Oh look at those guns, I think I've been ***** whipped!

sure but I'm home now but I guess I could go out and find one.

just got back from a long drive... about 800 miles and no one to come home to... and... I don't know! I hate being alone

Well I get the same problem but when a girl/woman/lady messages me I answer every chance I get but when I do the same thing and there's no answer I send one more message explaining what I'm like and they have no worries with me but! it is very rude on there part that they do this to guys but again there are people on here that are down right nasty to these ladies and disgusting and they do far worse than anybody has a right to do to anyone but there has got to be a way to distinguish from a nice guy that wants the same thing because there was a friend of mine that met a guy and she gave him her email and he sent her pictures of dead, brutally murdered women, it was the most horrid thing I have ever seen. so I hope that helps you understand what women on these sites are dealing with... some really sick people.

It's hard to know where to start when your life has been devastated by so many, it becomes a tall order... Like turning the moon into paradise... then like a slow whisper of air you feel time is running out because you're getting older but you don't feel old, you feel half your age and your hearts been broken three times as much or more. So where do you start? Every journey is different just the outcome at the end of the year should be better, I guess I'm starting with the creator, going back to church, finding where God is in my life and why I can feel him but he still seems out of reach, I've always felt like a spiritual orphan, someone that nobody wanted, although I make people laugh, maybe I don't smile enough myself but smiling is hard when the reasons are so few. Next, going back to school and working toward getting my life back and never have anyone ever take it away from me again, I have lost everything in my life twice, I never wanted to harden my heart and I've done my best not to... God? Give me the grace to forgive them because they don't know what they've been
doing and I feel like I'm the one losing.

No one calls, no one writes, I spent Thanksgiving alone all day and all night, I got off work and went to the park and walked all through the city looking at Christmas lights immersed in the dark, I listening to the radio being sometimes a little upbeat, thinking of how bad this holiday was as I walked the darkened street and feeling a silent sense of painful doubt that my lonely holidays will be doughty still as I walk through the gloaming with no end, no promise, no hope and no happiness, the death of my soul as dark misery cutting in like a knife, heavy with every foot fall of my gate into the night.

thanks for your understanding, I have made friends on Face Book but I have noticed this trend that you are the only one that starts to say hello and I have started a test to prove this I have stopped writing or saying hello and so far the theory is sound, the social behavior on social net works like; Face book becomes antisocial. sad that this happens but does anyone notice? but thanks for your thoughts and HELLO, HOW ARE YOU DOING.

Death in life, it's so hard being alone, it's like you never knowing warmth again, never hearing the heartbeat of someone else, but your own, when you have such a heart it breaks more evenly everyday, in the same place, we all have a heart and it gets broken so easily and when it does you feel like you have stopped breathing… Barely. With all the social network's; we make friends, exchange e-mails, and then it dies, whatever was had there's not another; hello, how are you, how you been, are you okay, are you still alive and it's been so easy to become pseudo-friends where not a word is exchanged except for an occasional poke on Facebook. So why don't we just end the friendship "but no! Just in case I need to talk to them" or mourn the deaths as your friends but you never talk to or said hello to, for weeks, months or years but there was always that contact on the computer; on messenger, on Skype and yet a word is not typed or sent and yet people do not wish to think 'what is my friend feeling because of this non-connection and what have I done to my friend I'm not saying… Not even hello! Your friend is probably thinking nobody cares, your friend, the one you've turned into a misst that lingers but is never gone, but constantly wonders what they did wrong, in careless, friendless limbo they exist, to the day one of you passes away from the window waiting for hello' s or how are you's is over and then pain comes in the broken heart becomes forever.

I wrote these words so people understand when they make friend what is that friend feeling when you never talk to them and how many friends are you doing this to, your friends have become 'No friends' like a large company employee you have unjustifiably turned them into a number of a computer somewhere.

most people you make friends with you initiate the hello to or friendly conversation with works ok for awhile but then, nothing, your friends on Facebook or some other site but if you look at it, your still friends but your always the one that says hello or hi and they never do, it's all a bit one-sided... God says hello more often then they do and it's so easy; chat, email, Skype and still nothing days go bye, months, and God for bid, year's. one day that person you called friend won't be there anymore, they will have passed away and you will never see another hello again and this is something I have noticed seem to do it more and women are the worst offenders, so why is this?

Hello! I'm from st George, Utah anyone. From here

the older a woman gets the man-ash she gets and the same for men as they get older their voices get higher like a woman's. a woman is a beautiful gift to a man but it sure does help with the right gift rap even a nice pair of flats will do wonders for a woman but when it comes to man bashing I have been hit so hard in my heart it's hard to trust women at all.

I changed my profile to the real bruised and battered me or maybe I'm just to broken for love anymore, so read my new profile.

I live in St George, Utah any ladies from there?

spending two weeks in Seattle going to the space needle for dinner and after dinner getting caught in the rain and we kiss with the city and everything moving around us but we still stay kissing. that really happened it was the best I wish I could top it if I could find someone again to do things like that.

1. What makes a woman irresistible? If you've just met, what is it about them that has you coming back for more? If you are in a relationship, what can they do to foster that irresistibility that keeps you coming back?


What makes a woman irresistible? Her style, her class in how she treats her self... see some women dress well and for the right man something simple but men are visual if a woman looks nice with the right clothes she can be so irresistible... the other day I was getting gas and there was a woman that I remember everything she had on because it just shouted CLASS! She had on these tight cuffed leg jeans, a pink top... with matching pink bracelet , black patent flat shoes, short blonde hair and I remember all this because it showed me she cared what she looked like and she was a vary irresistible older woman... maybe in her 40s... but now on the other side of the gas pump was another woman long grey hair lose jeans and a shirt didn't notice her shoes, she was what some would call ( down to earth ) about the same age but didn't take care of her self at all, less class. but that other lady I couldn't take my eyes off her... I hope nobody noticed! lol. So! what can they do to keep that up do more of the same... now you tell me when any man went back for more when the woman dressed in less... sure there are some guys that would come back for anything but really made them look good was at one time! she wore something nice you know sassy flats or low heels, and something nice that really got him going. I tell you if you had someone dressed like a bag lady and had her com-on to a few guys sexy like they would be running for the hills.

2. When do you feel your most manly/sexy/desired around a woman? What does she do to kill that sense of manliness?

When she comes on to me, shows interest in me, she maybe gets a little forceful and she wishes for me to do something about it, she wants me for me. and to kill that? she stops all intimacy; no kissing, no hugging, like she could care less and she will say things like " I might see you later " MIGHT? like being in a relationship was an after thought and its not just a killer it hurts unless the guy is only in it for the sex then the games are on but I'm not that type it hurts and it hurts bad.



3. What do you really think about people-pleasing women?

people as in not just the man but everyone... but that's silly it must be the man... well... I think it's should be the highest on the list, first in the man's thoughts " how does she wish to be treated " not every woman likes it rough but the man and woman should talk if you really love her you "the man" will want to know what she really wants from you.

4. What are the qualities of your dream woman?

that she is my friend and we can tell each other anything and do. things you would not tell your own family; sexual fantasies and don't leave anything out. that she takes care of her self and she would dress to always keep me on my best behavior and I would always want her to be near me, and that treating her like a queen is not always buying her things it's also treating her the best way I can and fined a new way to say "I love you with all my heart" every day and she knows we are in it for the long haul and its us and then there is the world.

well that's it.