Karma is a funny thing...
What goes around comes around...
Elwood is right, you jsut never know what or where life may lead...

(((((purple)))))
In my head again are ya???
Great words, glad you reposted...

Make your own path,
follow your own lead,
when it is time, and he does come,
just share it...and make a pathway for two...

(((CCP)))
Such a special and unique woman you are! You will not give in to the darkness, you are much too srong for that! Stay in the light we are here for you, and most have been there a time or two..(I know I have)...You are in my thoughts and prayers...

Nice captain...

Let the world around fade away
and fall into me...

WOW...
Glad I waited till today to read this one...
I can definetely relate here...
Great job Wiz!

lmao...too cute! Thanks Olejeb...

thanks sexyazzkay..

Txs...nothin but smiles these days...It feels wonderful!
and I can personally say thank you to YOU for helping me brighten those shadows, and come out of hiding...and so many others...(you know who you are, at least I hope so!!!)
Much love my friend!

When I went to sleep last night
You were there
When I needed to talk
You were there
When I had a bad dream
You were there
When I needed a friend
You were there
When I didn't have any words to speak
You were there
When I woke up this morning
You were there

and I know you always will be
there for me,
anytime,
anywhere,
always...

Listening to every word
Hearing every sigh
Reciprocating every yawn
Our hearts beating in unison
a thousand miles away
Feeling every emotion
as though we are one...

You are in my heart
You are in my mind
You are part of my soul

and I love you more each day...



(JCS...for you babe)
(as if you didn't already know that! LOL)

In other words, take the good with the bad because without the bad, we would not appreciate the good things when they do come along???

When you see the clouds gather in the sky above
My heart will thunder, cause I wonder
If you are watching me
and see the me hidden inside
this love a flame burning
through the darkness
of living this life without you
to sustain me
The rain falling upon my face
like tears in a thunderstorm
weeping because life has taken you away from me
Where once there was love
there is nothing left of "us"
and I wonder what turned my angel
into this cloud of dust
and my heart breaks even more
cause I know you are too far gone
from this world
to ever return to
the bliss
we once knew


(Jimz, just my way of saying, I understand...)

(lazy wench...lol)

Me too...lol!

They say actions speak louder than words
Does that mean by your actions,
you are expressing your dislike of me
Total disrespect, you try to humiliate me
Bring me down, when I am up
Discourage instead of encourage
Leave me bleeding and alone
Crying inside with no apology
Never taking blame, but always blaming me
Pointing a finger as if I planned this all along?
Even after all the unfeeling things you've done
Even after the mistakes we both made
(yes, I made a few too)
I always forgave you
I did not throw the past up in your face
No matter the transgression
Once discussed, it was dropped
I know "we" are over
and I'd hoped we'd remain friends
Regretfully that hope no longer stands
Because we have different views
of what true "friendship" is...

Your welcome girl...You weren't talkin about me here were ya? You been talkin to my ex??? LOL! (I am so totally kidding!)

Keep those words flowing from your mind to paper, (or keyboard)

jimz, yes it did, I've read your words as well, and they are moving and deep..thanks for your kind words here...

Txs, well, just try and get a local guy, and you'll have no worries about time passing ya by, or going by too slow...hehe...lol! luv ya girl...

(((D))) Thank you...Have missed being here...summer just seems to be filled with so many activities with kids, not to mention that elwood keeps me very distracted most of the time...lol!(in a very good way) love you too D...

you guys (friends at jsh) are my inspiration for writing most of the time...your encouragement means a lot, and has gotten me through many many rough spots! Thanks to all who read..

Awwww thanks you guys...LOL

Yes, frankfk, the past is the past, but this needed to be written.

txs, Had to get out the frustration in order to think straight...lol!

eaglewoods, Ex's are wonderful aren't they???

karma, nice to see you my friend, thanks for reading...

((((D))))thanks sweetie...

Seething, Screaming, Sighing, Crying,
Anger, Hate, Love, Hate,
The pain of trusting and being broken again
Giving, and giving all I had
to be thrown away like a piece of trash
Used, and unappreciated,
Fury burning, I try to keep it at bay
but you keep bringing up the past
which I already forgave
Why can't you let it go
Why can't you move on
Why can't you grow up
and stop trying to control...

All we had left, you ruined with your betrayal
Took our livlihood from under our noses
Like a thief in the night
You snuck in behind our backs
Leaving your muddy tracks
Not caring to hide, wanting us to know
exactly what you've done
Have you no shame
Playing new games to try to get what you want?

I've told you once
and I'll tell you again
YOU no longer have any effect on me
I'll work my fingers to the bone
I don't need a thing from you
No longer will I cry
No loinger will I try
No longer sill I hide
No longer will I bide my time
This is the end
The well of friendship has gone dry...

G O O DB Y E....

yes, K..it is a dream that will become a reality..(soon)...
Funny how if you are dreading something, time seems to rush forward, but when you want something really really bad, time seems to s l o w d o w n...LOL! (I'll be ready for a slowdown when he gets here...)LOL!

Thanks txs...

OMG...so true!!! LOL!!!

also: May cause insomnia...

LOL!

Aw girl...ya made me cry with this one...awesome feelings...