In silent times i stray in thought ...of all the moments my life's brought ...most of these thoughts reflect on you..The love we had when Just us two...I carry on damaged through most normal days...Your echo's still haunt me in feverish ways....Escaping your memory is hard from within....I stubble and fall each time i begin....I have to break free from these emotional ties ...Have to find closure from your treacherous lies...I hate that you still have power inside me....How can i fight you when i'm my own enermy...This pain in my heart is constant and clear....Intruding inside me and feeding my fear...This poison you gave me with passionate deceat... has stopped me from living i Die at your feet.ByRIC

I look at life from both sides now ... And still I'm eluded by you somehow....I picture your smile and the laughs we shared.....The devotion i Gave when you never cared...I look at life from both sides now.... The times that i held you and still somehow...I struggle with doubt if our bond was real .... The lust and passion and How i would feel...I look a life from both sides now... I believed that you loved me and still somehow....This hole in my heart is hard to repair .... Most days i feel empty cause you not there....