thanks...
i did let her know she is almost mine

IF I COULD CHANGE THE WORLD YOU WOULD BE MY GIRL.
THE MISTAKES OF THE PAST WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPEN.
YOU WOULD BE IN MY ARMS LISTENING TO MY HEART BEAT YOUR NAME.
I'LL BE AT YOUR FEET GIVING YOU ALL YOU NEED.
WITH ME WORKING HARD TO GIVE YOU ALL YOU WANT.
IF ONLY I HAD KNOWN THAT MY ACTIONS WOULD HAVE LEAD TO THIS.
ALL THE YEARS OF HAPPINESS I'VE MISSED.
GIVE ME A CHANCE TO SHOW YOU MY SOUL.
YOU WILL LIKE WHAT YOU SEE.
IF I'M WRONG FORGIVE ME FOR WANTING.
IF I'M RIGHT FORGIVE ME FOR WAITING.
YOU KNOW WHERE YOU BELONG.
IN THE ARMS OF LOVE.
WITH THE ONE WHO LOVES.



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TO BE BLUNT I'M A MAN BROKEN.
LIFE BROKE ME DOWN.
PROBLEMS I THOUGH I WOULD NEVER HAVE I HAVE.
IMAGES OF THE LIFE I SHOULD HAVE HUNTS ME.
IMAGES OF THE FAMILY I SHOULD HAVE SHAME ME.
BUT WHEN YOU SEE ME I SMILE.
I JOKE.
I PLAY.
BUT INSIDE I'M A LITTLE BOY GROWING UP TO FAST.
THE THINGS I HAVE SEEN.
DONT OUT WEIGHT THE THINGS I'VE DONE.
LORD FORGIVE ME FOR BEING SO LOST IN MY PAIN.
FOR GIVING IN TO THE HURT.
FOR LETTING LOVE DEFINE WHO I WAS AND AM.
BUT EVERYDAY I FEEL ALITTLE MORE FREE.
I'M UNDERSTANDING WHO I AM.
A BOY GROWING INTO A MAN.

You ask me why I always look into your eyes?
It's because I’m looking for God.
And I know God is Love.
I see Love in you. Peace in your voice.
Kindness in your Soul.
All the characteristics of God.
But you are not God.
You too seem flawed.
Just like me; human in every way.
Perfect in my sight.
And I know God only dwells in perfection.
Their is something spiritual about your eyes.
The way you look at me.
How that look makes me feel.
It's like you show me your Soul through your eyes.
I know you can see mine.
That's why I always look in to your eyes