come on now...is there really such a need for blasphomy and sacrolistic talk here..god damn it...lol

ohhh. you mean to say that this negativity is due to a woman?..i understand now...

well take it from this guy..
women like...they need a man with a galexy of confidence my friend.

this woman that you like for example,
you must show her that you are not always on the side of gloom and doom..
show her that there is a confident man inside you.

oh a mushy feeling miss bad g?..
mushy is another word for love i take it..
youre right there..of course when aurora will be with me then she willbe on the recieving end to all the mush she can stand..lol

thanks death..and i'll take a look.

but minding my own business is like a full time hobby with me..lol

i was trying to give YOU some words of encouragement,because i see myself as i was back then,and it resembles the way you are feeling.
my negative feelings took my freedom away for a time..
and i guess i'm trying to keep you from unlocking that door.

but to give sermons to everyone...i think i'll pass.lol

im saying that the more you dwell on the sorrow..the more you will be willing to let the darkness enter you..it is true that it is our dark nature that gives us strenght,but it will always lead us to something that we would never be able to control in the long run..for me it took a maximum effort to release my need to find it...

i was untouchable..i always had the feeling of being immortal.
and i was so wrong.

for many years now i dont even get angry anymore,and seldom sad.
i dont live the life of a thabian monk of course.lolol..

when you feel that things are not going your way..or when things get you upset,sad,angry..turn it around and use it.

most agreed gentlemen..
to be a mysanthrop makes life very empty..shallow,lonely,depressing..

what would life be wihout the chance to leave your mark in this world..and most of us do it by leaving legacy's,having children.
love is the cure to everything..not just for men and women,but for all life,


not to worry death...
youre still a young man,,i remember countless times when i felt this way as well at your age..this was the main reason for my incarseration,,i was always seeking to take greater and greater risks with my life,,and therefore my freedom.
but this is an extreme example here,im sure you dont hve the dark feelings that i had as a youth..but things change..

seek out the things that make you happy,son.
you'll be fine

sh sure is a great lady..we were planning on me going there..but the wise princess told me that i would never be able to work there..and this got me doing some real searching too..but then we decided for her to come here..save up more molahs..and then going back..work more on my court oppointed pardon,revise my passport.(because i cant without the pardon)..

the y2k..it sure made everyone's life hell didnt it,hunt?
and now there's this big cult following to the end of days..if you have faith un such things then there is sure to be chaos long before 2012..if you dont then have a cold brew and a smile..lol
i for one think that its just a way to spread panic

hey you remembered..lol..
hows it beed death?..you know i always feel like anekin skywalker when you say that?..

good turned evil..lol

the man they call hunter..how it been

congrats...he would have to be something in order to take away the bad lady.lol
in july aurora will be comming here to be with me,,all the way from argentina,then after a few years of savings we;ll be going there..you know you can live like royalty on 200 dollars a month there?..having a home built for you is only 20.000..its going to be a great retirment for me,,that is of course if there is no truth to all this..mayans calender,world exploding,death to everyone on the planet in the year 2012 garbage..lol..remember y2k?..lol

well...outgoing,construction..incomming,hauling.
been a few changes..
aside from the time that i needed to adjust to all of it,,its been great..how about you?

bonjournies everyone..wanted to say hello

well..remember the bald woman that played in star trek the motion picture??....the first movie?..
now i defy any guy in here to say that he wouldn't be her love toy for a weekend

and a hello to miss zanne too..how are you lovely ladies doing

trust me...being a bad speller means that you belong with most of these people here..includding myslef..

hi miss bad g...long time no see

the scar above my left eye holds a special meaning for me..strange but true..

years ago i started a business..being a private chauffeur to exhotic dancers and escort ladies..but it was only this,a business.
i had my regular job in the daytime,and my attempt at a business at night..i was working from sun-up to sun up,with lots of coffee and wake-ups.

well anyway,jaqualina began to think that i was having an affair.
which was ludicris.
i came home one early morning to prepair myself for my day job,when she mashed one of those bowlingball paperwieghts on my forehead..I WAS PISSED!!.
the blood was everywhere on the front of my shirt.
but instead of really doing anything about it in a physical manner..i tuned around without saying much of anything,went to the clinic for stiches..you cant fight with a woman who is scotish and irish..lol..you'll only get the other eye damaged.lol..

BUT SHE WAS HOT!!!...CHRIST I MISS HER..LOL

right on..that was the whole idea...ewww boyyy

im sure that i speak for everyone on board when i say that we all wish the beautiful indnprncs,all the glory and emotional fullfilment that comes with love.

we hope that you and your intended will last a lifetime,,and may all your asperations be real ones as you are both looking into each others hearts forever..

all my hopes

oky,and or doky everyone...

the movie,i am legend,is waiting to be copied..and i have to turn off all non and main essentials in order to do it right...so have a great one..and talk to you all later...

oh..hahaha i thought that your castle had gone distant for awhile......
yes..most agreed..the princess ia always right...now whats was this miss p,about guys needing spankings??...i read about some men that needed an attitude adjustement..