A Cheater might like you, or love you. But they love Cheating more. There are only a few things in life that give you that amazing rush. Its not about the person you are committed to, or what stand to lose. Its all about the pleasure. being able to let it all go without all the strings you have at home, or in your predictable life, pulling at you.

Isnt it really just a fantasy that we can only have or want one person? Just asking, I think about it myself.

Unless you are a Bad person, being cheated on is not about you. A cheater is going to cheat. Likeing you, loving you, being his soulmate, have a bunch of kids with a cheater. None of that matters. No one Woman will be enough for any Man. If he has the chance, he is going to cheat. Some are just dumb about it. So one chance or none, at some point he is going to cheat.

Or let the Funk fill the Air

Should that be a red flag when someone you are interested in says that.

Its good that you made a better choice

You said it best. make a lot of sense.

Well i was kind of wondering the same thing. is there a time limit?

Does the first relationship you have after you break up with someone, have to be cosidered a rebound relationship?

Do you ever just put yourself out there to see if you still have it?

I remember one time Fay asked me why i was so angry. I knew why, but i never wanted to give someone that power over me. I just told her that my job made me angry. She never believed me. Why would she. She had been doing her job for a long time. I think she felt sorry for me. She knew i had a couple of families i couldnt spend much time with. It wasnt good to let the Heads know you were attached to something more than the job.
Fay was one of the Info People. She worked out of Chicago. If we had a drop, or pickup from Toledo, to Iowa, she was one of the Info People we talked to. The Heads wouldnt like to know Fay and I were planning to see each other. She didnt really know what i did. If the Heads even thought she knew, they would make me, or Dirty Wood, do her in. I wouldnt think twice about it. Its not that i didnt like her, but i liked myself more.
I was just finishing up a job. I called in for my next one. Fay answer the phone. She told me that my next job wouldnt be until the next afternoon. To me that ment the person was still alive. Most of the times the bodies were still warm when i got them. Or what was left of them. So, now i had a night to kill. I asked Fay if she wanted to meet up later. I knew she lived in Carol, IL. There was a Chicago Pizza near her apartment. Of course she said yes. I know, but hey, what can i say. Since this was the first time i was going to meet her, i wanted to check into a Hotel and clean up. Now i would get a chance to put a face with the voice. And maybe get some much needed azz.
I was kind of running behind, but, i would be worth the wait. I knew a little about Fay. Not much. I figured she had read my file. It also had a picture of me. It was a bullsh@t file, but the Heads had to make things look legit.
I finally got to the Chicago Pizza place. I was only a half hour late. I didnt think that was bad, but Fay had another idea about it. She got my attention as soon as i walked thru the door. After calling my name, she looked into my browns, and told me never make her wait again. I think she ment what she said. I wasnt scared. No really. If it wasnt for those big boobs, i might have let a Bit#h or two out. So im shallow. I guess i could have described her as a whole person first. But i couldnt help checking out her Hips, and she had a Fat Azz to go with them

I lived my life to live

Leaving nothing to give

No reading of a will

No dreams to help fulfill

My life has been the life of a person that just lived

ty

I am dying inside
faces passing me by
Souls bieng lifted
minutes from loving you
Not being able to ask why
>uck it
why?
Dont sing my praise because you miss me
You thought you had forever
now you see
What
was i suppose to wait until you were free
Wipe your eyes
Im not comming back
believe that
no regrets
didnt you make yourself happy
Color you money
color your clothes
Color you cars
color your toes
spend time fighting with your foes
I will be here
right here
until i am one thousand years old
Dry your face
I lived my life
Now its your turn to be a perfect
Brother
daughter
Father
Sister
Wife

And it still itches, do you stick something else in your ear to stop it?

Equal Brown Fingers?

No, but I just puked on my computer screen...

Of a Pimple, and it Spattered all over the Mirror?