Lovely!!!

How beautiful...

Joy just seemed to elude me.
it was always for someone else
Until our two paths crossed.
I was certain it would be that way forever
Loneliness was simply a part
of every day life.
Indifference filled my nights, as each
became a carbon copy of the one before
Each time, now, that i think of you,
I find myself lost in thought, and
A warmth envelops me.
hugging me close in contented and
Nurturing love from you.
where there was emptiness, peace and love
Now surrounds my heart,
and I smile
Magic are the times we spend
together, as we grow closer still..
Amore' fills my soul and desires
burn within me.. I find myself
Reaching out my hands to you,
yearning for the pleasures your touch brings
In you, I've found what my heart
has Searched for
Eternity within your embraces,
my arms cradling you
Safely, warmly, with all
that I have to give
My prayers have been answered
The Lord has granted them through you
In each and every way possible,
Ive been shaved by you
These feelings continue to grow, and
I feel the ble3ssings He has bestowed
heaven has found a place here on earth
and that place is by your side.

What did i find out about my self.
I was so seeking for a person to love me so much i did not realize i was not loving them in return, i was giving and giving but never truly allowing them to love me so I could not love them.

when I learn that allowing a person to love you is more important then thinking you are to love them.. That is the how it works..

you Must allow them to love you the way thy know how, and let them give to you the way they understand love, for we are all different and we can not perceive anyone to be just like us. We might give 180% but they might not understand how to do that, all they can bring to the table is 80% and you have to allow there %% to count in your life, if not then you have no one in your life.

Knowing how to let others love you is the Key!