My 2 year old daughter will be back with me for the next 4 weeks. I'm going to school, and i am living with my father while doing so. I don't really have time to drink/smoke while she's here. She's a light sleeper, and i don't like being intoxicated in any sense while she's here. Once she's older, i'll feel more comfortable with that stuff. But yeah, sobriety is much more comfortable when i'm the only one that really takes care of her

Bottles and Cans - Rehab. I think that describes how my life has gone in the last few months. and if any of you haven't listened to rehab, you should. fantastic band. most people love "bartender song" but they have much more to offer.

good luck to ya. if not, take a couple shots. or do that thing in beerfest. cant remember what its called. pass out maybe? take a hit, hold it in, during that, take a shot and chug a beer. i did that once, and it'll hit you quick. lol. no more smoking for me after tomorrow for 4 weeks. enjoying the night

i hope the author dies a horrible death. my daughter is only 2, and i am terrified of anything horrible happening to her. i worry about her mothers new boyfriend, and any other male i don't trust that enters her life. there is no reason any somewhat decent person would write this sort of thing. i am a very open minded person, but this is something that anyone, of any religion or lack of religion, with any morals, would agree is wrong. Its easy to argue whether or not it is a matter of free speech, because i think that it is in that sense. but that doesn't make it right. just because you can write something doesn't mean you should. **** the author, i hope he gets raped and killed by another sexual predator.

I got all my accounting homework done about an hour ago. im amazed. i thought i'd be up all night doing it. now i have time to get things organized. my daughter gets to come home this weekend. she's here for 4 weeks. hurray. Good day.

some of it i'm not really a fan of, but there are some pieces that are fantastic

i was living in iowa when they legalized gay marriage there. a coworker of mine invited me to his marriage. it was interesting. really no different than a normal wedding, although a few things were different. the pastor i guess(sorry i dont go to church) wore a rainbow colored scarf/sash thing. instead of you may kiss the bride it was you may embrace. instead of i now pronounce you man and wife, they just said i now pronounce you harry and scott.... but yeah, let people be happy. i dont see how letting people get married harms anyone else. i thought the purpose of law was to protect peoples rights and safety. not allowing people to get married is ridiculous. and the whole "ruining the sanctity of marriage" argument is a joke. what percentage of marriage ends in divorce? like 50-60% or something crazy.

there are still some decent cartoons. spongebob, fairly odd parents, misadventures of flapjack. they aren't bad. Yo gabba gabba is the only one my daughter will actually sit and watch though. its a little weird, but the song by weezer was hilarious. i do think there were some great ones in the past, but oh well. kids change, shows change.

definitely rain. i don't like the sun, or anything bright. i like my cave of a room. dark and cool and comfortable

im pretty sure it isn't illegal to write a book telling you how to do things that are illegal. they have books at borders about how to grow pot even. i think the protests were the best thing that could be done. people are going to still buy the book if they want it, but at least its not being seen by people who use amazon anymore. freedom of speech is a weird right, and i dont think it was put in the bill of rights so people could write such horrible things such as that, but what can you do? i'd be fine with executing all the pedophiles and rapists out there. they certainly shouldnt be let out of prison. some of them may not have killed their victims, but they did scar them for life. no child or person should ever have to go through something like that. if you can't control yourself around children, the best thing you can do is shoot yourself in the head. the world does not need these people

i like the zombie jesus picture. he doesn't look like to terrifying of a zombie though

i used to think about stuff like that when i was a kid. that somewhere out there was the first girl i would kiss, go out with, have kids with, all that stuff.

ah memories. my ex-almost-father-in-law and i used to go out and when he got drunk (or stoned) he would pick up his guitar and start playing/singing all kinds of stuff, including the steve miller band, but. especially neil young. he was pretty damn good too. good times.

in my experience it is much better to be alone than to be with someone just for the sake of being with someone. and as cliche as it may sound, and as many people have said, it will happen someday. even if you think you are "complicated", so are millions of other people. i can't believe i found a girl to be with me for 5 years, and have a kid with me. and even though its over, at least i i know someone out there cared for me once, and if she could, a much better person could as well. its easier said than done, but don't worry. life usually works out ok for people who deserve it

i have enough belly for several people to take body shots at once, if youre interested

i dont know if im up for any more shots. i discovered tonight there is such a thing as pudding shots. pudding, made with everclear. its like a really thick, more deadly version of a jello shot. craZness

yeah im drunk, i meantioned that in another post. lol. it happens. im not super depressed or anything. ive refrained from sending drunk texts so im proud of myself

Do you ever feel like you'll never get the person you deserve? i know in my heart of hearts that i am a good person, but i feel like a person that i feel i deserve won't feel like i am deserving of them. does that make any sense? i dunno, i suppose i'm in one of those sad single phases. so far ive been pretty happy being single, but for whatever reason, i miss being with someone tonight

there is no learning needed. we have logic. learning nonsense written thousands of years ago is pretty useless

hope you all are too. cheers.