Quick, I love to go rock climbing, it's such a challenge, then after you
reach your destination, then look down--you say WOW! I climbed so far,
WHOA. I also like camping, fishing, boating, outside earthy natural
things. I especially love the water, the ocean, rivers, lakes, water
near the mountains and as far ocean goes, I love it all. Swimming, rock
climbing, looking for shells, walking along the beach bare-footed of
course, looking for sand crabs, watching them, and letting the wet sand
come up between my toes. I feel like I am apart of the water. I feel so
alive around it, not that I am not feeling alive in this ole sandy
desert I currently live in, but at the ocean more me's naturally come
out of me. Yes, climbing to wonderful! Me Green Eyes

Stretch90568, I remember feeling that way when I used to dance, the way
I got through it, was practice, practice, practice. It's unfamiliar to
you so it's a little scary. Things we have'nt done before, at first we
feel uncomfortable, but after a while with practice, like I said, will
eventually feel like is thats what I was afraid of, it's nothing now.
Now, it will be familiar to you and now you will be able to help someone
else with the same thing. It's that just great! We live and learn, if
we're open to it. Just Green Eyes

Compma67, That is truly a deeply warm felt poem, I really could relate
to it. My deceased husband of 10 years would white me the way you felt
about your someone. I thinks it's beautiful! Nothing like true love,
being in love, a best friend, a partener, playing and goofing around and
just being yourself, and all that is just 1 person. I pray and hope I
will be able to experience this again in my life. Best wishes! Green
Eyes

tRUTHORLIFE, I COULDN'T HAVE SAID IT BETTER. I BELIEVE THE WAY YOU DO.
ALTHOUGH, I DO BELIEVE IN SOUL-MATES, SOULMATE NEEDS WORK AS WELL, BUT
THE DEEP CLOSENESS YOU FEEL WHEN YOU DO MEET YOUR SOUL-MATE IS
MIRACULOUS! SOMETHING UNDESCRIBABLE, I KONWI HAVE EXPERIENCED THIS.
UNFORTUNATELY, HE PASSED AWAY ABOUT A YEAR AGO, EVEN THOUGH WE HAD BEEN
SEPERATED FOR A FEW YEARS. WE ALWAYS TALKED ON THE EVERYDAY, I MISS HIM
DEEPLY! NO WORDS CAN EXPLAIN. I DO KNOW THERE ARE MORE SOUL-MATES THAN
JUST 1 FOR EVERYONE OF US. I PRAY AND I AM WAITING FOR HIM TO ALIGHT
UPON ME. I DON'T MIND WORKING AT ALL IN ANY RELATIONSHIP. THANK YOU FOR
YOUR SHARING, GREENEYES

Loves2Please, Again you just don't ever who to trust. I'ts shame! I have
always been the one to give the benefit of the doubt to people, no days
I just wonder. Although, There are still people that can be trusted and
try to put one over on you. I thank god for that and I myself try to
just trust my experience and intution. I believe God is my intution
anyway. I know that won't happen to you again. GREEN EYES

Your right Shadow! I am myself, as much as I can be, just me. Oh,by the
way, I had shepard named Shadow once! Now, I have a kitten by the same
name. GREEN EYES I just love the word Shadow wheather a dog, cat or
friend, doen'nt matter.

Welcome Greedier, I am sorta new myself! I am still trying to figure how
to put all my thoughts on a computer without sounding like a iodit. Good
typing! GREENEYES

iAM4U, I JUST RECEINTLY GOT ON, BUT BY FOR NOW SEE YOU TOMORROW SOME
TIME. HAVE A GOOD EVENING! MS GREEN EYES

OH, I LIKE YOUR PICTURE.

Iam4u, I like that you are able to express yourself so deeply. There are
so many people that are not capable, or do not know how. Very
refreshing! When you are not looking, the one 4u will alight upon you,
you will just know, you will feel a deep WHOA, WOW, now what do I do?
The butterfly beauty will alight upon your arm, don't catch her, she
will catch you. Just watch and see. I am waiting for my butterfly to
come out of his cocoon as well to alight upon me. Green Eyes

WOW,GUITAR MAN! THIS IS VERY VERY GOOD, A POEM IN MY IMAGINATION AS A
CHILD, ONLY IN A GIRL'S WAY. I WOULD NOT KNOW WHAT IT WOULD FEEL LIKE TO
HAVE A GOOD CHILDHOOD WITH NO NEGLECT, NO ABUSE AND REALLY LOVED, SO
INSTEAD OF FEELING A DEEP SADNESS, I JUST GIVE EVERYTHING I DIDN'T HAVE
TO MY GRANDCHILDREN. WOUNDS DO HEAL, THANK GOD! GOOD POEM, FOR REALS!
GREENEYES

Lionsbrew, I can relate to the depth of your soul, absolutely real and
you have touched many spots in my being. Thank you, Green eyes

Thank you Michael, I am as real as I can be, what can I say! Thank you
Iam4u, I really love people who really respond to whatever I am
expressing 4u and Michael. Isn't great to communicate with people you
don't really know from all over the U.S. of A. In a way, you don't know,
but then again you do know them in a way, because the ones that really
respond to your words and feeling in a compatiable way let you know you
are not all alone in this Great big beautiful earth. I really do try to
reach out and touch or help someone, I can't help it, it's my heart.
Green Eyes

Rome, 9 times out of ten if she wants to be intimate with you! Noticing
that she feels romantic, wants to talk about whatever, like your her
best friend in life. Letting you know she has been thinking about you
all day at work and could'nt wait to get home to almost rape you cause
she loves and appreciates you so much. Simple, laughing, smiling,
telling you about stuff that happened at work, desiring to be close to
you. If there is a change in your relationship in any manner, shape or
form. I will give you an analogy, like you call her thinking everything
is the same and she says babe, honey, lover, baby, sugar, whatever she
calls you, doesn't matter. You know what I mean! I don't feel very good
tonight, I'm tired, lets wait till this weekend, if in school-I have to
study. Any excuse to not be with you the night you want to be close to
her, believe me, there is a problem. I know from experience in life, I
am a good woman, honest, real and 53 years old, although I do look young
for my age. This is not about me, this is about answering your question.
Remember, your suppose to be best friends, parteners, hanging out with
each other when your not at work, able to talk to each other about
anything and everything, even saying to you babe I don't feel the same
way as I used too. We are dealing with being honest and thinking about
some elses feelings, not being selfish. Rome, you asked and allI can do
is be honest and come from my experiences. I really hope I have helped
you, I really do care about my fellow brothers and sister of this ole
planet we are on. Sincerely, Green Eyes

Iam4u, the more I post, I just might get a roast! You are right! The
more I let people get to know me, the better. Who knows who I might meet
by just being me. Let me tell you something, like I said, I am a late
bloomer. I am discovering new me's everyday. This sight is really
helping me to come out of my shell, more and more each day. I really
love to communicate with people, wheather jokingly, lightly or deeply
and serious. Does't matter, as long as I am able to listen to someone
and someone really listens to me. I mean, lets get real, we all want to
be acknowledged, appreciated and loved. I finally am capable of giving
real love to someone. It's only taken me a lifetime to do that, and I am
still learning lessons. At least I have come to point in my life, that I
claim I really don't know too much. I am teachable! Anyway,I could just
talk and talk and talk, but I do need feed back. I have learned that I
find out who I am by others who care. Green Eyes for now.

iam4u, would that mean me, the light is green. I have to say that may
times in my life, I have been green, like nieve or blind or something. I
am a late bloomer, but I always say better to bloom, than not bloom at
all. Thanks for your responce! I really love it when people acknowledge
your exhisnce, It makes me feel like I am really listened too. Thank you
iiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmm44444444444444uuuuuuuuu
Just trying to be funny! Green Eyes

So sorry! Hi iam4u and purple, the top of the morning to the both of
you! Green eyes

Welcome Hen, We all have alot of fun on here! I don't respond as much as
others do because, I am busy raising my grandchildren and let me tell
you, they are a handful! There ages are 7,4 and 3. Oh god help me, but I
do love them. Green eyes

Morena sweetheart, I am so sorry! Sometimes bad, unexcepting things
happen to good people, like yourself. I do not know all the ins and outs
of what's happening to your brother, but there is always a solution.
Just remember that our father god has his reasons for everything, even
if we do not like it. There is a power that is greater than you, me and
everyone. In life , and"I am sure you know this already" things happen
in our lives for our growth in a spirtually way, this does make us
stronger. I know for myself that many painful things have happened to me
in my life. You will, and I say will grow, understand and eventually
except the reasons why in a future time. Right now, you are filled with
so much deep pain! Walking through this and coming out on the other end
will definately help someone else in an emense way. You will say, I have
been there, and everything is really going to be alright. I believe that
life is not about me, it's about others and what I can contribute to
them, in any manner, shape or form. I know this to be true, because I
feel Our creator put me here on earth to be a helper, not a taker. I
really do love people, even the ones that are all messed up, evil and
sick, sick, sick people. I am sure you know what kind of people I am
talking about. Rapists, murders, molesters, sexual child abusers, the
kind of people who are so selfish, they have no remorse, conscience, no
feelings at all, except emotional sickness. I know I have gotten off of
the pain you are feeling, but I guarantee you will get through this. If
you want, contact me at sassymycat@hotmail.com. I am empathic,
commpassionate and a good listener. I know you are grieving, but in life
there is always a process, we must go through it in order to grow and
help others. I hope I have been a help in some way. God bless you and
your family. Everything happens for a reason! Sincerely Green
eyes.......

WILL6, WHEN I E-MAIL, LEAVE MESSAGES ON THE VOICE MAIL, I WOULD
APPRECIATE A RESPONCE, I RESPOND! IT'S ALL ABOUT BEING COURTEOUS,
THOUGHTFUL, RESPECTFUL AND LETTING PEOPLE KNOW THEY ARE VALUED. DO FOR
OTHERS, LIKE YOU WOULD WANT OTHERS TO DO FOR YOU. THANKS FOR THE TOPIC!

Someone has allready mentioned Welbutrin. I went to my Dr. to get
something to quit smoking. My Doctor prescribed Welbutrin. I have been
taking it for a couple months now and I have actually quit smokning.
Originally, Welbutrin was created for depressed people. Most of the
people that were taking it for depression were smokers, evidently they
quit smoking. Maybe, but I don't know for sure. Maybe, just maybe, most
people who smoke are DEPRESSED. Does anyone have any feedback on this.
Green eyes

I am not as depressed and am smoke-free.