ugh omg i forgot one lol i love CMT!! country fried home videos is the best show ever!!

LMAO i know its hilarious and i think that derick guy is just a nutcase hes not a medium he just hears voices

LOL yea i think its funny cuz the girls scream like 5 yr olds but they're supposed to be "experts"

trutv (court tv) and the travel channel because most haunted rocks

ohh yea...in public people wonder if i can speak in private they wonder if i'll ever s top talking!

Thanks

Nearly a year ago
You flew away
In the balmy August night
There was no commotion
No monitors hummed, no alerts broke the silence in the halls
One minute you were there the next you were gone
Relieved of your earthly duties
The torment you wanted so badly to end,
In my heart of hearts I know it was the best thing that could have happened
For no longer do you suffer.
War and death that once was embedded in your brain
Probably seems like little more than a bad dream now
Still each and every day my heart squeezes a little
Sometimes the lump in my throat is so thick I cannot swallow for a beat
My very soul screams for you
Often times the darkened silence of night is my greatest enemy
Your voice is carried on the wind, ricocheting off every wall
Just hovering all around,
Breathlessly your name escapes my lips
My soldier
My love
How I miss you tonight
I need you to hold me
Tell me none of this is real
But you cannot
Nearly a year ago
You few away
Soared high into the heavens
In the balmy August night
Leaving me to my own devices
Struggling to understand
Oh my soldier
My love
I know you’re watching me now
Atop your bed of clouds
Forever filled with happiness of the purest kind
Still
How I miss you…

You’ve had my back since day one
Weathered countless storms of sadness and fury without a second thought
And made the skies bright again without asking for anything in return.
If there were such a thing as the perfect friend you would be the only candidate
Some days I know I’m an irritating jerk
The fastest emotional rollercoaster one will ever ride
Still you never budged
Nobody ever said you had to stay
They never asked you to dry every tear
Make me realize that to some I am worth a great deal
Yet you have
The day you walked away
It felt as though my heart had been ripped out
And placed in a paper shredder
Oh how deep that wound was
But since your return the weight has been lifted
And I want you to know
I’ve got your back
Now
And always



A dedication to my amazing friend Andrew

nope i just know im gonna go off on her....this redheaded temper is the only thing my biological father ever gave me anddd i use it well

i DID ask her thats why im soooo angry i was like whatcha mean shes like well you know....your both in chairs and stuff i was like oh my god

Nope we were too tight for things to be akward its just she feels since im disabled i should have a bf that is too but the thing is her brother is nothin like me his mental capacity is that of an 8 year old and hes like 25 so yea we're nothing alike except in the physical aspect

Well i never thought i was but i've heard it a few times since being here lol

awwwwwww!!! i luv ya too

nooo i went to jr high and high school with her

I think humans are the dumbest things that walk the earth!!! ignorance just seems to keep growing! yesterday my friend and i were making plans to hang out this weekened and she comes back with "yea you should come over here instead, my brothers comin down i think you two would really hit it off because hes just like you" it just sort of insulted me because i dont know its hard to explain just like me??? its not like i'm horribly different or something i just have more physical limitations then some others do but so what ya know? it just amazes me how shocked people are when they learn that i've only dated able bodied men not to say i wouldn't date someone with a disability i just never have sometimes people EXPECT me to date those with the same "problems" as me and it just gets annoying GRRR sorry guys had to vent LOL god i hate ignorance

happy birthday!!

i do...well on occassion alot of the time though i just plain dont have time god i hate guys who whine about it though if yall need attention given back that bad...buy a puppy

Just heard from Chris and he DID get the job!!!!!!!!!

oops i lied YES lol i forgot this is where i met that person LMAO blonde moment

nope