very good.

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thanks mark, i have done that. nothing is recongized to be removed. no one called me, i got all information from searching the net. there is a file in my windows program files, but i do not know if i should remove it. i took out a messenger because on the search, it said this messenger was one of the culprits. ididnt use that one anyways.
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seena

i cannot get online with my pc. i am on laptop right now. i tried to upload teh xp service pack 3 and was denied access.
when it removes itself, little black windows come up-two of them- which also say access denied.
one window says sytem 32 cmd
the other says imc.exe
on search, i find it may be malicious malware
and i find it is ok to leave.
of course, removal requires download, and money,but as i cannot get the pc online, i cannot download anything to it. unless it will download to a file on the laptop and i can burn a disc to put into pc.
any help appreciated. i have been in internet withdrawal. poor verizon company peoples, i chewed a couple of them the other night cause there was no one there to help. lol.
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seena

thanks all for your replies. sorry so long in getting back to you. my pc is down with a possible virus so i am out for a bit, unless i can get on my laptop. hugggssssssss

good one!

ty mirror, you are just the sweetest
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When to Let Go

Who says that it is, to be a mother,
You must know.
But tell me how do you know
When to let go?
When you’re holding that little one
In your arms so tenderly
How do you know?
When to let go?
When they take their first step
Their little fist clenched tight on your finger
How do you know?
When to let go?
The roller skates, the bicycle
They yell “now mommy, now”
But can you really say
It’s time to let go?
Off to school, their first time to date
High school graduation
Can you tell me yet?
Is it time to let go?
College education
Trials and tribulations
How will you know?
The time you’ll let go?
Marriage and divorces
Children and recourses
Tell me how I’ll know
When it’s time to let go?
If you are a mother
Then you will surely know
There never is a time
You will let go.
tdb 2/14/2005

thank you rush and 0123
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Dear seena----

WE've all had many, many days like you're having---
part of the problem, is that it is a PART of WHO we are...
it isn't just a "job" we leave behind when we get "off the clock"...these are lives that we think about whether we want to or not......... There are many days when you ask yourself, "TALL ME AGAIN WHY I WANTED TO BE A NURSE??????"..................and then one day there's ONE patient - perhaps the parents' face upon the birth of their baby, or a little elderly lady who will look at you with warm, glistening eyes and say a simple, "Thank you my dear",..........and THAT, my friend, is what makes our profession worth while.............

Just hang in there..........and it will come back to you, because it is a BEAUTIFUL part of WHO YOU are.......


( I've always told my daughter she could be ANYTHING SHE WANTED TO BE - except for a nurse or a prostitute.............she's chosen to be a physician of Naturopathic Medicine........ - guess she's been around Medicine so long part of it has also become a part of who SHE IS as well.........take care...)




hi brookline
thank the Lord that there at not really alot of days that i dont want to be a nurse. congrats on your daughter. she has an interesting part in medicine.
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bob, mr hot and kaze, here is my hey to you. i promised everyone i would say hey. gotta keep my word.
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seena

a cute diddy i wrote when i was stuck
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Here I’m stuck in limbo
And wondering what to do
I can’t get out to cry for help
There’s something in my shoe
The bike that I rode here on
Is stuck inside a car
The merry go round I want to ride
I can’t get on so far
I think that I am coward
And hiding in this place
I know there’s something out there
That I don’t want to face
I’m stuck right here in limbo
I think I’ll stay a while
This hamster wheel I’m running on
Will get me back in style

it has opened you and is showing a bit of pain. maybe it is "seen" by many of us because we know where you are at?
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seena

He comes across as strong and crude
And she turns away from him
He stands amongst his friends
Head thrown back with laughter
From some snide remark spoken
In the crowd
He catches a glimpse of her glaring
And he no longer feels so strong
A sip from the glass in his hand
Then he starts towards her
She leaves the room, stepping out
Into the cool night
And he follows her
She speaks angrily to him
As he reaches for her
When she tries to step back
He pulls her to him
Speaking softly
Of his love for her
Her anger recedes
The strong and crude has left him
To be replaced
By tenderness and whispers
As he enfolds her into his arms
Without her
The center of his world would be empty
She is the love of his life
His reason for being
She is his core
tdb 8/6/08

give her some extra huggss for me
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thank you

thanks all for replies. remember none of us are "Just" a nurse, or a cna, or doctor, or whatever. we are all special people in our own special way. my day turned out to be ok the day i posted this. now my phone/internet service is giving me the problems!!! lolol.
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seena

hi jennifer, will and thrace. good of you to join us other centrals.
take care
seena in pana

even though today has not started, and i do not know what the day will bring, today, i don't want to be a nurse. i want to cuddle back down into my bed, and be just me, lol.
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There are times when I wonder
Why I became a nurse
Some days are so trying
I don’t want to be a nurse anymore
Patients yelling at staff
Staff yelling at other staff
Doctors not helping my patient
The way I know my patient needs helped
Family members of the ill
Underfoot and irritating
Making my patient sicker
Because they hover over the patient
Not letting them get the rest they need
On these days, nothing goes right
It only goes wrong
Pharmacy sends the wrong medications
Or none at all
And becomes agitated with me when I call
Housekeeping takes forever
To clean the room I need for my new patient
And the food in the cafeteria is old
Or I didn’t even make it to the cafeteria
And that stat lab I’m still waiting on
The bath basin spills
The colostomy bag pops off
The foley cath bag leaks
The Alzheimer patient kicks me in the knee
The IV comes loose
And the patient bleeds on my pants
Yes, it all goes wrong
On these days
I don’t want to be a nurse

most of the poems i post are written in the "past". especially the ones pertaining to the military. this is how i made it through the war when my child was "in". God gave me poems, and i gave them to other mothers to help them too.
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seena


You Don’t Have to Be Strong

I over heard a mother say
I can’t do it any more
I can’t be strong today
My son is going to war
I cannot let him know
That I am hiding pain
I don’t know how I’ll make it
Til he comes home again
I wanted to go up to her
And hold her close to me
To let her know that we are there
To also let her see
You don’t have to be strong
To make it through the day
You don’t have to be strong
There are other ways
You shout out loud and yell
Dear Lord why must he go
You pound your hands on furniture
You just let the steam blow
You scream you shout you stomp your feet
You throw things everywhere
You cry until you can cry no more
Because you son is going there
No, you don’t have to be strong
You must let the pain come out
Just do it all in privacy
Where you know what it’s about
Don’t let others know about the hole
You punched in the bedroom wall
Now you can hold your head up
And be strong before us all
It may seem like eternity
The time your son is gone
Just remember what I say
You don’t have to be strong
tdb

support is always found in my heart and my home.
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