People judge me when i say im 33 with 5 children .but they fail to relize my marrage to my very wealthly husband lasted only 11 years as when we were tryin for number 5 and final i was raped and it turned out to be the rapist my huband couldnt cope with this and wanted the child to be adopted at 9 weeks only which i coulnt do . Since then ive married again and been with him 5 yrs . I have had a full time job from 17 yrs old only dropping to part time when heavyly pregant . Some times i wish men for see me as me and im not looking for a daddy to my children mine are lucky to have 1 . But seems the norm i cant support my children with out benifits and there dad plays a part in there lives but i want 1 too .