Interet dating.. It sucks! There is no interested ladies wanted to reply to me in this website. Only "friends"... well, I am not here for that.

Because of this, I am closing this account. Thank you for nothing!! Ciao!

Wow!! No one replied?? Hmm.. something is not right.. Hmm!

Ladies, are you in your 30s? Then are you interested in a 45 years old? Please reply!! Don't be shy!!

:)

Whatever your name is (to melody), look, why you think I am old in thought process. Why you think that? I mean.. I do not think things are old to me. I am me! OK?? You think I am behind. I am NOT behind. People told me for years I think of things AHEAD of my time.

However, if you were to say I speak things before I think, then yes, I do have that problem. Hahaha. But I felt hurt. I already shut off my forums. I wanted to see if you said anything. You did.

I felt hurt so I turned off my community forums. So, this actually last post.

Thank you. God bless!

Mel, that is what I was trying to say at the beginning.. that is why I did not want to be in forums!!!! The more private, the better!! Now you all have asked for it.. Now are you all sorry for asking me for info about me?

Well, I am gonna stick to just emailing to the ladies.. like anybody would keep applying for a job.

So, no more forums. This will be the last statement. If it goes out of control, I might pull my profile. And another to cross off..

Thank you all for the answer but I like this topic to close or stop.

One more thing, you insulted me saying I am antiquated. Why you say that? Why did you say I am that? What does that word even apply to? I am still sticking to the old fashioned way. They earn it! For example, if your computer crashes, you lose info. Right? You still have papers you filed in your file cabinet.. that won't go away unless God forbid.. you know what I mean?

Is that what you are talking about? I do not want to know anymore answers. This topic ends now. Thank you!!

There are much better things to do than going to a bar!! or a night club!!

How about during summers to go down south and lay on the beach.. Or go to a tourist town.. like um, Old Forge, NY where the beauty of the Adirondacks is especially with the fall leaves.. or the snow and go snowmobiling..

Or go to NYC to see all the museums, locations where tv and movies were filmed at or see the sites such as UN, Central Park, etc.. as a group!

Now THAT I call a real road trip. Not to a bar!! Come on!!

Maybe I am in the wrong site. Hahaha.

Right now, I can not afford a cross country trip. Someday. Anyone from upstate NY wanna get together???

Had a cheater one time. We were engaged back in 1993.. and um.. I should have seen it coming. Why would she always had to be home at 10 pm and she was 23 or 24 at the time!? Then later.. I had a call on the TTY (Device for Deaf) call and had to use her bedroom. I was total furious that she had pictures of her OTHER boyfriend!! I connected the dots eventually that she had to come home eariler in evenings so she can call him!! He was in college out of town.

So, by Christmas afternoon, I dumped her! Hahaha. Why? She beat the crap out of me on my Birthday. That was another whole story! So, I had to do something to hurt her feelings on a wonderful holiday.

There are more about her but thats enough. You get the idea.

Now she is married to him! B****H!

Hahaha. Her loss!

So, I know how this feels. I hate cheating! I don't like cheating!

I rather her to say upfront to me if she cheated on me. And ask why. Then dump her.


My ex who cheated on me refused to tell me why--the real reason. She made excuses as well as not saying anything at all.

This is why I am seeking for HONEST woman!

Nope. Only once a longggg time ago. I do not like telethons. Too much talking. I am more of action type.. wanted to see a lot of activities in films, tv shows, whatever. Not talking!!

I also saw UCP Telethon once or twice a long time ago. They used to do that on TV. Not anymore. My father was the President of our local UCP Clinic long time ago. I was in Pre-School Deaf program at the UCP in the 1960's. The Late John Ritter was the host of the UCP version.

Universal Soldier: The Recurection (sp).. About terrorists kidnapped a Russian politican's children and had 2 regenerated soldiers so Luc, the American regenerated soldier was sent to destroy those two. Starring Jean Claude Van Damme. I met his nephew who is deaf and has that look similar to his famous uncle. Nice man! Van Damme knows how to sign! Real cool!

Can not think of any other movies since you all answered it!! I think there was one more.. 1492. Also 10,000 BC.

Hmm.. Oh well. Can't think of any.. Ha.

Hahaha, both of you, Melody and Tanyann, really crack me up! If you like what I say, maybe I should start charging admission here!! Hahahha.

Oh wait, maybe I can forgive admission if one of you is willing to come out to my hometown and spend the weekend with me and you will have a loaded knowledge of me but of course, you pay for our dinners. How is that? Hahahahaa. ;)

Well, to be honest, I DO want to have kids. My father.. he does not know how to show love and all. He thinks money buy love. But he never do things with me like.. taking him under his wings at the family business that his father--my grandfather started. His father--my great grandfather did not know how to show feelings either. And he did not care about my grandfather.. well, to make it short, I want to have kids because I know I will have kids and I love kids. I even took a lady friend to the hospital so she can have her baby! I was all calm. I felt like she was mine. Her baby's father dumped her. Ohh.. that special feeling.. However, I stopped seeing my friend because she went back to partying and not focus on her TWO daughters. I told her to grow up and be a mother!

There is another reason why I truly wanted to have a baby. My ex-girlfriend aborted our baby without letting me know. I hate that law in this country. I am not looking for a replacement baby but I would love to raise one as my own. And pass along the wisdom and all. I am very smart. Um.. also pass along not just name, my posseses and then I want my kids to bury me. Who is gonna bury me when I am old. My family live up to 90 something.

So.. there you go. Where are you my bride??

I am VERY American, born and raised in USA! Proud to be American! Very anti-illegals including you know who is in the W.H. I know I was born here. Can not say more details than that because I am not the President of the United States. When that time comes, I will explain which hospital, date, time, etc. Hahaha. Ok? Hahaha.

I am curious, any of you Industrial Designers? I am a product and vehicle designer. As for vehicle, you might know that the 1990s Arctic Cat Hammerhead design were my design. I designed them in 1985. As for products, little bit of this and that but hardly for you to see. I did 2 commerical building designs.. One already built years ago. It was a remodel. The other is the Deaf Camp in Earlville, NY. They are still raising funds for a new lodge I designed and bunkhouses.

I also designed a new tool belt for a client that should be out in stores soon. That is a patented product that your tool wont fall out.

I am an Artist as well. I am also a Free-lance Designer and CAD Operator. I love to design products, vehicle, and architectural (commerical and residental). I do all 3. I can do murals, illustrations, renderings, design. I prefer freehand than computer. Its the uniquness and fun doing by hand than computers.. But you know.. ha.

It is not easy for me making a living with almost no money as a free-lance. Oh well!

I am VERY creative!! I believe God gave me the talent to do so.

I dated all kinds.. well, almost. I am Deaf so I dated Deaf, Hard of Hearing, and Hearing. I am Caucasian (Italian-Irish American) and I dated Caucasian, Blacks (African-American and a Bahamaiam Black American), Polyasian (Part Japanese, part British Hawaiian), and Mexican Native American. I have dated as tall as six feet and short as 4 feet 7. I am 5 feet 3. I dated real skinny boney type and large as well.

I also dated a hot model and a pretty model and I also dated one of uglist too.

I am blind in every section there is.

I tend to prefer to date someone who is of different race. I felt I am attracted to that. And doesnt matter she is Deaf or Hearing however I felt better with Hearing since my attitude and personality is.. more "Hearing". I talk very well and read lips, really. I do not hang with the Deaf. They are the same losers I went to school still around town so that is why I don't bother with them.

I learned that there are 100 different shades of pigaments of skin so there is no true split of races. From Albano to Equator African Dark Black. I am more of Olive II.. that is, with blue eyes, olive skin--medium with a touch of lighter side.

Well, many of you say no but for me, yes. I am quite bothered by my current age and older. It has been that way since I was 18 and the girls at the time thought I was old enough to be their fathers! LOL. I am quite peeved by how people see me. Everyone needs to stop looking at appearances!!

Sorry folks!! No offense.

What is more important to me? God is.

Sure, I can date myself! LOL. I got wonderful dates!! My birthday! Thanksgiving!! New Year's Eve, July 4th, Memorial Day, Labor Day.. Great dates!!! They are beautiful dates!! Hot hot hot!! LOL!!

I forgot to mention that the other controversal is.. many older women are crazy about me since I was 20. I was like, no thanks!! I wanted someone my age when I was in my 20s and 30s because I wanted to marry and to start a family! Yes, I do want to have children. I am the 2nd child of 3 children. I come from well known local families. Some were politicans, some were well-known farmers, one was owner of this local famous landmark that is the symbol of my hometown. That one should be easy if you do your research about my hometown. LOL. Also one was a socialite who donated all of her money to a museum here that was designed by I.E. Pei.

I am first born male of first born male of first born male, etc.. Yes, I am the torch bearier of my last name. I had pressures from my family to carry on!!

My brother and my sister have children already. I hate to break that tradition and pass it on to my weird nephew. He is weird. Hardly talked with me. I wondered why.

About the older women, I get angry emails or comments from older ladies in chat rooms, in other dating sites. Why? Because I limited to younger women. That is why I am also controversal. LOL.

Ted, whats in the video? You did not explain.

You wanna know what controversy I have or a few of them? Ok, let's start with history in the past. I am too "Hearing" in the Deaf world and I am too "Deaf" in the Hearng World. I get rejections from both side of the fence to this day.

Second of all, I get upset at short women my height or SHORTER wants much TALLER men and I aruge with them to look beyond height, appearances, etc. Look at the inside!

Third, I recalled when I was about 23, 24 years old and was at church with my brother. I liked some of the ladies our age. My brother is 3 yeas younger than I am. And um, the ladies told him secretly to tell me they were not interested in me because they thought I was my brother's father! Yes, I had mustache and gray hair already!! I had gray hair since 18. So, dating was real tough. Only I could find are pure trash. And yes, I had consequences from those trashy types. I felt I had no choice at the time. Christian ladies did not want me but the trashy ones did.. why? They wanted me to drive them around!! One tried to kill me, another stole my car, and another falsely accused me of harassment. I lived! No physcial scar because the knife went in the car seat. Whew. The other ex stole my car. I got it back a few hours later. Third ex accused me of harassment but I was breaking up with her and telling her good bye.. you know? Breaking up! So what the lawyer explained that I am Deaf and my ex's hearing so it was misunderstanding and the judge let me go. Charges dropped.

I also had girlfriends real nice ones but some jerk destroyed each one behind my back and I wondered why and some told me why. That is why I despite some people. I am not very people person. No.

I have a mind of my own and very different than everyone so they say I am not normal. I am so different. Really!

Controversy really goes back further. When my mom was pregnant at 3 weeks, she got ill with Rubella (very common and an outbreak in mid-1960s). 3 Doctors wanted her to abort me but my mom refused and believed I will be fine. I am fine! Only I was born at normal 9 months and weighted at 3.5 pounds! SMALL baby! That is why I have small hands, feet (size 5.5), etc..

Um, as for adult life, I have more gray hair now than before. But my eye brows are still the same. Brown. Um, still good looking.

As for other things. I am a Freelance Designer/CAD Operator. Ok, the controversy about this is that I have no work. Never mind the current state of recession. This has done the same as always before. Not much work! I tried FOR YEARS to get a Full-Time in the field I am seeking in. Already earned that stupid piece of paper! I personally do not believe in college education if you believe in talents God gave you. My own personal faith and religion opinion is that I don't believe in college education. They say only you need is a portfolio but then companies being 2 face, say, "Oh you gotta have a degree." That is why I refuse to listen to those jerks. Now I am sure they all are feeling what I am feeling. I am glad the recession is happening.

Now, do you see why I am so "Controversal" to you?

I am also very conservative politically because of moral, fiscal, and patroitic reasons. I literally beileve all liberals including communists, socialists, leftists, obamaians.. all has to go and get out of the country. If they love that doctrine, they need to check Cuba, Libya, Venzeula, China, North Korea, Iran, Bin Ladan's orgainzation, etc and live with them!!

Only thing I agree with those jerks is we need a National Employment Lottery System. That is, draft names out of a drum and you are hired. No discrimination and therefore employers can not fire you for at least 5 years. Then I would be very happy when I am drafted without any discrimination because of the so called requirement of that piece of paper and because of my deafness.

Everything else has to be conservative in US.

Hmm.. you gave me an idea.. more controversal!!! Hahahaha. How about National matchmaking Lottery System. Once I am drafted to marry someone I like!! Hahahahahaa. ;)

Ocean, me-chill? Well, how about yourself? Are you chill?
I am not chilling! It is nice out!! Very warm!!!