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Tue 12/04/07 05:31 AM
YAYAYAYAYAY!!!!

Today is officially a holiday...I've turned off my phone...I am NOT going to work!!!!

WoooooooooooooooHoooooooooooooooooo

sorry. This is my first day off since thanksgiving....

I need coffeeeee....with baily's to start the day off with a bang!

drinker drinker drinker drinker drinker drinker

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Tue 12/04/07 05:27 AM
you have Coffee IV's angel? OMG! I think I just fell in love with you......love love love

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Mon 12/03/07 09:41 PM
I think that I might have found it...but the light's still dim and I'm following a trail of hope...but at the very least...there is hope...

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Mon 12/03/07 09:40 PM
you can't stop writing! What would I read?

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Mon 12/03/07 09:38 PM
<---wanders in

hello? Shoot....missed Chris again? Grrr... He better be in bed, so that he starts feeling better, or he's gunna have an entire group of women beating him up...laugh laugh laugh

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Mon 12/03/07 09:35 PM
(((((MOMMY)))))flowerforyou

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Mon 12/03/07 09:30 PM
I posted a new ramble if you'd like to read it

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Mon 12/03/07 09:24 PM
evening john

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Mon 12/03/07 09:06 PM
flowerforyou for your beauitful soul which shines out of your words...

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Mon 12/03/07 09:04 PM
Alone in the night I wander again, following the breadcrumb trail which leads to my happiness. Worry still nags at my soul. What if before the sun is fully up the birds eat away all the crumbs? What if I lose the trail? Am I making the right decision...following the right path? Ignoring all the doubt and pain which haunt my heart from past sunsets, I gather the courage to walk on, trusting fate once more to leave her crumbs for me to follow in the moonlight. I can see it now. The sun starting to rise up over the horizon. The sky is begining to turn the dawn's beautiful shades of vibrant reds and oranges... I know which path to follow, and my heart is lighter than before. If the sun continues to rise...I may make it into the daylight yet...I have to have faith that the day must follow the dawn.

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Mon 12/03/07 08:49 PM
:cry: makes me miss mine....I hope he can come home soon, but he will definately be spending Christmas there.....

Bless and keep each one of them safe....because they all have people loving them back home....flowerforyou :heart: flowerforyou

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Mon 12/03/07 12:31 PM
drive kitty drive...lmao

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Mon 12/03/07 12:03 PM
kitty? I believe you should be driving here, if you wanna make it by tues.....

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Mon 12/03/07 11:10 AM


After trying to start a friendship with someone (and they were a bit pushy for me and I said so), and they disappeared. it leads me to wonder who to trust. His initial approach ended up turning me off because he's out for one thing, versus trying for a friendship.
trust is hard to come by, especially on date sites, most of the people live far away, so some will tell you what you want to hear, and others just dont care, then there are honest people out there, and you cant tell the real from fake, so all i can tell you is, trust no one.


No one kearby? Not even me? Boo.

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Mon 12/03/07 10:43 AM
welcome home dana...you know that you belong over here with the um...cool people...

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Mon 12/03/07 10:33 AM
Sigh...This reminds me why I joined this site...that feeling of alone...sad...overwhelming pressure on your chest...telling you that your heart is going to turn into a block hole, and suck your soul into an abyss of eturnal sadness....sad

I CAN tell you that it gets better, honey....much better...and the only medication is time

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Mon 12/03/07 10:21 AM
<------takes the coffee...bursts into happy tears...and hugs dana ((((DANA)))) Thank you...so so so so tired!

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Mon 12/03/07 10:19 AM
Morning.............Please tell me there is still coffee somewhere?!?!?yawn

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Mon 12/03/07 01:56 AM
boondock saints

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Mon 12/03/07 12:06 AM
hiya john