the human centipede is messed up and horribly gross.

i could go for the labyrinth with david bowie. Though 28 days later is good.

thanks everyone. I'm watching tv and cuddling my raggidy ann. I seem pathetic and 6.

it may be sad but i'm almost 22 and i'm scared to death of storms, which it's doing right now. I even have myself worked into tears. It's pathetic. I hate being alone and hearing the thunder, rain and hail. :(

ha ha best answer ever. You rule.

i'm on the fence here. While i love looking at it, because physically it's a turn on, i'd rather find someone who doesn't show it all in the fact of knowing if i got to see, it'd be special, just for me. And not every woman got to drool over him. It also shows to me that the guy can be vein, but on the other hand just comfortable with themselves. So it's hard to decide.

i agree with her. A man messaged me and i kindly said no thank you in response and he then called me a ***** and wrote some pretty nasty things. So it is easier to just ignore the message. As she said they get mad either way. And i never respond to messages that start off dirty or sexual. Or even to hey sexy messages. I.ve never had a guy say something about my profile though, so i dunno what to tell you on that.

thank you :)

indeed. She throws these pity parties too. Oh woe is me. And i'm so tired of it. This is my life. She's not even family and i'm done. I can't do it anymore.

one of the hardest factors is my step sister. She still lives with her and i'm not afraid of not talking to my sister, but of my sister getting upset because she is her mom. But i.ve already told her no and that i don't feel comfortable with her in there and she is so mad i doubt she'll even bring my sister to the hospital. I want whats best for my lil one and sacrifice comes with it.

i should do this, but i dunno if i can. :(

thank you so much guys. You all have helped so much. I don't feel as bad now. And as for lying, i can't. I'm a horrid liar. She'd know. I honestly don't plan on anybody being in there at all.

i just wish i could stick up for myself and stop feeling bad for it.

and yes she keeps calling herself grandma and that hurts me too but i can't tell her no, which is some of my problem. I told her she could go to the hospital just not delivery room. I wish i could tell her off all together.

i just.. Don't wanna hurt anyone but it's hurting me. I just.. I don't want her in there. I don't want her close to me. I've distanced myself. And she treats me like crap for finally telling her no.

i may be wrong here, but i am pretty upset here. To start off, i'm a genuinely nice person and in being that way i get hurt and sacrifice my own happiness. I.ve never even been one to stand up for myself. I've decided to stop. Now that i am going to be a mother i believe i should make myself happy and my daughter too. My dad's EX wife texted me asking me if SHE could be in the delivery room! Wtf? It really made me mad that she'd ask that. She's not my mother. Not only that but she used to be mentally and physically abusive and i lived with my grandmother because of this. Finally my dad divorced her. I.ve remained nice to her. But when i said no she guilt tripped me and is making me feel horrible. Then she asked if my mom would be in there and i said probably which enraged her. I just, ah! Why, how is she mad at me? She has no right!

thanks about the blocks. And i never considered nude ones lol. Thanks guys!

I've no idea how to post pics in here but I added 3 to my pictures. Check them out and let me know :) thanks

i did a ton of poses. I'll post them when i get them. I personally LOVE black and white with a splash of color. Alot are just my belly, thank god. I hate face pictures since i.ve gained so much weight.

thanks everyone. I.ve never met my photographer, a friend set this up as a gift. I definately won't do nude. But i'm totally lost lol. Any more ideas. Thanks for posting pics. It helps