The last song I sang and played on guitar for a girlfriend was "I used to love her but I had to kill her" by GnR.

nice.

Buy a cat and see how it responds to your "guests." You'd be surprised what some animals are capable of.

Reiki healing? I'm a level 1. How far along are you? The first initiation felt a little weird to me and my instructor told me that she had never had quite that reaction before. Welcome to Mingle2 Calmer, hope you find what you are looking for.

blessings,


the Geckgo



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Fascinating,


I'm always researching stuff like this so if you want to share your story in more detail send me a PM. Maybe I can answer some questions of yours too, who knows. 99% of the people I investigate are full of doodoo but your story seems genuine, which would make you a first. Would like to talk with you more about this and always love meeting people with interesting experiences, shoot me a line sometime.

Not to try to be the stick in the mud as this is a matter with which I have some personal experience, but you do want to consider ALL of the options, and there is one such option which deals with an overactive brain that places things in your field of view to interact with. Remember that everything you see, hear, feel, etc. is routed through your senses and your brain. For more info read Descartes or Plato. So the first thing that you need to do is verify what you are seeing by a 3rd party. If you allow yourself the opportunity to be corrected then you can progress to whatever end you like. I.E. if you want to stop seeing them this can usually be accomplished, or if you wish to delve deeper into the matter this can be done as well, but you need to eliminate other possibilities first to find out what is going on.

You said you see one of these "beings" frequently. There are a couple of things that you might experiment with. If you can successfully communicate try to get a name/address/etc. from them and research to see if you can find them in obituaries and such, some kind of record of validation.

Another thing would be to have a non-partisan draw a simple image of their own choice without showing you or hinting at what they will draw while alone in their house. Convince the "spirit" to enter the house and report back to you about the picture and then verify the result. These are simple tests that I use in witchcraft to verify claims of "supernatural" powers, but should work well in your case as well, and they work wonders.

The things that you are speaking of are "powers" that we all have instinctually, but we "forget" about as we grow older and society convinces us of what to believe/see.

As for having stuff thrown at you, probably evidence enough for you, but there are also other powers that the human mind possesses that may be going out of whack, so verify everything. Supernatural things are never quite as simple as some books would have you believe. Usually the author goes to writing before they have a real grasp of what is actually going on.

This is just my two bits. I don't mean to preach and if you don't want to follow the prescribed plan I'll understand. Just felt like I might be able to help you understand what is happening to you so if you feel like it, try to two experiments above and let me know about the results.

Blessings,


Marty

I was an atheist from the moment I was born until about 2002 or 2003, when I was perusing through the new-age section of some bookstore looking for goth chicks. Sorry if that's offensive to anyone but that's the way it happened. I didn't see any gothies walking around and instead of just making my way over to the math/philosophy/science sections like usual I figured that I would stay in the aisle for a while and peruse some of the "spooky" books. I read the first page of one that outlined the tennants of that author's version of Wicca and thought that it didn't sound like a bad little system. I was studying physics at the time in university and my spiritual side started to finally develop. I didn't buy into a lot of it, but after reading several books on a variety of religions other than the popular ones which I knew of my entire life, I started to find some things that didn't contradict my scientific viewpoint of the world, in meditation and other practices. For me religion is a pursuit of those practices, bringing my mind and body into harmony with oneanother, and continuing to search out those little what-ifs on the edge of scientific thought, where experiments become to complicated to be a reality at this moment. I also look into older medicines and concoctions and test them in different ways in todays world to separate the folk-placibos from the medicinal components. Fun fun.

I don't think that the type of "demons" you are talking about are the same sort that need to be exorcised. I think you are referring the reptilian remnants of your psyche. Different topic altogether. Psyche "demons" are best dealt with by either a qualified shrink, or through personal experience. Step 1 is to stop feeling like these are things that are beyond your control and take control of them, beating those unwanted feelings back. Step 2 is figuring out what life conditions are causing them and eliminate or prevent those conditions from showing up while you continue to mitigate the unwanted behavior.

Just my two bits.

Nice profile, sure to get some hits real soon if not already.

I have to agree with EZ4Sheezy on the word drama. 99 out of 100 girls who create drama talk about how much they dislike it. Could scare some of the more psychologically minded folks away. Just my two coppers and I made that statistic up on the spot.

Good luck and have fun.

Nice pic, other than that, I didn't see a whole lot to rate.

Another finally gets the point about the philosophical definition of "knowledge." For more in-depth explanation into this topic go down to your local college and take a course in epistemology. I think it's a 200 level class at most colleges but as long as you are paying for it and you have a basic conception of logical arguments (which you seem to) you should be fine. Or shoot me a line sometime. I love talking about stuff like this.

And for the record I haved smoked a doobie in years. Just to avoid potential pothead remarks made about me.

I moved to Florida a few years ago and had a little trouble at first fitting in, as I always do in new cities. This time the city was Jacksonville. I drove out to the beach one day looking for some new friends and the only people I found right away were some kids that wanted cigarettes. Go figure. I was being polite and just saying hi to everyone. Some people were responding and I had a little conversation here or there, but most of the girls who were out in their own groups without male escorts were not even taking the time to say hi. I would say hi to them at the bar or on the boardwalk and they would just walk past me without even taking a second look. Then I decided to try something different.

The next girl that walked by was amazing looking. Tall, slender, tight body and glasses too big for her head. Implants, and why not, every other girl at JAX beach has them. The usual hello, how are you doing stuff wasn't working that day so I mustered up some energy and prepared for a slap in the face. I said, "excuse me, I just wanted to say that you are an exquisitely attractive female, from you hair to your fingertips. But you know, those shoes really don't match that outfit. Shameful that someone so beautiful could make such a critical fashion mistake." I didn't wait for a response, I just turned and started walking away. There was a brief pause and then I heard someone running up behind me saying "hey, hey you, stop."

I stopped and turned back around and to my amazement this beautiful girl was suddenly interested in all sorts of things. She wanted to know about her shoes, and if it was the color or the style that was off. She wanted to know if I had any other pointers. She even asked me out to dinner. If you want to get a girls attention, insult her!

If i truly lived every moment as if it was my last I would always have a beer in my hand and be drinking it between breathing. I always pictured myself getting hit by a meteorite as I take that last refreshing sip... ahhhhh.

Thanks Ainjel,

Not exactly the kind of response I was expecting, waay better. I was expecting to get lynched!!

I used to want a pet monkey, but when I realized what they do when they get angry I was not so excited about them, so I got a gecko instead. He's with his new mommie in florida now but I'm going down for a visit next month.

oops, but I digress. Monkeys throw poo!!!

It's called grass, and it's in the background.



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Just kidding that's my pet monkey!!!!

I've noticed that sometimes coke has this weird taste to it. I always check the expiration date when I taste it but it seems like a normal date. Same thing sometimes when you taste a beer. But actually past the date, never had a problem there I don't think.

Lets see, no kids, not married, hot, SINGLE? Yep, dateable with perks. (normally I would make an offcolor joke here but online I try to watch it) Is that Guiness?????

Always charmed by a lady that drinks beer.

I wish I spent enough time at my house where I could do chores.

Go on,

rip me apart, maybe it'll relieve the bordom.

Goooo ooonnn, you know you want to.

How long past the expiration date