thank you for your comments..

i feel hurt but what is confusing is i cannot cry... been trying hard to cry but the tears won't come out...

thanks again....

It's been more than a month since I ended a relationship with someone who has been in and out of my life for more than 25 years - i was single then, he was married; then he was separated due to an affair [which ended last year], however at the same time he started living with his new partner, i got married; we rekindled our relationship more than 5 years ago but went on and off. we got together again early this year and thought he was not involved in any relationship.. until i found out he has two other girlfriends which he denied [of course, men do not admit]. i was and am still deeply hurt by the betrayal. i trusted him. i feel sort of like a zombie and guilty because i have a my own family.

any comments, please.... am still nursing a broken and bleeding heart. been fighting/resisting the urge to communicate with him