No I am not playing with anyone here, Mzrosie. I am serious about finding out if I am gay. I haven't had sex with a woman in 30 years. But tonight for the first time, I am having strong cravings to be with a man. But I'm afraid I'll find out that I don't like the experience with a man. So I am looking for someone to help me determine if I am gay before I get too far. Please don't think I'm willing to put myself out there just for kicks. To be honest with you, I have experienced the feeling of a replacement device in my body. It brings me pleasure but I'm not ready for someone to actually put themselves into me. I have fantasized about having a woman play the role of a man in me if you know what I mean. That would be more acceptable to me. But does this mean I am gay? I really want to talk to someone who is knowledgeable about these things in the gay community. Is this the forum for such a conversation? Let me know what you think.

I've never been in an intimate sexual relationship with a man before. But I want to try. I'm willing to try anything if you'll be patient and gentle with me. I live in Nashville Tennessee and need to find out tonight. I'm disabled so I can't get out to gay bars. What do you suggest I do to solve this problem?