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Sun 10/28/12 02:37 PM
now i conjure up every perfect memory
remembering you in perfection
i wrap my soul in yours
we sway
my hopes
in you they lay
i ignore reality
you're not gone
cradled in perfection
you sing our lullaby
here in my sanctuary
i'm your pupil once again
this is where my mother
mothers me and in turn
i learn to be
their cradle
their sanctuary

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Sun 09/30/12 06:31 AM
Edited by tayah12 on Sun 09/30/12 06:33 AM

Doesn't everyone want to be told 'I love you'..?


he said the words i love you
such words you can't erase
for some peculiar reason
those words i can't embrace
try as i might
couldn't stay still
i squirmed and wiggled
until i felt ill
arson
i set his words on fire
i watched them burn
now its too late
i sabotage love
with one spark
i sealed our fate

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Sat 09/29/12 05:55 PM
is it over yet?
that feeling of breathlessness.
how long until i remember
how to exhale?
the pain is blinding now.
it can't be too much longer right?
I'll exhale?
the tears that took camp
linering in my eyes.
they'll fall or dry right?
vision blurry
its been days now.
people are noticing
i'm not the same.
how?
i still smile
i go about my life,
no possible way
you made it in that deep.
did you really seep?
too many questions
you'll never answer.
now i'm just trying to exhale.

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Sat 09/29/12 05:28 PM
Don't tell me that you love me
Please don't tell me that you care
If you say the words
I love you
I promise I'll be gone
feet to the pavement
breathless
I'll run
sabotage our beauty
i promise I'll be gone

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Thu 09/27/12 03:58 PM
flowerforyou beautiful

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Thu 09/27/12 03:45 PM
she lay there alone
far beyond the shore
solitude encompassing
her soul
she wailed out
to the sea
it was her soul
it swam out
the most beautiful sound
her hearts ache
resounding luring
pleaing
end the solitude
she sang
no one should be alone
lonely men they came out
fell inlove with sierns beauty
in hopes to end the suffering
of two lonely souls
they swam out barring no ties
to the shore
blindly diving in never to return

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Thu 09/27/12 03:16 PM
age is a factor for me. i don't date younger men because i'm a mother and i feel that would be like have another child. i also don't date men more then 13 years my sir. just a personal choice but to each his own.do what makes you happy i don't judge.

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Thu 09/27/12 03:02 PM
Edited by tayah12 on Thu 09/27/12 03:04 PM
so can two alphas manage to have a successful relationship? it always seems to be a struggle for control. on one hand its exciting and fun, just wondering how long until you get tired...does someone have to submit?

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Tue 09/25/12 12:02 AM
the silence
i can't stand the sound
you send your message
through silence
why is it so profound
the lack of words
expression
connect
instant
rejection
thoughts stray
towards deception
a twisted trickery
of the mind


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Mon 09/24/12 07:39 PM
Edited by tayah12 on Mon 09/24/12 07:50 PM
to cry...you are forbidden
to care...forbidden still
build great walls about you
they lied time doesn't heal
the place where it hurt most
is frozen locked in space
it only takes a morsel
of a remnant thought
to erase
the here and now
you're flashing back
you're the person you once were
speaking words you used
to say
you look different
yet the same
it seems some lessons
stick while others
float away
repetition now conditioned
you are now as you where then
fragile




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Sun 09/23/12 02:50 PM
Edited by tayah12 on Sun 09/23/12 02:51 PM


he's in Australia and im in the US. its not easy but i trust him, i haven't been able to do that with the"boy next door" i figure after multiple failed attempts why second guess his loyalty when he hasn't let me down once? so once i got past the whole"he could be a major fraud" thing i actually became really comfortable with it. he's moving here early next year...we'll see what happens.


There is a guy here, called Anacondaarms who married a girl on Oz, called something else. Josie, and a number, but I can't remember numbers.

Anyhow. The four of you could save a substantial amount of money and headaches by switching. You be with Anacondaarms, and your boyfriend with his wife.

Things can always be made to work, if you have enough time and money. You all seem pretty young, and if money is a problem, then it's more the reason not to spend it on airfare and immigration lawyers.

drool ha ha ha! what? i'm sure that couple feels like we do happiness is worth way more then convenience. we manage just fine as i'm sure they do. it will all work out the way it is suppose to in the end

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Sun 09/23/12 10:21 AM

Boy wolves need girl wolves and girl wolves can hunt and kill like the boy wolves! Us wolves can survive on our own but are far more effective when we work together. but sometimes boy wolves need time away from girl wolves and vice-versa.

Nope, this man prefers his women independent. I like a woman who can kick *** and take names later!


Damsels in distress are the worst. Reason being, unlike that punk Prince Charming, it is knights like me in rusty battle dented armor killing the damn dragon and that effeminate (expletive again) comes riding up on his white horse and shining armor and uses royal privilege to take credit for my kill and suddenly that (expletive) is riding off on his horse instead of mine!

funny
good points everyone. but he's not pushing his views he simply told me them which is fair. he supports my independence but it not what he's used to. i am surprised to see that so many guys are into the independent thing that's awesome.

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Sun 09/23/12 09:09 AM
Edited by tayah12 on Sun 09/23/12 09:10 AM
lol this post is too funny but true. i don't really care if i scare a guy off. if telling him to respect me is too much for his ego then i'm sure i'm not missing much. but i agree that if you give a guy the chance to try to correct his dumb first impression you'll find that he is willing to.

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Sun 09/23/12 08:58 AM
Edited by tayah12 on Sun 09/23/12 09:00 AM
are men really into that primal thing still?
Tarzan brings home the bacon,
Jane cooks it?

my guys would prefer that i stayed home and let him take care of me...
but i love working and having my own thing.

he says do whatever makes me happy but at the same time he's made it very clear what he wants.

what do you guys think about this?

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Sun 09/23/12 08:49 AM

So what should one do if they save themselves then after marriage find they are quite incompatible in the sack?


so true, that is not a risk i'm willing to take. after all sex is an important part of a relationship if the sex is bad i'm not going to move forward with the relationship. that being said i always make sure that there's a foundation for the relationship before sex. helps to avoid the bad sex thing.

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Sat 09/22/12 07:27 PM

i love the feeback im native american black and spanish my childs mother is from korea im a firm believer in your character morals and principles make u who u r not your race

drinker

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Sat 09/22/12 07:22 PM
Edited by tayah12 on Sat 09/22/12 07:23 PM

A chick without makeup don't care. Same chick got no problem with hitting the grocery store in Pajama pants, Crocs with black socks, and hair in a half pony tail that hasn't seen a brush in a long time.

Apathy ain't attractive.


lol the mind of a man! i am definitely a natural girl...i love my skin and don't like to put on make up everyday. i work in a warehouse with guys 50 plus hours a week and i dint have any complaints lol but the girls who cake on the war paint get talked about pretty bad. i guess a good rule of thumb is be practical about it.

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Sat 09/22/12 07:01 PM
Edited by tayah12 on Sat 09/22/12 07:03 PM
i like them as long as they are in places that can't be seen to the entire world!i feel that gives my guy the freedom to "mark his territory" laugh but also keeps my sex life separate from my Co workers, and brothers lol ya know grandma...basiclly people who just don't need to know.

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Sat 09/22/12 06:47 PM
Edited by tayah12 on Sat 09/22/12 06:50 PM
he's in Australia and im in the US. its not easy but i trust him, i haven't been able to do that with the"boy next door" i figure after multiple failed attempts why second guess his loyalty when he hasn't let me down once? so once i got past the whole"he could be a major fraud" thing i actually became really comfortable with it. he's moving here early next year...we'll see what happens.

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Sat 09/22/12 06:35 PM
people are people, why limit yourself? my kids are Greek Spanish and black, they see their family and are so used to the multitude of cultures and races its beautiful because they are so open minded about diversity. all types of diversity and i think that is what humanity needs most, tolerance and acceptance.