I can't believe you decided to piss me off. I don't know how you're going to fix this. Good luck with that.

Two steps forward, one step back. It's better than the alternative. I'm looking forward to our discussion tonight though. I hope it solves everything.

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

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Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?













http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjDojEOiMcE

I'm so tired and I just want everything to be ok again. I don't even know what happened or why. I don't want to be mad anymore.

I have smiled many times because of you

You make me smile no matter what I am doing. Love, Lorelei

Well,I'm just not going to be mad anymore. I'm going to presume that you are indeed going to keep those promises...and yeah, I'll cut you some slack on the daily thing. I wish I was already done my work for the night and I wish you were home. Not too much longer. Let's hope for a solid snow day tomorrow!

Well, we got the solid snow day and we got to sleep. I suppose that's a good thing. It just sucks that you have to work both jobs today. I wish we would have had more time to spend together.

I hate missing you everyday. You need to find a different job. I want normal! No, I want us!

Reflections
this night seems different than the usual
perhaps it is so since it took me a while
to pull myself from looking out to the night
sky, i was thinking about someone this night
looking from one part of the cloudy sky
to another
thinking about what i told to her earlier
thinking about how after a month or so
we still feel strongly for each other
to think the spark coming out of nowhere
and now us missing each other
caring each other
wanting to love each other
happy i was to hear the tearing
is no more
i cant cease thinking about her
it feels so right
i know that theres something special
between her and i
and after saying what i
said to her earlier tonight
i knew what i wanted
i know i may be damning myself
but i dont care
such is the price we pay
love can make you crazy things
but who can blame us
we're only human after all
yet this human knows who
he wants to be with
and im sure feels the same
back reagrdless of her confusion
if distance is the price we pay
to forge such a beautiful bond
between her and i
then so be it
im not afraid to pay that price
i know it can work when two
want it to work
all i can say for now is
i cant wait to see her in
person, to witness first hand
what we have grown......
together

The Price of Choice
this night
and another inkling
to speak of what goes
on
the east skies catch
my gaze this time
the direction i would
like to go
to be able to
let out what has
grown in my heart
what has developed
for her
tonight was evidence
of the feeling
i have for her
she isnt well
and so when she
is feeling bad
so does loves trickle
come unto me
it is no choice
but mine
to feel like this
i understand it
i accept it
such is the proof
of what has developed
my wish is that i could
be at her side right now
so that i can comfort
and heal
this is want i want
to be with her as much as i can
for i know it is what she wants too
i may not be paired yet
but i will hold my word to her
and as i gazed into the
sky of the east
a lone plane flew
above the earth
triggering forth
two phrases into
my being
"soon"
"for the OC"
i know not when just yet
but im sure i will travel
and travel with a purpose
may the day draw closer

THAT IS AWESOME RARE!!!!!!!!

I'm glad it's Friday and I'm glad I'm not mad at you. But I'm so tired. I can't keep going like this. You know what needs to happen. Oh, I hope. I'm too tired to even write this.

I wish all of the external forces that try to destroy us would disappear from the earth. We can be so good together. I know that.

You're pretty amazing.
I like our conversations.

I want it all perfect. I'm getting impatient. I'm exhausted, annoyed, and irritable. I just want to sleep and I have too much to do. Blah. I need you to fix everything.

You make me smile everyday, for that I thank you

I am going to torture you until you learn or until I can't take it anymore and I choose to disappear. How's that for some reality?

My love she is a butterfly newly metamorphosised. She is a flutter of monarch oranges and blacks, contrasting colors of contradictions, which only makes her all the more striking.