Yes I am in love. I still have the family flirt gene, though. It was in Dad's will that I use it till I die. My last act on earth is to be pinching a male butt. Good thing my sweetie understands this.

Johnny, I love you baby.

So far I have sat on my big, fat hiney and talked to hotties online...

In his own way, he did. It's more in actions than words sometimes.

No, honey, not ouch. I screamed ASH!

Oh honey, I can't get enough! It was incredible. Going back 2/15, I think. I have an IV 2/14, or at least I think I do, lol. Who knows?

I hope your holidays were as good as mine.

OK, paint is calling me. Back later...

Assuming the position even as I type this...

Man...I feel like a woman...

I don't have yer number, sweetie.







OK, I gotta stop doing this to you, lol. Our timing just works out so well sometimes! Forgive me?

Hi darlin! I am good. Painting a dresser at 114AM, lol. How have you been hun?

Honey, we all love and adore you!

Love you Johnny.

Yes, a couple of good friends told me.

Today ended up being really good. Thanks to a couple of awesome friends for the moral support and laughs when I needed them. And for letting me vent more than I probably should have. My heart is full tonight.

Happy that in the midst of all my frustration, I have one shining beacon of light pulling me through. All in all, I am so fortunate.

Jann Arden Waiting In Canada

Every tear you cry
Every doubt you have
All of these things will pass away
All of your big mistakes
Your little old heart would break
Im wishing that I could take them back
Write down the things you dont want
Burn them in a glass
Write down the things you dream of
Make a paper plane that flies to heaven
And buy a ticket for a plane and come and see me baby
Or drive your car all night by just starlight to canada
Thats where Ill be
Waiting
All of the empty rooms
All of the silent space
Every warm embrace is you
Nothing is like it was
Theres nobody here but us
I have been filled right up with this
Write down the words of sadness
Burn them in a cup
Write down the things youve wanted
Throw them to the wind thats soaring up to heaven
And buy a ticket for a plane and come and see me baby
Or drive your car all night by just starlight
To canada
Oh buy a ticket for a plane and come and see me baby
Or drive your car all night by just starlight
To canada
Thats where Ill be
Waiting
Waiting

Biotchin frogs don't have to fill out mother biotchin forms, so either is biotchin fine with me.

Dealing with an overwhelming pile of paperwork for disability. No idea who gets what, where it goes, and what REALLY needs to be filled out. Calling insurance, who refers me to HR at work, who refers me to insurance. Talking to numerous people who all give me different answers or have no idea what an answer would be.

I'm having so much fun. And they wonder why people with chronic pain end up with addiction and depression issues.

OK, I ranted, I feel a little better. Thanks for letting me waste time and space, lol.

OK, better, my Queen?

Johnny, yer a doll!

Overwhelmed...