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Fri 12/05/08 07:31 AM
Edited by SharonM45458 on Fri 12/05/08 07:51 AM
A Dedication



Create New Worlds



This is the time to come within and find yourself, in quiet moments alone, in the peace of beingness. Find your light and then shine out, shine out to show the way.

Do not look for others to show the way, nor for your society's old ways of being and acting to guide you. Allow yourself to be led by your true self inside, by the light that shines, so that you may know the truth, that the world does not consist of your worries, fears and doubts, but rather that it is created anew each moment by your light, your truth, your soul.

Come into this space, the space of this moment. Let it lead you down into yourself, to the light that shines within, the light that is you. Now feed that flame, let it burn more brightly. Let the light that is love, that is you, that is peace and joy, shine brightly within you. Let it expand and expand. Let it be you, completely.

And let that light drive away the phantoms of fear and doubt, so that you might see more clearly what is true.

And now, without their confusing presence, what do you see? What windows are opening, what doors are swinging wide? What newness is beginning to flow toward you, newness that you might breathe in to make you strong? What new idea might you embrace, what new vision might you follow? What new connections are opening, when fear and doubt are gone?

Clear them away. They do not serve. They weaken, and you need to be strong, strong and courageous, to step out onto the path lit by your inner light and create new worlds from pure being.
~Carrie Hart


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Fri 12/05/08 07:06 AM
Good morning beautiful ladies!flowers bigsmile

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Fri 12/05/08 06:55 AM
...but it doesn't mean I don't care. I am hopeful.

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Fri 12/05/08 06:46 AM

{{{sharon}}} Here for support dollflowerforyou :heart:



Thanks sweetie. I couldn't tell you from one day to the next what is going on with us, but the communication lines are open. Takes swallowing some pride to get them open, but we both are a work in progress, individually and hopefully perhaps "as one."


:wink: rofl

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Thu 12/04/08 06:24 PM

rofl

Wow Zman, sorry to hear about that. Most people would've gone Rambo.


I never said how I initially reacted.. rofl
lol, well my reaction wasn't so bad, but I got so many people tellin me I screwed up big time. WTF???

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Thu 12/04/08 06:23 PM
I gotta take off for awhile. Hope to chat with ya'll again soon. Zman maybe u could give me a bit of advice on how to get over a cheating significant other later.

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Thu 12/04/08 06:21 PM


brokenheart It happens to the best of us, and misery loves company, so come on it, do some venting, some supporting, and hopefully some day you will leave and never have to come back. Best of Luck! brokenheart


Thank you, Sharon. This sounds like an excellent idea right about now....



Oh my pleasure Lex, I need it now as much as anyone else.

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Thu 12/04/08 06:21 PM


yea i know, and about the confidence thing, my confidence has been so shaken its like a blender whirring around, i have been dumped on 2 major holidays, and my birthday, so not much for me to look forward too.tears tears


Trust me I understand where you are comming from. I caught my ex wife in bed with another man on Valentines day. I was overseas and came home 2 days early to surprise her but as luck would have it I was the one surprised... But even still It hurt I thoght it was the end but hey I relized hey I did nothing wrong so why should i be the one suffering.. Yeah 8 yrs later it still tingles my heart but hey you cant give up and it has made me a better person..( SO i figure) bigsmile

Wow Zman, sorry to hear about that. Most people would've gone Rambo.

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Thu 12/04/08 06:15 PM

I just hide a lot of my pain through laughter and making other people laugh
I've done that too. You should practice mindfulness. Living and being in the moment.

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Thu 12/04/08 06:12 PM
Edited by SharonM45458 on Thu 12/04/08 06:12 PM
Demmit!!!!

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Thu 12/04/08 06:10 PM

trust me...you can't really get your heart broke...only bruised or stunned...it'll begin working again as soon as you begin believing in yourself...
Very True Allen, I am in a mending phase right now.

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Thu 12/04/08 06:10 PM

now see, that is the reason that i have such a difficult time, most women do think that the men are the players and the dogs of civilization.... therefore all are placed in one category, the only trait i have with a dog is my loyalty... have been compared to a big ol basset hound
I know plenty of female players too, from personal experience. I didn't say he was a player, I just said they are out there.

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Thu 12/04/08 06:09 PM



AMEN TO THAT, i am Lowell, and i am a true member of the broken heart club
So Romeo, any recent events you feel like venting about?
Well lets see, love stinks, cause no one will give me a chance..... women take one look at me and turn their noses up...
Somewhere out there is someone just for you Romeo. Don't give up!

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Thu 12/04/08 06:07 PM


Hi Dreamerflowerforyou

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Thu 12/04/08 06:05 PM

no he is just fussy, he is 5 weeks old. Brand new!!!

So question, I started talking to this guy on here, and i was totally diggin him, we talked for like all day and then when i talked to him today he was kinda acting a little different and not so interested, he said he had to go but i could call him later if i wanted... Now im definatly not going to call him right? What am i supposed to do without looking like im swinging from him????
First take a deep breathe. Cool it down a bit is my advice. Wait till you've chatted with him online a few more times. There's alot of players on here.

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Thu 12/04/08 05:57 PM
Edited by SharonM45458 on Thu 12/04/08 05:59 PM
Ok, i was trying to cheer you up with a picture, but it didn't work. Gonna keep looking though

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Thu 12/04/08 05:53 PM

Having a bad night guys!! cheer me up!! explode
((((Traci))))flowers

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Thu 12/04/08 05:53 PM

AMEN TO THAT, i am Lowell, and i am a true member of the broken heart club
So Romeo, any recent events you feel like venting about?

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Thu 12/04/08 05:52 PM

I come to give support. Ive been there done that and have t-shirts to prove it. If ever an ear is needed I will be willing to listen..
That's awesome of ya zman! drinker New thread so gonna be a little slow to start, but hope it gets hoppin soon.

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Thu 12/04/08 05:51 PM

AMEN TO THAT, i am Lowell, and i am a true member of the broken heart club
Welcome (((Romeo))))
Good 2 see u!

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