Breakfast club.

Check this out.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=AHdHSmAuk-k

ha. so breakfast club it is.

goodnight everyone.

which movie to watch before bed!

I've narrowed it down to..

Fast Times at Ridgemont High,
The Breakfast club
OR!
Superbad, hah.

Man, there are a lot of good lookin' guys in here.

I have tomorrow off because of 'Family Day' hah.

picking out a movie to watch.

You don't tour far enough north

haha, they get so defensive and rude on pof..
hah, wait.. pos

That's awesome! Goodluck, have fun.

Why we broke up was a lot more complicated than missing an e-mail.. We'd been broken up for awhile, but not fully - and now it's just .. actually done, for good.

Friday night I saw him at a party, and he had the nerve to punch out a friend of mine which made me really pissed and made me re-evaluate things..


But the actual reason for the break-up, that we were working on trying to fix is something I'll never be able to forget.. or fully forgive.
But, just his e-mails, and the words he said to me, .. they were amazing.
Just makes me think, and I don't like it.

Yeah, but I still have old e-mails from him. Those e-mails just bring like, everything back.. and I don't know. It's hard.

I was checking my e-mails, and I came across one from Matt from awhile ago, that I must have missed when I was checking them before..

Now, reading it, it makes me feel like I screwed things up, royally and now there is nothing I can do but sit and sulk and cry some more.. like.. Damn it.

I won't say what the e-mail said - but it was amazing.

Helter Skelter,
The Curious Incident.
Blink.
The Tipping Point.
Mind Games.
Deadly Innocence.

A child called it.
The lost boy.
A man named dave.

And the list continues.

Again, thank-you everyone..

I don't know why it's actually this hard though.

like, while I was at work, it took all I could to stop from bawling my eyes out - and all I feel like I wanna do is call him and talk things out - but, I deleted his number from my phone so I could just completely forget him, which was a good thing to do, but like.. I just don't know..

But thank-you.. seriously.

I love to read, I have a huge list of books that I'd suggest.

but I never thought that it would hurt this bad.

I really wish I had never met him.

I have to go into work, but of course I felt the need to stop in and say good morning.

Hah. Have a great day everyone.

I love this movie.