Oh my...I have no idea what I have walked into now.

Hi, Deb! I am oh so happy still. Life is grand. And busy...I'm off to do way too much. Just wanted to say hi!

I haven't said it, but I almost sent you a text today. I miss you constantly. I always can't wait to be with you. I am so in love with you. Yes, really.

But don't tell Kevin because he told me not to.

Yeah, all of the stuff that won't be said...it's there anyway. I can't wait to be with you tonight. I miss you immensely. Four more hours? Ugh. Maybe I should sleep and let you wake me up when you get home.

just saying hi...not sticking around. hi

I'm going to have to copy all of these and print them out for you again...after we get some printer ink. I'm glad I'm with you. I think we're great and we will be great. This is the most content I have ever been.

What a wonderful day. I'm very happy right now. You and me. Yeah, I like that a lot.

It was a good weekend. I enjoyed being with you. You give me more purpose. My life was already meaningful and purposeful, but I have more purpose now. I just want to spend more and more time with you. I just want to be with you. I wish we had found each other sooner. Think how much better our lives would have been!

Now today, we'll go grocery shopping and hang pictures. We're making our home together. We're making our life together. Four kids at Friendly's rocked! Being with you rocks.

I'm trying to be optimistic. I'm watching what you can do. I hope you don't screw up. I know you're trying.

fly by hi. busy busy day. but it's going to be a great weekend, right?

Well, I did take yesterday off. But I'm sure I'll be busy tonight.

Yeah, I think that could be true!

My boyfriend. He is so good at it too.

My daughter gave me a card and a Facebook sticker that said that. I am the world to her. And she is one of the people I confide in the most. She is definitely one of my bestest friends. Actually, we are "best friends together" and it's awesome.

So my confidantes include my daughter Samantha, my friend Alexis, and my boyfriend Jay. Oh, and my therapist Kristin.

I'm adjusting. I'm accepting. I'm wishing we had more time to make everything the way we want it. I hope we have a good weekend.

You guys should seriously get a private room. Everytime I pop in here...you're being all...well, you know.

Anyway, hey! TGIF!

I feel like I had a rough day. I don't know why I feel that way. I just feel like I just want to be with you. I want you to hold me. I know you're not perfect. You know what? Neither am I. So I guess we match. Everything is just so overwhelming sometimes...at least for me. I want everything fixed. We just need to get rid of all of those outside issues. I kind of feel like screaming. I just don't know what to do. Why can't we just be happy? Why can't everyone just leave us alone? Why can't we just go be on an island somewhere? Somewhere only we know. I miss you and can't wait to be in your arms tonight.

Oh, I'm not. It just annoys me when people have closed minds or display prejudice in any way.

I feel like I'm in such a good space with you right now. I really hope you don't screw it up. I want to stay feeling this happy and right with you.

Good afternoon/early evening.

I got an email from someone who had been on my "mutual match" list for over a year and never contacted me. He sends me an email today asking me if I can't find a good white man. What is wrong with people???