Exactly what I do now..write, paint, play, live, breathe , be

Tainted Love - Soft Cell

Good to be back and I'm not going any where this time

Eileen, my sister, when my life falls apart you are there to help me pick up the pieces, make me laugh and give me comfort.You join me in my silliness and seriousness, not a sister by blood but a sister by choice, a sister I would choose any day. Love you!!

Hey Pat!

because they are supreme buttheads Shadow

I knew you would keep them for me bro, thank you

Watching Scotty wave is oh so much better, gimme Scotty waving any day

roflmao just stab her in the eye with a rusty plastic spork

Love em!! Hug mah girls for me!! Aight ya'lls the shower calls and the pizza does to..be back laters and I will turn mah Yahell on as well then.

Love ya'lls so much, ya keep me sane

Ahh good tuneage mah bro knows what I need each and every time

I'll be around more often, pretty much in the early afternoons and after 10 est at night


(((((Paully))))))) *pokes lil bro*

Always ready for some good music!!


(((((Bro)))))) missed ya
(((((Suz)))))) missed ya

Man I soo need some of Kyle's taco in a bag....but coffee will do for now lol

"Walking Away"
Jonny Lang

You can cry
But don't cry for me
I can't take it no more
That's the way it must be

You can't lie
You're way back in
Back into my heart
I won't let it be broken again

I took a tumble
I started to stumble
That's when I fell

Into a love
A thought came from above
I was under your spell

The things that mattered
Were broken and shattered
One by one

I was so sad
But now I'm glad
It's over and over

There's just one more thing
That I want to say
I truly loved you
But now I'm walking away
I put no one above you
That's why I'm walking away

The phone rings, yet again
I know its you before I even see the caller id
I let it ring and ring going to voice mail
I just can't do it, cannot answer it
I loved you, gave you my heart
Let you deep inside, shared my world with you
You lied and betrayed me, unforgivable it is
I listen to the messages on my cell, you begging for me to call you back
"Lets talk baby" you say... and all I can do is cry
Lets not and say we did, I have nothing to say to you
Nothing left inside to give, it was all shattered in a second
Walking in to our room, seeing what I saw in our bed
Destroyed everything we had in a flash
You beg for us to reconcile, there is nothing left to fix
There is simply nothing left at all...its gone
The trust, the love, the respect..its as if it never was
I have nothing to say to you, nothing at all
Eventually you will give up and stop calling
Eventually you will leave me alone and realize I have nothing to say nothing at all

"Thought I Knew"
Weezer

Sorry
About my past life
Sorry
But we just missed
Sorry it had to end up
Like this

Sorry
If I caused you pain
Sorry
I forgot your name
Sorry
But you left me out
In the rain

Thought I knew
You better than
Thought I knew
Your intentions
Thought I knew
But I didn't have
A clue
Not a single damn thing
Was true

Sorry
If I caused you harm
Sorry
I'm no good luck charm
Sorry
You didn't end up
In my arms

Thought I knew
You better than
Thought I knew
Your intentions
Thought I knew
But I didn't have
A clue
Not a single damn thing
Was true

Now that I
World's gone down
We've traded away
Blew out the spark
And now we're left
With broken hearts
Tryin' to find
A new place to start

Thought I knew
You better than
Thought I knew
Your intentions
Thought I knew
But I didn't have
A clue
Not a single damn thing
Was true

"Never Enough"
Five Finger Death Punch

'm so fed up with everyone around me
(No one seems to care)
I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change
(I'll never be the same)

It's always do this, do that,
Everything they want to
I don't want to live that way
Every chance they get their always
Pushin me away

[Chorus:]
It's never enough
No it's never enough
No matter what I say

It's never enough
No it's never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be

It's all so messed up and no one ever listens
(Everyone's deranged)
I'm just so ****ed up and I'm never gonna change
(Wanna lay it all to waste)

Their always say this, say that,
Nothing that you want to
I don't want to live that way
Every chance they get their always
Shovin me aside

[Chorus]

I'm Done

[Bridge:]
In the end we're all just chalklines on the concrete
Drawn only to be washed away
For the time that I've been given
I am what I am

I'd rather hate you
For everything you are
Than ever love you
For something you are not

I'd rather you hate me
For everything I am
Than have you love me
For something that I aint

It's never enough
It's never enough
No matter what I say

It's never enough
No it's never enough
No matter who I try to be

It's never enough
No it's never enough
No matter how I try to taste

It's never enough
Never never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be.

Save Me - Royal Bliss

damned if I know..never cheated on any one..been cheated on too damned many times..alone is better, safer