MY BROTHER IS DATING A WHORE AND NO ONE WILL LISTEN TO ME!!!!!

There I said it... it's outta my system.

I think I fixed it.

I feel like I mess my family's life up. Everyone tells me that my family gets along fine when I'm at school, it almost makes me want to stay there over all of my breaks. But I can't stay away from my dogs for that long, I get depressed. But I never feel like that when I go to meet guys, I don't tell them that I am bi-polar right away because I'm afraid that they will go running in fear that I'm crazy or something, which I'm not. If anything, I think that having someone else to talk to helps me a lot... I know that I'm happier when I've got someone who cares about me like that.

YES!!! And it sucks eggs! I hate not being able to fall asleep, or as soon as I do I get a nightmare and am jolted up in my bed screaming with my heart racing. It really sucks, I honestly do not understand it. It really sucked during finals week when I pulled 2 all nighters, and not because I was up all night studying but just because I couldn't fall asleep. Too many things were running through my mind. I even took some nyquil just to try and knock me out, but even that didn't work. I can't really take melatonin, b/c that is just supposed to sync your sleep cycles and I don't wake up or go to sleep at the same time ever. I'm in college, I have to juggle work, clubs, and school... my sleep schedule is always messed up. Syncing it would help none.

t-shirt, but one that fits... not one that is 2 sizes too big like my ex

single :(

pretty much chocolate covered popcorn, but it's not too much chocolate so that it's not an overload on your taste buds. You still get the saltiness from the popcorn and the sweetness from the chocolate.

chocolate drizzled popcorn.... AMAZING!

Nope, she's his girlfriend. He said he wouldn't do what my first ex did to me, but he pretty much did it and then lied about it. Oh well, he was a spoiled rich kid. Didn't have a job, his daddy owned an oil company, he owned and flew planes. You get the picture.

I'm not gullible in relationships and such, I'm just gullible in general! lol

But as far as love goes, I have learned from the past which is part of how I got over my second ex quicker than my first. I just deleted the second from life as soon as he hurt me and it has been so much easier since, just because I have no way of contacting him or nosing around his profile on facebook. He's out of my life.

Yeah, he came up with the lame excuse that he was too busy to have a girlfriend as it is right now... 2 weeks later he turns up with a new chick. Oh well, I'm used to being replaced that it doesn't phase me anymore.

you hit the nail on the head with that one... that is the exact reason I kept going back to my ex. Turned out I was WAY wrong about that one, I did get someone better... well, maybe. That one turned into a jerk too.

"Stay" by Sugarland used to always get me

and "More Than A Memory" by Garth Brooks, that one is ALWAYS a killer

and then I don't know if any of you guys have heard this song, but it's country as well and it's called "Alyssa Lies" by Jason Michael Carroll, that one is extremely sad. It's about a little girl who is abused and she lies to the teacher and the class everyday, and one day she doesn't come to school and it turns out that she was killed by her parents, very good song... you should listen to it

I've refused to move on from someone before, but they were geographically unavailable and then later emotionally unavailable. Even when I suggested moving to Oklahoma to be with him after I graduated so I could go to vet school there, he just didn't seem to care that I wanted to be with him again.

Uggh... guys!

I don't know, almost went down a road like that again.... all I can say is, get out while you still can.

Mizzou-rah, Mizzou-rah, Mizzou-rah... TIGERS! Ok, so you should get it, I go to Mizzou... lol, from St. Louis.

Both! I've got that movie! lol... if a guy doesn't like dogs, he's the one in the doghouse, haha!

1) smart

2) good listener & loyal

3) has to be a mutual attraction

4) has to want kids

5) MUST LOVE DOGS!!!!

Well, thanks! I did find someone else but he moved to Oklahoma on me... I've just had some bad luck, lol. Hopefully it works out with me & my friend, and good luck with you and your's.

Yeah, he's an asshole. Unfortunately it took me that long to realize that I deserved better.