Laptop

Vaping device

Wallet

Phone with charger

Gold ring my Gran bought me when I was 15 though I don't wear it.

Misswright I'm sorry for what you're going through. Often the first step is to either write down, or to speak out loud to someone who wants to listen about the things that are causing you so much distress so you've already made a start there. Can I suggest you call Samaritans USA, they're easy enough to find on the net, I've just done it so why not have a look at their site. I work for a (non-religious) similar organisation here in the UK so I can't speak for the American brand, but I should imagine they have similar guidelines to ours.....that is.....calls are completely confidential, we don't judge and you can remain anonymous if you wish.
Alternatively if you don't want to talk on the phone and don't mind communicating with someone outside your own country you can email jo@samaritans.org
They will aim to answer your mail within 12 hours.