life right now? Sweetie,,you NEED to come visit me Every day I wake and see the sea,,I feel I've been given a gift. I don't know what I would do if it was taken away. What I do know, is we are only given what we can handle and things happen for a reason. When I can remember that, there is nothing "missing" in my "core" Peace

Fade2Black Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 50752	Fri 07/11/08 05:47 PM
I would love to come visit Ell .. wouldn't that be a blast.

missy51970 Joined Fri 11/02/07 Posts: 12712	Fri 07/11/08 05:48 PM
I was born/raised in Los Angeles and the beach/ocean was my second home. I moved back east and also saw the ocean (more rugged coast) regularly. Now I live in landlocked Colorado. I miss the ocean terribly. The haunting pics of lighthouses beconing light to the open sea .. the sounds of waves crashing on the rocks .. seagulls circling .. taste of salty air .. I MISS THE OCEAN If I don't get there soon I think I shall die .. ok not die .. but I WANNA hear, see, taste the depth of the ocean sooooooooon. What do you hunger in the depth of your soul for and can't embrace from where you are in life right now? I miss Colorado..the mountains. Waking up everyday and seeing the beauty of what makes Colorado so wonderful...I miss it BAD come visit my sweet .. I need to .. Im making a trip to Denver either Sunday or Monday but its just a quick one a day trip to pick up my daughter I want to be able to spend a few days ya know.. Maybe The Springs for drinks soon!!

Peekinin Joined Mon 03/17/08 Posts: 4970	Fri 07/11/08 05:52 PM
I would love to come visit Ell .. wouldn't that be a blast. Where theres a will, theres a way You and me loose on this rugged coast would set the colonys back a few decades Be fine with me,,,the teepees would be back But coffee on the deck, with the sounds of the sea, the smell of the marsh, talking the day way seeems to be just what the doc should order for Ms. Judy You have an open invitation Bring the car so we can race down the causeway

Fade2Black Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 50752	Fri 07/11/08 05:53 PM
I was born/raised in Los Angeles and the beach/ocean was my second home. I moved back east and also saw the ocean (more rugged coast) regularly. Now I live in landlocked Colorado. I miss the ocean terribly. The haunting pics of lighthouses beconing light to the open sea .. the sounds of waves crashing on the rocks .. seagulls circling .. taste of salty air .. I MISS THE OCEAN If I don't get there soon I think I shall die .. ok not die .. but I WANNA hear, see, taste the depth of the ocean sooooooooon. What do you hunger in the depth of your soul for and can't embrace from where you are in life right now? I miss Colorado..the mountains. Waking up everyday and seeing the beauty of what makes Colorado so wonderful...I miss it BAD come visit my sweet .. I need to .. Im making a trip to Denver either Sunday or Monday but its just a quick one a day trip to pick up my daughter I want to be able to spend a few days ya know.. Maybe The Springs for drinks soon!! yep that would be fun .. just let me know

Fade2Black Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 50752	Fri 07/11/08 05:58 PM
I would love to come visit Ell .. wouldn't that be a blast. Where theres a will, theres a way You and me loose on this rugged coast would set the colonys back a few decades Be fine with me,,,the teepees would be back But coffee on the deck, with the sounds of the sea, the smell of the marsh, talking the day way seeems to be just what the doc should order for Ms. Judy You have an open invitation Bring the car so we can race down the causeway are you right on the coast? or a short trip? and bring the car? LMAO .. right. That would be the lengthy road trip sweets

BonnyMiss Joined Thu 05/10/07 Posts: 15342	Fri 07/11/08 06:50 PM
Ding dong! Avon not calling

Fade2Black Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 50752	Fri 07/11/08 07:21 PM
Ding dong! Avon not calling

BonnyMiss Joined Thu 05/10/07 Posts: 15342	Sun 07/13/08 05:14 AM Edited by BonnyMiss on Sun 07/13/08 05:14 AM
Soooooo, any more longings/callings for the deep blue seas, visits to far flung remote places?