*I wrote this before I started seeing the girl I'm now seeing but figured I'd share it* Tweeked a small part so it doesn't sound like I'm the one who walks out. I want to be a part of her life*

He looks to her for strength.
When he’s at his lowest he finds happiness.
In someone who is under a year old.
She’s not even his.
He’s never even officially met her.
But, somehow she’s the light at the end of a very dark tunnel.
Noises and smiles are enough to make everything in his life ok.
It seems no matter what’s going on.
That little one makes it all better.
And, he sits back and wonders to himself
Just how anyone could walk away from that pudgy little face.
Those adorable little noises.
Guys who call themselves men.
Walk out and are pathetic little boys.
He falls deeper in thought.
Thinking, it’s ok little one.
You don’t need someone like that to look up to anyways.
Your mom doesn’t need that little boy around.
She’s a hell of a mommy.
And, doesn’t need his help.
Sooner or later,
You’ll both have a MAN in your lives.
A man who would be proud to have you call him daddy.
One who would treat you and your mommy right.
And, love you both unconditionally.
Shaking his head out of thought.
He realizes he loves a little girl.
Whom he’s never met.
Who’s mom he’s never been with.
And, yet makes him feel better than drinking ever did.
He sits in his room wondering how?
Only to fall asleep thinking about the little one and her mommy.
And, on that night.
Not one nightmare will stir him.
From his happy dreams.

yeah lol. Just realized that I used him to talk about me and her sperm donor lol. Hmm should probaly change that

*I wrote this before I started seeing the girl I'm now seeing but figured I'd share it*

He looks to her for strength.
When he’s at his lowest he finds happiness.
In someone who is under a year old.
She’s not even his.
He’s never even officially met her.
But, somehow she’s the light at the end of a very dark tunnel.
Noises and smiles are enough to make everything in his life ok.
It seems no matter what’s going on.
That little one makes it all better.
And, he sits back and wonders to himself
Just how anyone could walk away from that pudgy little face.
Those adorable little noises.
Guys who call themselves men.
Walk out and are pathetic little boys.
He falls deeper in thought.
Thinking, it’s ok little one.
You don’t need someone like that to look up to anyways.
Your mom doesn’t need someone like him around.
She’s a hell of a mommy.
And, doesn’t need his help.
Sooner or later,
You’ll both have a MAN in your lives.
A man who would be proud to have you call him daddy.
One who would treat you and your mommy right.
And, love you both unconditionally.
Shaking his head out of thought.
He realizes he loves a little girl.
Whom he’s never met.
Who’s mom he’s never been with.
And, yet makes him feel better than drinking ever did.
He sits in his room wondering how?
Only to fall asleep thinking about the little one and her mommy.
And, on that night.
Not one nightmare will stir him.
From his happy dreams.

Everyone? I'm back again haha. The search seems to be the same people even though I was deactivated for 3 months or so.. Ah well.. Anywho.. How is everyone?

The internet? lol Or if you want to get technical.. I met my last "boo" at The-Haunt.. West Michigan's largest indoor haunted house... Woot Woot!!

Hmmm good question my friend.. Good question. I was searching for something insightful to say.. But I've got nothin.

BUHAHAHA that's great!

LMFAO

LOL well was wondering why it didnt seem like anyone was noticing me in the searches and what not. Guess it helps to update your stuff after you break up with someone and change your stuff to reflect that your in fact single lol. Just thought I'd share my stupidity.. Seeing as how I've had my profile re-activated for oooh I dunno... A month? lol and just realized that it still said I was in a relationship and what not..

lol thanks all. How's everyone been?

I'm here lol. How are you doin?

Here I am again.. Ah well, it's been a long month the ex has... Ya know what nevermind.. Just lettin y'all know I'm back.

almost afraid to umm ask but, with my messed up sense of humor.. Feel free to messege me the jokes. And, she is supposed to make a full recovery with no long term damage

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090417/ap_on_re_us/shot_in_head_survivor

A Mississippi woman who was shot in the head not only survived but made herself tea and offered an astonished deputy something to drink, authorities said Friday.

Tammy Sexton, 47, remained hospitalized three days after being wounded by her husband, who killed himself after he shot his wife. A bullet struck her squarely in the forehead, passed through her skull and exited through the back of her head, authorities said. She is expected to fully recover.

*There is more to the story if your interested* I read this on my phone this morning and yeah you have to read this story.

Live have sex and drink beer?

I agree.. A bit like jumbo shrimp.. I couldnt help it.. Guess that would be like saying " I wanna see a giant midget"

Fair enough. LOL. But, there are so many saying every other one is wrong.. Lets just say that if I devote my life to the catholic church.. And, I die in hmm lets say 50 years.. I'd like to think I'll see 71. Anyways, lets say in 50 years when I "see the light at a long tunnel" Buddah is there and I spent my whole life saying he was wrong.. I'd be screwed.. Soo, if I live my life as a good person, all the crap that MOST religions have in common.. W/o going to a certain church.. Well I like to think that in the event there is a god.. I'm safe and will be allowed into "heaven" BUT seeing as how I buy more into reincarnation the whole heaven/hell thing is hard to swallow as it is lol

Another good point. I dont care either way.. I guess I fall into the "agnostic" catagory.. But, that's just me.

Almost every time the commercial asking to help little *makes clicking noises* in Africa for pennies a day

Thanks for the welcome back lol. Yeah I love that show