I only text, and best friend was forced to learn to read text, as her doctor uses that instead of calling. she has to click ok, or they cancel her appointment. so I aggravate trying to send 1 thing a day, whether a joke, or something that happened at work.

I do not get anything but very rare text from company, usually cell company as reminder about my bill, only people text me, and I am not computer savvy, no plans to download anything to chat. I am too stuck in my ways. showed a woman my facebook, she was in shock, as I dont hardly use it, last messages were 5 months ago, me thanking people for birthday messages, last real posts were 2013, from motorcycle trip. I gave up facebook due to all politics, so only look for funerals, deaths, and birthdays, plus check market place for items I may be interested in.

not doing to brag, only showing part of a bad previous life, so much I do not even remember, I have not been but with 1 person in last 18+ years. so for close to 20 years not bad, and no cheating, but go close to 25 years, and never took any relationship serious,

the customer was very cute, we have talked pleasantly for over decade, I looked her up on facebook, i only knew first name, but found profile, was surprised by all her accomplishments. then told off on my past with her, we never made out, just a motorcycle ride, and it was my former "usual" ride, i asked where we rode, so yep, was my normal, was rare I broke pattern for ride, i guess I deserve it? but if cops knew my real past, I probably would go to jail forever.

as for this forum, not used any coins since that started, not planning to, I basically given up. 100% sick of the scammers, few local people, no interest, and 1 was a real jerk, so I chave 510 and not got todays 30 yet, but wont be spending them, dontt see anyone from here having anything to do with me anyway, I talk to 1 real person, it will only wind up as a friendship? too far away, and has life there. I also work 6 days a week, already had vacations, so I cant be traveling to meet unless very close on my day off. as I get better financially, ill try other site, cant really afford, as ex cleaned me out, and left me 2 months behind, on all bills, she just walked away not caught up yet. friend told me she posted few days ago she bought a vehicle, as she walked away, we had 6 vehicles, but all were in my name. she never wanted responsibility, or paying insurance, so she was on my policy,

yes from the south, and bonus if they have a southern drawl. lol

as for tomboy, and lady, yes, best friend is, as a teenager she got a motorcycle instead of a car, 40 years ago, but she isnt interested, I did ask after ex left.

but speaking proper all times is a must, & yes I know life is frustrating and words slip, but I will never date someone that doesnt have a clean mouth and speaks foul, I work with too many of those types, I would never go home to listen to that. and as for putting a man in his place, my ex feared what I would do to any person trying to harm her, think CHIVALRY, but with a BIKER! someone that wont put up with crap! I need honor, caring, loving, giving, helping others that need help. with a kind and giving heart. non alcoholic, no drugs.

so yeah tall order, so I figure will be alone long time, I know women exist that meet this, but very rare! my ex was, my first wife was. my best friend is, and a few relatives that are, or was.

yep, and couldnt delete, so I guess up forever?

Thank you, I know I am a hard case, but loyalty is beyond belief, but I expect the same. I am looking for a Lady that behaves like a Lady, that is looking for a Gentleman, I will not accept less than I want, and attitude & clean speaking are top priorities.

Thank you, I know I am a hard case, but loyalty is beyond belief, but I expect the same. I am looking for a Lady that behaves like a Lady, that is looking for a Gentleman, I will not accept less than I want, and attitude & clean speaking are top priorities.

if you dont like my code, so what, a person has to earn respect, so far only a very few have. I have lived as a Biker for 40 years, most people are here to use you! very few people want friendship, they only want what you can do for them, but not willing to help when you need it.

even with whats left of my family, my moms side I wiped my feet of that trash, however my dads side has been wonderful all my life.

1 of my best friends was killed in a car wreck, 35 year friendship, true friend, guess what, his wife and son doesnt have to worry about anything, I help with needs beyond what can imagine. the young man isnt like most, but I help him and teaching him skills. I plan to give him a pickup and he will be able to make money doing work for people as he gets older.my former friends wife still cant hardly believe my generosity, but she remembers hanging out as teenagers with her husband and me building cars, before she ever got married, and seen first hand I didnt allow his death to stop friendship, but took care of his family, and being a father figure to his son to some degree.

I am not like anyone here, I lived a life most cant or wouldnt believe, but I do live by code, if you needed anything, how many would help you? how many would crawl out of bed for any real need to help you? I have 2 people that will, anything, any time. will anyone else make it to be my friend? who knows, there was 3 more, but those died. that includes guy with car wreck.

if a person approaches me politely, they get polite back, if a person cusses me or is a jerk to me, they get that back. and as for stantement about me, me, me? yes your life is about YOU! and who you are willing to allow around your life! how many "friends" do you have that would stab you in the back if they had a chance? or turn against you? they are not friends, & you need to wash hands of them, a friend will never turn back EVER! nor will you to them ever, call me at 10pm, after I worked all day, needing me to help get car fixed for work the next day, I will be there, and car will be fixed if it can be fixed. or I will loan you a car. simple.

this is wild, while I also have tanks for oxygen for welding torches, with the lamp work I bought high pressure oxygen concentrators so I could produce my own oxygen on demand, and not have to buy it. so I guess I went a little over board, I have all to build a true low pressure system, but never built, I just used oxygen directly from machine to torch.

when I tried to continue with a date, I wouldnt have, yes I was being an ***, but her hitting on me for over a decade, and knew I had a gf at the time, & I never cheated while I was in relationship. then her saying not interested, just pissed me off.

I slept on it, and tried to remember, and still no memory of her at all, but I believe her. I am a different person now, but I do live by a code, "I can be your best friend or your worst enemy" & I live that 100% when she was pissed at me from that all those years, and started going off, yes I got defensive. but wiped my feet of her, and if had said would go out, i would have found excuse to not to, I would be fixing someones car, & trust me, I do body work, mechanic work, metal fab & welding for side money, & people hound me all the time, had 2 requests in last few days.

as for letting my past haunt me, yes it does, on death of street racers that died racing me, and one in particular, where I kept egging guy on, and he raced, lost control, he was winning, but he had wife and son with him, all 3 died, I see the kid waving at me every day, and have for many decades, that was also my last street race. I built engines for other racers, but I gave up that life. all racers that died, I never stopped just read about, all were "single car wrecks excessive speeed" where they drove above their abilities, and lost control. I never did 1/4 mile, I liked 5 miles to 10 miles 100% flat out racing on streets in my youth

are you a lamp worker? I just dabbled, but have all the equipment

so, if we use borosilicate glass, with a 33-40 COE, and break it, we can use torch to remelt it, repair it, then temper it in a kiln, to make close to as good as new?

shaking my head today, after speaking to a woman that shops where I work.

last week I gave her my phone number to call or text me, she has flirted with me for well over a decade, but I never flirted back as I had a GF until recently. she has talked a lot over the years, and spoke everytime seen me there. so I thought I was safe to give my number to last week.

well she was back tonight shopping, so I asked, why she hasnt called, she isnt interested in me, OK, but has flirted probably a decade or more, seems she wanted closure? yeah closure? apparently in my youth we went on a date? I dont remember, I was a heavy drinker, and chased lots of women, and I mean basically hundreds of women. she described the motorcycle I had that she rode on, and where we went to eat, which closed many years ago, and that Harley which I stopped riding in 2003.

she was stil upset I took her on a date, took riding, went out to eat, then never called her back? apparently she waited & waited for me to call her? then tonight I pissed her off with my answer, as I really do not remember her, but if she was out with me from 1997-2001, which I was drinking my heaviest, I told her if thats all we did, and she didnt put out, of course I never called back, I had several women every week back then. then I asked if was going to call me, lol. but really holding a grudge for 25 years because we went on 1 motorcycle ride and a dinner date, and never had a second date.

oh well I thought at least I didnt get involved with someone mental, good grief! still mad for 25 years, she said I didnt say or do anything wrong, just never called back. but I remember a time when I met first wife, I added to all I was dating, fell for her & dropped everything, stopped dating everyone, then 6 months later got married, but I dont remember who all I dated, or just quick dates? that was summer of 2001

so totally back to drawing board. I am no spring chicken anymore. life has took a toll on me, and not looking to play field anymore. really enjoyed just having same partner. but I am thinking if my past will haunt me more? as I really do not remember going out with this person ever. but I can say I really went out with a few hundred in a few years.

sorry, I cant live by that! some people have a very bad past, that may still haunt them to this day, and know they could easily become person they put away. I will always know who I am, but it is best for people to not know who I was, but only know who I am now. I hope for peoples sake, they never bring my old self back.

my present dream car, isnt for most here, & I was acquring items to make it happen before fuel prices went through roof,

a 68-72 Chevrolet Nova, I bought a 1972,

4 speed, with rare OD, technically a dodge tranny an 883 model, with 3+O

big block engine.

tunnel ram intake with 2X4bbl carbs.

turbine wheels from General Lee on Dukes OF Hazzard.

I have all except transmission, then to actually build car. and I wasnt to tweak it for gas mileage, and want to break 20MPG yes I think I can. and to use it as a daily driver car.

my present dream car, isnt for most here, & I was acquring items to make it happen before fuel prices went through roof,

a 68-72 Chevrolet Nova, I bought a 1972,

4 speed, with rare OD, technically a dodge tranny an 883 model, with 3+O

big block engine.

tunnel ram intake with 2X4bbl carbs.

turbine wheels from General Lee on Dukes OF Hazzard.

I have all except transmission, then to actually build car. and I wanted to tweak it for gas mileage, and want to break 20MPG maybe up to 24mpg? yes I think I can. and to use it as a daily driver car.

drive 45 miles to my other home, spend 2 hours mowing, then go to guy I knows home and work on a Jeep Cherokee, and order parts to repair. today I would rather be welding, instead of doing mechanic work.

for fun I will post what I did to someone last fall, I was at a store looking I was slightly ahead of my EX gf, and had popped into an isle to look at something, some guy decides to speak to her, well I dont mind anyone asking 1 time, then they get told no, and move on, but he refused to listen, she said she had a BF, he said well he isnt here, and got in front of her, blocking her, then grabbed her arm and making sexual remarks, all the sudden he had a hand around his throat, pushed him into a display, and given 3 options, first was to run as fast as possible and not stop until he was outside, he chose this option, 2 was get store involved, which will also get police involved, and 3, call police for me assaulting him. but with last 2 options, we want video camera footage of him blocking her, grabbing arm, plus her testimony and he will be classified as a sexual predator, and I stopped a sexual assault, he couldnt run to front and out of the store fast enough, while I may be a Gentleman, I am 100% pure old school Biker, and dont play with predators, or people preying on women or children, no use for as human beings. my ex was never afraid of me, but always feared what I would do to others if tried to harm me or her, she knew of life I lived before I calmed down. that was first time she witnessed it. she always said would go somewhere else or car until I finished handling situation.

so ask yourself, what would you do if a predator stopped you in a store, blocked you, grabbed your arm saying sexual things he wanted to do to you, and saying going to take you to bathroom to do? hmm, hope someone hears scream, hope someone calls police? or be glad someone not afraid to tackle them?

with that said, I always insisted she carry a gun if I wasnt around, she never needed, & even though she left me, she still packing. she learned to never be a victim, from all my years of teaching. she would have pulled gun and if in panic mode would have shot guy in the store if I wasnt around, which was still well deserved, but I think he was ready to piss his pants when I let him go. she wore a snub nose .38 in belly band just for such instances. so yes she was panicked, but she isnt ready to pull trigger, I wouldnt care i would do what needs to be done without regret. my strength alone handled it without bloodshed. but to also say, if I am out anywhere, yes I am always carrying too, but I am strong enough to probably not need, unless multiple bad guys.

nope, not all. but get ignored, many times as they do not measure up to some crazy ideal standard, yeah. or get judged because of looks, or clothing, not realizing it is what is in heart and mind that makes a Gentleman, but it also proves they are not worthy of said Gentleman

reminds me of lady I talked to over 20 years ago, she had a "perfect guy" no alcohol, drugs, tobacco' home every night 30 min after work, he provided everything so she didnt have to work, but he was a street racer, so his hobby was his car, but she refused to have anything to do with, but he had before they met. they had 2 kids, he spent time with every night, and she did house work, cooked and cleaned, but she divorced him, WHY? she wanted better things in life! she was sick of wearing goodwill clothes, cooking, or occasionally fast food, she was sick of seeing money he made go into race car, although his winnings was used to help around house, she didnt want to work, but wanted to eat fancy places.

I told her I hope she winds up miserable, gets an alcoholic drunk, maybe with money, but someone that doesnt respect her, cheats on her, as at that time I was still street racing myself, so she didnt know until I cussed her out & told her off. she had no idea what she had, and threw it away over wanting "NICER" things.

my ex threw me away because I refused to get a second job and buy and give her 40 year old liberal daughter a home, so could sit on butt and play games, and refuse to work.

his name is "GRIM" REAPER" no sexual preference, he come looking for all. who is he coming for today? lol. lol. lol.

although my ex hasnt been gone 2 months yet, I lived a very lonely life, been in separate bedroom for too many years, over 5 years, not been intimate in several years, I did everything alone, she never went anywhere with me, except for a local meal on my day off, I stopped going on vacations, well over a decade ago, because she wouldnt go with me, and I hated going alone, so I just worked 70-90 hours a week to keep my mind occupied, then I had a boss cuss me out and I quit, and realised how I needed time for myself.

then ex demanded I buy her Liberal daughter a home and give it to her, kid is 40, and a gamer, so stays up all night playing games, and refuses to work, she lives on her BF, so I was told I needed to buy her a house, plus pay all bills and utilities, I said the door is right there, you go do it if it means that much, & 2 weeks later I was alone, and feel more alone than ever, as all my guy friends are dead, I have 1 female friend of 40+ years. that I can call on phone occasionally, but zero people to talk to otherwise. so since I was already almost alone, just had someone to talk to some, then totally alone, yeah. depressing, but I am not giving up, gave my number to a customer that always tried to flirt with me, but I never flirted back, she was in talkative mood, so I gave my number, unfortunately, not called or texted, maybe needs to work up courage? first time I seen since my ex left. normally saw every week or 2. and here I keep getting spammers, 1 real, but I dont see it becoming anything but maybe a friendship. so yeah Lonely guy........