I wont say that this shall be an experiment for me, because i wont try it if i am not ready yet, I will be choosing the right path i can possibly be with for the rest of my life. I just wanted it to be slow and secured by knowing him deeply, getting comfortable with him in every way. So if we have the chance of meeting each other it would be the bestest one!

yeah i know i guess with the help of someone who will loves me seriously and WILL Show me what does true love really means, Im not really looking im just waiting that someday somehow, Someone will change my perspectives.

I'm not that desperate enough to look for a guy, But for now i really want first to have a good talk, Knowing each other deeply through having a decent conversation, Coz i am afraid of getting into a relationship that was not serious, I came from a 5yrs relationship with a lesbian, its beeen so long, thats why fear is there to be with a guy from nearby, maybe i could just hurt him realizing and comparing things i had before, But now i want to look and find for a guy that will help me forget the past and let our spark begins step by step. Is it possible for me to still fall for a guy?