yes thats true

before i met her i thought that there aint noone out there for me and
noone could'nt find me attracted to me.
i did'nt think that i'm not good looking enough there artimes that
thought crapt into my mind that says that why bothered you cant find
noone all they wanted is a cute guy with a nice body and all of that
hollywood crap sterotype-hype thing.

why even bothered asking and talking to anyone for they dont want you
you see i seen myself as ugly fat some kind of freak of nature someone
that is so unlove.
and beening used like that really helped me alot by crawling out and
kinda getting to know people out there and maybe just maybe theres might
be someone out there not like her.

there are one time that i feel like noone aint worth it.

until after i met someone ayear ago well i thought that she really like
me and really did cares abort me but she just only uses me for
information and something that i can't get into.

i met her on the job i was a cleaning person and she was a manger at the
time and she got into trouble with another co-worker and get de-moted.

i ended up making a complete fool out of myself.

hi i'm looking for any ladies out there thats lives here or around ky.