"Better Man" Pearl Jam

All my love for my brother

A shadow you never were my brother, never hated nor despised by me,always loved and understood...there are things we must do in order to survive and be, even if we don't like them. A man of strength and conviction you are.

Rising with the light of the moon
Slipping from the warmth of his arms
Padding silently across the floor
Eyes catching the moonlight
Glittering and shining in the darkened room
Gliding out of the bedroom,down the hall
Slipping out the front door
Curling up in the chair on the porch
Sleep elusive, filled with thoughts and dreams
The cold crisp air chilling her skin
Steam rising up from each breath inhaled and exhaled
Waiting in the darkness for their call
Far off in the mountains, across the valleys
It comes.... the piercing howl
Calling to her soul, her heart beat quickens
Rising now from the chair,she runs across the porch
Down the stairs and across the cold wet grass
Up the hill, standing there , waiting for them to come
Padding silently through the grasses , they circle her
Raising her arms above her head, slowly swaying her hips
Dancing in the circle, howling with them
She is the Coyote Queen

"Stupify" Disturbed

"Forsaken" Disturbed

I am light and dark
I am love and hate
I am Satan and Goddess
I am Sweetness and B*itch
I am time and space
Here nor there, hither and yon
Ebb and flow,eclipsing all that is
All that was and all that will be
Twisted and insane
Sane and secure, unsolvable puzzle
A mystery wrapped in an enigma
Just a girl,but a woman who roars
Child,mother,niece, sister,aunt, girlfriend,friend
Everything and nothing,and all the bits and pieces in between
Artist,writer, musician,ponderer, wanderer
Joy and pain,tears and laughter
Cavatica, CCP....I simply am just Jenni
Just a girl, nothing more nothing less

Twisted and decaying
My mind no longer my own
Eyes glazed over
Mouth agape ,drooling and frothing
Fists clenched
Kicking you repeatedly in the head
Sickening crunch of skull breaking
Blood and gray matter splatter my boots
And I still keep kicking
Rage filled blinded by it all
Hatred seething and burning through my veins
Engulfed in the flames
Your eye rolling on the pavement
Stomping down upon it
Crushing it beneath my heel
No longer do I feel any emotion
Drowning in the anger and hate filled ocean
Humanity no longer has my devotion
Giving into primal desires
Reverting back to my animalistic self
Annihilation and destruction my only reason to exist
While society screams that something is amiss
Civilization crumbles,nations tumble
Enemy of the state,nothing but a waste
Feeding upon fear and hate
Now is the time to liberate

"Anywhere" Evanescence

Undercover hidden from view
He silently stalks you
Watching and learning your every move
Knows when you inhale and exhale
Watches you while you pee
Thrives on your silent screams
Slips sedatives in your tea
Stands above you whilst you sleep
Planning and plotting how he will take you
And you never see, hear or feel him
Sneaking and creeping behind you
Until its too late

Pick apart the psyche
Delve into the diseased mind
The curious and wounded
All stand in a line
Handing out samples, pharmaceuticals by the hands full
The purple one cures your ills
The blue one makes you disappear
The green one turns you into MrEd
Traveling the neurons,splitting open your head
Empty eye sockets staring back from the mirror
As your feet shuffle to and fro
Wringing your hands mumbling to yourself
One pill to make your penis larger
Another to keep you hard all night
One pill to make you feel nothing at all
Pills in every shape and form
Lining up like cattle to the slaughter
As we medicate our sons and daughters

Smoke fire desire
Which is real which is illusion
Captivating alluring seduction at its best
Putting the mind to the test
Inspiration slithers into annihilation
Primordial ooze nucleus egg
Mankind twisting in the wind
Suffocation degradation the falling of a nation
One mans dreams become another mans nightmares
Pinpricks of feeling acidic tongues peaking
One nation under a god a god who seems false
Pray to the holy grail of the dollar
Whilst children holler of hunger
Fear creeping in the night
As soldiers crawl through the sand
While the man sits in his own neverneverland
Filled with fantasy and illusion
The people drown in mass confusion

Destiny not yet met
Bravery just a mere myth
Sweet cloying scent of death
Clings to her clothes like a shrouded mist
Rising from the ashes,pushing free from the rubble
No sound,no movement..... alone
The only one of her kind left
Moonlight filters through the trees
Her first instinct to run and flee
Palms torn and bloodied
Knees weak , shaking like a leaf
Lifting her face to the moon, her Goddess, she howls with all her might
The sound pierces the night, shattering the stillness
Her snout pointed to the sky
Tears slowly slip from her eyes
Dropping now to all fours, she runs to the top of the hill
Looking across the valley, hoping against all hope to see another of her kind

Hard to find
Twisted and lost
Inside my own mind
Voices come and voices go
Stunting and preventing growth
Locked away the prison walls
Slowly closing in,trapped forever more inside a poisoned mind
Unending flow of chatter, sounding more and more like radio static
Hands clenched,nails digging into palms
Skin stretched taut , teeth gnashing at lips
Frantic turns to downward spiraling slip
Insanity's final kiss

Lacquered black nails glinting in the moonlight
As she slowly trails them down his back
Tracing each and every nodule of his spine
Her lips placing small kisses here and there
His groan of desire reaching her ears
Her tongue flicks out of her mouth
Slowly trailing along his spine
His hands clenching the blankets
Moans, groans and cries of delight
Igniting her fire within as she becomes consumed with desire
Nipping roughly with her teeth at his shoulders
Her hands sliding around raking their way across his bare chest
As she presses her bared breasts against his back, her nipples hardening at the touch of his skin
She whispers softly, seductively into his ear
"You are mine,and I will take you as I please
But first my love, I shall taunt and tease"
She swiftly moves,straddling him,brushing her breasts against his chest
Grasping his bottom lip between hers,nipping and sucking at it
His hands wrap around her waist,pulling her tighter against him
She slowly grinds against him, feeling his hardness pressing into her cleft
Soft moans escape her lips, her desire growing into all consuming inferno of love and lust
His throaty chuckle fills the air as he grabs her even tighter
Turning her around,laying her upon her back, turning the tables so to speak
His body above her,weight held up by his strong powerful arms
His face bent down, as his tongue flickers out, brushing up against her ear lobe
As he softly,seductively whispers into her ear
"Alas my love,you are mine I shall take you as I please
But first it is you I must taunt and tease"

Faded tattered red shirt
Surf Or Die written in white
Across the torn pocket
Comfortable, soft like his hugs
She wears it, hanging well past her thighs
The short sleeves coming down to her elbows
He sits on the couch, she sits on the floor between his legs
Hairbrush clutched in his hand as he gently pulls it through
Her curling chestnut tresses bouncing with each stroke of the brush
He gathers her hair in the other hand, pulling it back, tucking it into a scrunchy
He bends down inhaling the scent of her hair deeply
Before placing a gentle kiss upon the back of her neck
The same nightly ritual before he carries her off to bed
The same faded tattered red shirt , Surf Or Die written in white
Which she wears every night......

((((H)))) As always a friend just knows what is needed and when,just remember that you have given inspiration to this poet more times than she can count

His touch graces her skin once more
Whilst he pulls the blanket over her sleeping and snoring form
Whispering softly"Baby its cold" She mumbles and moves in her sleep
Curling up against her wrapping his arms around her
He wonders if she even knows he is there
She knows,she always knows, deep in her soul, she feels him, his breath, his heart beat
Curled deep in her sleeping world, she knows, she always knows

Rob Zombie - Hands Of Death (Burn Baby Burn)

Your eye ball crunches in my mouth like a pomegranate seed
The vitreous fluid sliding down my gullet
So sweet, so tantalizing, must have more
I hold you by your throat, my nails piercing your tender flesh
Masters voice whispering in my ear
"Yessss, more you must have more
Make me strong again
Taste the tender sweet flesh of the Innocent ones"

Licking my lips in anticipation I reach now with my other hand
Pressing my nails against your stomach as I slowly disembowel you
Your intestines curling around my arm as they slip from your body
Steam rising up in the air as you scream, your screams an orchestra to my ears
Sliding my hand through the rest of your innards, aiming for the best part
Your heart, while it still beats, feeling it now pulsing between my fingers
Pulling it free from your chest, licking the crimson drops as it slows its pumping
Baring my teeth,biting down upon your heart, crunching it between my teeth
"Sleep innocent one sleep, I shall take your soul and flesh
into my hell is your final rest"

The other cowering now at my feet in fear ,begging and pleading for her life
Whimpering and whispering, promising me everything I could ever desire
Little does she know she too will dance among my hell fire
Snatching her up by the hair, waving her around in the air as if she were a rag doll
Cackling and screaming at the top of my lungs, her terror has only just begun

Smashing her body down upon the ground, it makes the most delicious sound
A sickening snap and crunch as bones shatter and break
My knife glittering in the fading sun light as I slowly flay her skin
Her screams and shouts lulling me into a trance, in her skin I now dance
The Master's voice now silent, no longer guiding me, no longer directing my every move
My eyes now full of desire, as I too dance among my own hell fire
Speckled and splattered in blood, gore covering my face
I reach down now cracking open her skull, revealing her brain
Plunging my hand inside her cranium, squishing my fingers through her gray matter
Aching now to have a taste, binging m fingers slowly up to my face
Flicking my tongue out,wrapping it around her brains
Growing heady with intoxication as I swallow her gray matter

So wrapped up in my feeding frenzy, never hearing the other voices, the sirens
The Master's voice so very silent now, not even the merest whisper as I bend down now and kiss her
Grabbed from behind and jerked to my feet, my eyes now slowly focusing
Words shouted at me that I cannot understand, roughly shoved and pulled, handcuffs so tight around my wrists
Shackled and led to a car, confused and scared I start to cry
Screaming out for my Master, asking him why
"Master Master why have you forsaken me, did I not please you, did I not do everything you asked of me"

Sitting here now in this room with walls of white
Wrapped so tightly in this jacket, rocking to and fro whimpering for my Master
Hearing the whispers from the doctors and nurses
Knowing now that my Master was false, nothing but he voices in my head
As I sit her wishing I too were dead



** Thank you for being ever so patient in waiting for this**